| so it is.just like you said it would be.
and so it is
the shorter story
no love no glory
no hero in her sky.
想问问你。。
为什么那么积极地想让我飞?
我真的没有那么坚强。
你要我做的。。我做了。
还是好想你。好恨你。
他。是无辜的。
today's chapter is called modern day society.
好像。。还没准备好。。
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| try not saying "my" for a week
he's not mine
(he's nobody's but his own)
i borrowed him
for a little while.
and during that little while
i was happy sometimes
and other times,
well...
when my borrowed time was up
i got a little greedy;
i just wanted to keep him by my side
for ever
and ever.
but you can't keep people
or even things.
all you can do
is appreciate the time you had with them.
one of my first e-mails to him
i said that time was the most precious gift
there's always more money, more things,
but there's never any more time
than the little time that you have in this world.
and when you give someone your time
it's a portion of life you'll never get back.
i thanked him for the time he spent with me
and now,
i'm still thankful for my borrowed time
thankful for the time he spent
listening
to my secrets,
stories,
desires,
dreams.
he's not my best friend
my boyfrined
nor my lifetime companion.
he's not mine
or anyone else's.
if he has found someone new
to give the gift of time,
i hope they're happy together.
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| 很爱过你的我会常常想到你
有时也会梦见你
很爱过你的我还是原来的我
只是没有从前独立，
自由
很爱过你的我会需要关心，
温柔，宠爱，和依靠
想你的时候，我拿自己没有办法
不知道如何大败这种
爱你，需要你的孤独的感觉
很想打个电话给你。。问问你
这些日子过得还好吗？
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| easy living~cause// three years of st. louis
effect// newfound and profound appreciation for jersey.
*
hello wawa . hello shoprite . hello dunkin donuts every turn i make
i knew you'd be waiting for me when i got home . i missed you
*
easy livin in new jersey~
. wake up
. put on a sundress . oversized sweater . hole-y tights . unmatching wooly-fuzzy socks . flip flops
. make tea . sit on porch of backyard . breathe in the sweet fragrance of morning-- a melange of aromatic trees and morning dew . think about useless things (what-if's and what-will-be's)
. put on a cd in the kitchen
. make breakfast as mommy roams around the backyard investigating the growth of her baby grasses
. eat breakfast in silence . mellow music filling the room
. chauffeur mommy to work . my new favorite vocation . driving through the woods (more fragrant trees) and two train tracks (!)
. cafe au lait . french movie . write down some french phrases in an artsy little angiebook . sit in my backyard and soak up the sun
. music . lunch . dishes . laundry . errands .
. tea . music . a gre practice exam .
. some more errands . a mango smoothie
. chauffeur mommy from work (glorious fragrant trees, train tracks, and slow-driving in rush-hour traffic)
i could get used to this~
 << my fragrant trees :) |
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| i searched for romance
flowers and affection
what i found is a lesson
of what love really is
found the game of love isn't
about how much you can't take
that authentic love is about how much
you can give
after everything that we've been through
i just want you to know that i still love you
want you to know that i forgive you
want to let you know how much you changed my life
want to let you know you taught me how to fly
i'm better cause you taught me how to give
that i still love you
want you to know
that i still love you
and i always will love you
and i want to let you know
that i forgive you
want you to know
that i still love you
[ india arie . wings of forgiveness ]
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