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| back for goodhello my dear friends. sorry for not updating this for so long...i´m at boarding school and it sucks. i´m alone and hate this whole stupid fuck already. next weekend i´ll be back home again which is great. i get to get my pills back, those who kill the hunger away and make me look good and all nice. my boy, he´s an ass. i orderd tickets to visit him over the weekend..i called him and asked if he´s still happy to see me..he said he´s not that motivated..what the fuck?? i´m hella sad and down. this puts me in the chocolate mood which is even more fucked up.. but i´m staying strong. i´m gonna look great. hell yeah! pls comment. it´s to onliest thing that keeps my mood up right now. hugs for free! | | |
| a new day...a new chance?!
OK!
stop with being all emo..i want to be thin, so i´m going to be thin! this whole thing is just about me being to weak...but i´m to proud to stop..i want to be perfect! no one will love me like this, with the way i look now i def not gonna find someone..
so dolls, this is a new start.
from now on i´m gonna start all over..and now it´s gonna go down with the weight, i promise!
hugs dolls..
GIMME WHAT I WANT! GIMME HOPE! | | |
| ...failure..i´m so lame..look at me..i´m fat..nothing seems to help..i´ll stay as ugly as i am now..and i´ll be alone. no one will love me because i´m fat, ugly and disgusting. i´m still 147. nothing changes..nothing. my tummy stays, my legs are fat as usal. i´m gros.
never look like her..
i wish i would..
xoxo
Pia | | |
| WAY to BUSY..oh my gahhhhh...
i have been soooo busy in the last few weeks, that i hadn´t had time to check this and even write a lil bit in here..
so i´m good. i´m doing worse..i eat very less and put on much more..how does that work?
dunno...i changed my whole eating plan..just fruit this week..we´ll see if that works out somehow..if not, i´m going to go back to starve myself down..
have a great great week!
love, pia | | |
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