| Dear God,
Hi, It's Alana, you may not recognise my name as I've kinda not prayed for a very long time,I guess my rebel side sort of took over and I did'nt care much about you,I was also very sad when you took Linda away-Why did you let her hurt herself in the way she did? Did'nt you see her tying the rope around her neck? Did'nt you see her pain? Did'nt you hear her cry? So many questions, I guess I'll never know the answers.
I've not wanted you for a long time, but today I want to say sorry. I do love you,I want to thank you also, for guiding me,I need guiding, I think I'm strong but sometimes I wish I had someone looking out for me-I guess I do.... You?
Thank you for my family, thank you for the beautiful day outside,thank you for giving me the potential to make someone smile everyday,thank you for my new job,thank you for always waking me up before the worst part of a nightmare- thank you for every day I get out of bed.
You may not hear from me in a while,but I know you'll be listening the next time I laugh, shout,cry,whisper,think,dream and pray.
You're friend. |