Hello All,

Life is good, a year a three months sober, a new boyfriend, and I'm doing well in school.  Except one class....MIDI is just boring.  I am taking, music composition, music theory, music Production, human sexuality, and they are all my favorite classes.....I have never liked almost all of my classes, EVER!!! Life is beautiful!!!!!!

Oh yes, and in all the chaos i forgot, yesterday was my third year anniversary....i cant believe that I'm actually three years sober, its just as unbelieveable as the fact that jenna is gone, and i wil never see her again...

love and light,

-j

Today I found out that a friend of mine was killed in a car accident, her name was Jenna Young, she was one of the most beautiful people I have ever met, she had a spirit that was spontaneous and just floated, May she rest in Peace... I love you Jenna, I know that you are an angel now, and I hope you watch over us...

Just look at these, in her memory, what a beautiful soul...

http://www.geocities.com/owens_joel/

http://www.reporter-news.com/abil/nw_obituaries/article/0,1874,ABIL_7967_4220988,00.html

LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL,

I have been able to talk to my hunny for the last four days in a row! I am getting sooo spoiled!

Until they come home, we sit and pray, waiting for the next day, when we get word that they are all safe and sandy in iraq,

I love you hunny,

-j

Currently Listening Stripped By Christina Aguilera see related

- Keep Singin My Song

I woke up this morning with a smile on my face
& Nobody's gonna bring me down today
Been feeling like nothings been going my way lately
So I decided right here and now that my outlooks gotta change

That's why I'm gonna
Say goodbye to all the tears I've cried
For everytime somebody hurt my pride
Feeling like they won't let me live life
& Take the time to look at what is mine

I see every lesson completely
I thank God for what I got from above
I believe they can take anything from me
But they can't succeed in taking my inner peace
They can say all they wanna say about me

But I'm gonna carry on
Keep on singing my song

I never wanna dwell on my pain again
There's no use in reliving how I hurt back then
Remembering all of the hell I felt when I was running out of faith
Every step I vowed to take was towards a better day

Cos I'm about to
Say goodbye to every single lie
& All the fears I've held too long inside
Everytime I felt I could try
All the negativity I had inside

For too long I've been struggling. I couldn't go on
But now I've found I'm feeling strong and moving on
I believe they can take anything from me
But they can't succeed in taking my inner peace
They can say all they wanna say about me

But I'm gonna carry on
I'm gonna keep on singing my song

Whoa, & everytime I tried to be what they wanted from me
It never came naturally
So I ended up in misery, wasn't able to see
All the good around me
They wasted so much energy on what they thought of me
Simply just remembering to breathe

I'm human, I ain't able to please
Everyone at the same time, so now I find
My peace of mind living one day at a time

I'm human and I answer to one god
It comes down to one love
Until I get to heave above

I've made the decision
Never to give up
Til the I day I die no matter what

I'm gonna carry on & keep on singing my song.....

(They can't take anything from me)

I believe that they can do what they wanna.
Say what they wanna say

(They can say what they wanna)

But I'm gonna keep on
(Keep on )
I believe it
That they can take from me
But they can't take my inner peace