Alright, I'm just going to be real in this post. Is that ok?

Wow first of all I just want to say that I serve a mighty God! And to tell you the truth I deserve nothing. I am so unworthy of Him. Because honestly, there are days where I just walk my day without even thinking about God, and I'm like ok God, I can do this without you. I can live life without you. I don't need you to guide each step. WRONG! I am NOTHING without Christ. God is everything! He is everything we have ever needed! How can we not run to Him? How can we not cry out to Him? Who are we to say that I do not need God? Who am I to not come to Him...

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I am sorry! God I'm sorry for not giving you my all. God I'm laying down everything and I'm saying I want less of me and more of you! God I am yours I want to be all of yours! God stir something up in my heart to keep that passion burning like a fire! I want to walk for you, I want to talk for you, but most of all I want to LIVE for you! God I'm running this race, I will live to serve, and I will continue to Raise the bar God!! I'm after you! I'm after your heart and your will for my life. God use me! Speak to me. I want to see lives changed for your glory God. I want to see hearts mended for your honor. I want to see brokeness fall at the sound of your name. I want to see teens crying out to you in this generation God. God, I am asking you to raise an army! God stir something in the hearts and lives of teens of America! God manifest your glory on us God! Pour out your spirit! Intoxicate us Lord with you instead of alcohol. Lord give us that drive for you instead of sex. God make us addicted to you instead of drugs! Change our hearts God. SPEAK LIFE into us. Take back the heart of America. God we don't even know who we are. We are so lost, we don't know who we are. God I am in awe of you, I am simply and completely in awe of you. So many times you weep because I forget you...because I get so caught up in the junk of this world I just pass you by. Yet you still call me daughter, you still say I am worth something. You still say I am more than a conqueror! You still want to use me! Why...?

I'm sorry this was so long, but if you get a chance, read it. because God is amazing! and that is ALL about Him! And if you didn't read it I want to say this, You are His daughter, You are His son. You are worth everything to him. He wants to use YOU. Whether you believe it or not, He has got a calling on your life. And it is Your job to step up to the plate and run with it. What is giving yourself away to the world going to do? It is only going to cause you hurt and pain. It is only going to let you DOWN! It will satisfy you for a while, but can I tell you God can satisfy you to the fullest. He can turn your upside down world into a life of worth! A life that's worth living for. If you don't want to live for one more day, run the race...God is going to use you. If you can't stand your parents for one more day, honor them...God is going to use you. If you can't stand the drama, the stress of highschool, the peer pressures people force on you keep running....cause God is going to use you.