hey people whats up go to my myspace cause im to this site no

more my myspace is www.myspace.com/slone09 well g2gg

my sister is being gaypiece

dont hate the player hate the game!!

"and if I drink myself half to death I know its ok because you're

not here and you really dont care so when I drink myself to death

I know its ok cause I know you wont care.

do I still love u?..of course i still love u. do i still need u? maybe. I'm not sure

i dont know if i really need anyone. so i think im going to let u go now. and

i know its going to hurt. i'll still cry myself to sleep every night. but evenyually,

i wont cry anymore. maybe i will find someone to love and care about as much

as i do for u. although, i doubt that

she's beautiful; everyone sees it, everyone wishes yo be her; but what

they dont see are all the tears she's cried; all the people who have lied,

and that one boy she cant have

To tell you the truth, I dont care about what you think;
Go ahead hate me; as long as I have the people who matter; MY GIRLS; I'm set

If you ever see me in class daydreaming
with a smile on my face;
  just know im thinking of u

dancing in the rain kisses in the sand

holding hands has we walk  

mid night talks

wiping my tears

making me laugh

letting me sleep on your chest

watching me as I dream

calling me just to tell me u miss me

looking into my eyes without saying a word

let me be me and like me that way

telling me how much u love me

thats all im looking for

so we fall for stupid boys we make lots of dump mistakes we like to act stupid ,talk really fast.and laugh really loud but us teenage girls, we're really good at one thing staying strong

If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine.. knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone else want to know something? the time i was with you was the happiest i've been in a long time. thats part of the reason its so hard to get over you & move on cause you were such a significant part of my life & the thought of losing you killed me. now i feel like im never going to be happy again, at least not as happy as i was with you. tell you the truth, i would give anything to get back that time, even go through all the hurt people wonder why i cry, acting as if they care.. but the only person i wish cared doesn't even know i'm there. so we [ fall ] for stupid boys. we make lots of dumb [ mistakes ] we like to act stupid, talk really fast, & [ laugh ] really loud. but us [ teenage ] girls, we're really good at one thing ;; staying [ strong  & i`m the type of girl who would wear his sweatshirt just because it smelled like him i'm just the girl you've got cause you can't have the girl you once had. she's your everything while i'm just there. you close your eyes when you look at me to pretend you care. i'm not stupid ; i see it. but my heart just never wants to believe it. so go ahead ; tell me another lie. whisper in my ear & tell me how much you pretend to love me. tell me how much you wish i was her I'm so pissed at myself. That's right pissed at myself, not you. I'm pissed for always being nice, always apologizing for things I didn't do, for getting attached, making you my life, depending on you, wasting my time on you, thinking about you, following you, changing for you, forgiving you, wishing for you, dreaming of you, & most of all for not hating you, which I know I should, but I can't i look at all the pictures of the past, thinking of how the years went by so fast. the dances, the parties, the jokes, the laughs, the shoulders to cry on, & cute photos, the people i've known since way back when the new kids came every now & then. the friendships you make come & go, but there's always those few you'll always know. now as we go our separate ways, i know i'll remember those days

dont hate the player hate the game I like that saying I used to play the game but not know more it got boring I keep thinking about tyson for some reason like I remember when he broke up with me it didnt hit me at first when it happended but like the next day thats when I hit me I keep thinking about how he put me in the spot cause of him dating one of my friends I would never date one of tyson's freinds my friends come before boys cause my friends will be there forever but a boy could be there one day then the next day they could be gone I hate waking up in the morning to go to school knowing im going to see him with other girl even worst that girl happens to be my friend I cant keep thinking about this I feel like me and tyson fought alot if he hated that I would do anything to not fight with him when I had him I knew he was there but I fell in love with him so hard I didnt even think about what I had till we broke up we were bf and gf before we became friends u had a good girl I mean what girl wants to put up with there bf's shit but I put up with your shit trust me there were times I wanted to break up with cause u hit me,lie to me,when we would fight but u know what stoped me GIRLS I didnt want you to be with anyone else but me when I think about that fight we had in freashmen hallway I laugh at the time when that happened it wasnt funny now it is now people how much of a player u truly are now I made it to where everyone knows u hit girls well lifes a BITCH then u die im glad I yelled at tyson in front of everyone the thing I hate the most is I cant hate u noone knows the shit u used to say to me or the thinks u used to do to me or the pain u put me though he dont know how stupid I look in the hallway at school standing there when he's by his gf everyone knows about us I was the the first to have him when he came to clyde now all these stupid HOES want him its like everything thats bad is supposed to happen to me why me what did I do wrong how did I get cought in all this shit I think its cause I had u before anyone else did in clyde its ok all those stupid hoes u date can have my slopping 2nds or how ever u spell it to know I got all the shit u did to me first is great your passing it on to all of yours HOES it's not hurting me this smile tyson see's everyday is hiding under the pain u gave me u almost took somethin from me that u are not going to take from your gf right now if u know what I mean we were so close to it if u know what I mean by that I know u and your gf have not come close to it shes waiting till shes married me and u almost did it but I decided im waiting till im married u tought me lot from u lieing to me, u cheating on me, fighting with u, making me cry well g2g peice out friends

brooke