Relationship survey!

1) Single, Taken, or Crushin?:Crushin ooOOo starbuck guy.. Yumz!!

2) Are you happy with where you are?: hmmz... as happy as i can be...

3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?: I think so.. n for me datz not a good thing cuz i also fall hard

4) Have you ever had your heart broken?: yes,too many times

5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is okay?: noOoOo Cheating is NEVER ok!! Shame on u!!

6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?: Nope n i'll never 4give

7) Have you talked about marriage with another person?:Umz yes.. well they actually brought it up... dey knoe who dey r...

8) Do you want children?: yupz ! I cant wait to have toys to play with... oOoo ToyzRUz here i come!!

9) How many?: 7(more toyz to play with)

10) Would you consider adoption?: Maybe... if it means i get more toyz j/k yes it's not completely out of the question i love kids..

11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think a cool way to let you know would be?: Lolz i dunno just tell me...

12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get?: Yupz... people only appreciate what they work hard 4

13) Be honest, do you play the "game" when you are dating?: Nope dun do games n dun like em

14) Do you believe in love at first sight?: hmmz...yes

15) Are you romantic?: Nope da guy should be

16) Do you believe that you can change someone?: If they really love me they would

17) If you could get married anywhere, money not an object, where would you get married?: sumwhere tropical... with lotz of flowerz n trees...n waterfallz n where i can fly all da people i love in from all over da world.. n have da reception at night under the starz .. oOoOOo n den da next day we all pack up n go to disneyworld....

18) Do you easily give in when you are fighting?: yes.. alwayz.. with me , watever it is im usually fighting about is NEVER worth looseing wat who i love .. it's a weakness

19) Do you have feelings for someone right now?: Yupz i have lotz n lotza feelingz for everybody.... Mari's got madd love yall

20) Have you ever wished you could've had someone but you couldn't?: Hmmmz.. yes...

21) Have you ever broken a heart?: i think so

22) Would you ever fight somebody over your significant other?: Hmmz no ... because if they really love me thats not sumthing i have to worrie about

23) What would you say about your last ex?: Hmmz ... he was a good friend... sum1 who is nice n alwayz makes me laugh.. also full of BS .. but still he was a good guy ..

      Hmmz... you ever get the feeling in your life when your sooo happy and sooo sad at the same time.. it's really confusing but thats how i feel..  life is sooo confusing now.. none of us are really close anymore.. we hardly talk.. n all thats left to even smile about are the memories...when we are together is it all even real or is it just an illusion where we smile n act like evrything's ok... everything's all falling about n i dunno how to put it back together. theres sooo many lies and deception we all use to be soo close.

      anyways.. itz friday!!!! which means da weekend is here onee more day of werk n den itz playtime!! cant wait for movie nite wit kimmie, david n da hunnie n den to da comedy club wit da group!

      hmmmz... sumtimez i feel like im juss livin fer da weekend...

     hmmz.. things are going ok now i guess....there's sum1 in my life now to make me happy and has been keeping me happy and i trust him completely.. although i cant say the same for my friends... and you have no idea how much that hurts.. i feel like if you cant trust your frewnz the people you spend time with and see everyday who else can u trust... it breaks my heart and there are decisions i have to make ones that i really never imagine making. theres soo much on my mind and soo much i wanna tell sum1 but i really just dunt knoe how to put it in words just that ... your actions and the way you've been acting has really been breaking my heart and i honestly wish you would stop.. and it just disapoints me on how and where this is heading and theres sooo many choices and conclusions that i dont want to make. i love my frewns dearly all of you in your special way but once you've hurt me this much ... it's over n im done theres only soo much a person can take and you've pushed me waaay too far. anyways... other than that life is good and i have more reasons to smile now more than i ever have be4 in my life.

     we went karaokeing last nite and it was soo fun i love hearing you sing hai n it's sooo cute watching u too hehe.

     ahhh! sooo much on my mind i learned soo many dispointing things this weekend i dunno wat to do about it but i just wish things could be like they were i wish we were all happy again and be as close as we use to w/o all the drama i mean theres always drama but now theres just soo much more soo many deception, soo many secrets and sooo many lies ..it's hard to know who can even trust anymore.. for one of you im sorry but  thats gone...

     anyways as for now it's jusst monday the week has barely started and im just living for the weekend and the end of the day when i get to smile again ..