You said you had a photographic memory.
But apparently you forgot that honesty begins by being real with yourself and the ones you claim you love
The truth cannot be hidden
What’s clouded in darkness will always come to light, my love.
You should have known that, claiming you saw my light so clearly and brightly
I guess shit happens
I just wish it wasn't me
And I guess it’s so much better to have loved and lost then never to have loved at all
I know that’s some easy shit to say but I’m still gonna try to live by it
I’m still gonna try to put my faith to rest in it 
I will sleep on dry pillows now in a bed big enough to love myself in.
I will awake these coming mornings with my eyes dry and shiny, full of the knowledge
I am priceless and worth nothing but honesty
I will remove this scarlet letter from my chest
And take the hand of the little girl I used to be and say I'm sorry to her
I'm sorry for cheating you out of the joy you have always deserved
And I will wait for a man to come along that can give me the truth of how much he can really love me.

too much of nothing.
it'll kill me.

now that i know what to do, i wish i could go back and start over.

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