http://www.xanga.com/silverelfxLatest Xanga weblog from silverelfx60http://s.xanga.com/images/xangalogobutton.gifhttp://www.xanga.com/silverelfxhttp://www.xanga.com/silverelfx/142039104/item.htmlhttp://www.xanga.com/silverelfx/142039104/item.htmlFri, 08 Oct 2004 05:59:06 GMT<p align="right"></p><h3>These memories...</h3><p></p><p>...have been relegated to an under bed box to collect dust. Maybe one day I'll brush it off, sit down beside my bed and read them one by one. I thought this was the better of the two blogs. Although, <a href="http://www.xanga.com/awkwardhello" target="_new">the other one</a> was more telling, only if you really read into it.</p><p>I think I was happier when I was blogging. I didn't have to lie to myself or fight to find something interesting to post. During those years I was free, and somehow that got away from me. Maybe I'll come back to this. Perhaps it's time to stop numbing life and face it full on. That's the way I kinda feel.</p><p><a href="http://www2.foxsearchlight.com/gardenstate/blog/" title="Zack Braff's Garden State Blog" target="_new">Zack Braff's</a> character says it well. It's a modified quote from <a href="http://www2.foxsearchlight.com/gardenstate/" title="IMDB, Garden State (2004)" target="_new">Garden State</a>.</p><blockquote cite="http://us.imdb.com/title/tt0333766/quotes"><p>You know that point in your life when you realize that the {blog} that you grew up in isn't really your {blog} anymore? All of the sudden even though you have some place where you can put your stuff that idea of {blog} is gone.</p></blockquote><br>http://www.xanga.com/silverelfx/142039104/item.html#firstcomment