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| well, here it goes.....
ok, these lyrics......the first time herd them i was just like.....*WOAH* i mean iunno, they just hit me you know? like, they are one of my......personal favorites. But yea, it was weird....Like, the first time i herd them, i thought about them and knew what it was about, knew what it ment i had to do i guess. Hmmm its not a bad thign tho, im sure that its for the best; i mean its the easiest thing to do in all honesty.
well, read 'em and weep.......
The Killers
"Jenny Was A Friend Of Mine"
We took a walk that night, but it wasn't the same
We had a fight on the promenade out in the rain
She said she loved me, but she had somewhere to go
She couldn't scream while I held her close
I swore I'd never let her go
Tell me what you wanna know
Oh come on, oh come on, oh come on
There ain't no motive for this crime
Jenny was a friend of mine
So come on, oh come on, oh come on
I know my rights, I've been here all day and it's time
For me to go, so let me know if it's alright
I just can't take this, I swear I told you the truth
She couldn't scream while I held her close
I swore I'd never let her go
Tell me what you wanna know
Oh come on, oh come on, oh come on
And then you whisper in my ear
I know what you're doing here
So come on, oh come on, oh come on
There ain't no motive for this crime
Jenny was a friend of mine
Oh come on, oh come on, oh come on
every line in that song just seems to say what i feel, they in their own way represent my deepest most inner feelings. think of this song as "Ode to Jenny" an...."my" ode rather.........to you
my last song basically..........dedicated to and for you
.........................the last of me, to you
................its where i end
.......the end
..of me
............................................Jenny "was" a "friend" of mine
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| damn i havenbt posted in a while. i been up to nothing really. last weekend i was over at miikeys, that is always fun. this week has been aite i guess, not really; it got really bad the other day. like, i broke my iPod, got 4 detentions and got a D- on a physics test.....w/e tho, its the wekend soon and imma have a good time.....i hope.
last night Matt came over and played my Ps2 for a while.....hes borrowing it rite now actually for a while. after he left i went over to renes house for a lil then went home and went to sleep
rite now im in the computor lab listenin to the mp3 player/phone that claudio sold me.....that i cant even use as a phone because i have service with US cellular but hte phone was made by ATNT.....mehh, its my current music player cuz like i said before, my iPod broke
well, imma have to go now, class isnt starting or anything, i just dont know what to write
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ALICIA KEYS LYRICS
"Karma"
Weren't you the one who said that you don't want me anymore
And how you need your space and give the keys back to your door
And how I cried and tried and tried to make you stay with me
And still you said your love was gone and that I had to leave
Now you're Talking bout a family
Now you're saying I complete your dreams
Oh
Now you're sayin I'm your everything
You're confusing me
What you saying to me, don't play wit me, don't play wit me
Cause....
[Chorus:]
What goes around comes around
What goes up must come down
Now who's cryin', desirin' to come back to me
What goes around comes around
What goes up must come down
Now who's cryin, desirin', to come back
I remember when I was sittin home alone
Waitin for you til 3 o'clock in the 'morn
And when you came home you'd always have some sorry excuse
Half explaining to me like I'm just some kind of a fool
I sacrificed the things I wanted just to do things for you
But when it's time to do for me
You never come thru
Now you wanna be up under me
Now you have so much to say to me
Now you wanna make time for me
Whatcha doin to me, you're confusin me
Don't play with me don't play with me cause
[Repeat Chorus 2x]
I remember when I was sittin home alone
Waitin for you till 3 o'clock in the 'morn
Night after night knowing something goin on
Wasn't long before I be gone
Lord knows it wasn't easy believe me
Never thought you'd be the one that would deceive me
And never do what you're supposed to do
No need to approach me fool, cuz I'm over you
[Repeat Chorus]
Gotta stop trying to come back to me
[Repeat Chorus]
It's called Karma baby and it goes around
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look at what i made in my computor class 
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| haha, i will never look at Queen the same way again.....i have a new found appreciation for them.
last night was fun, for the most part. well, the first part of the night was at least.....whatever though
*edit*
well, im at home rite now, i just came in from the store; my mom wanted
me to go and i just needed to get out.....eventhough i have a
cold. iunno, the first part of last ngiht was fun, uptil about
8ish when i went to kims....iunno, lil things that shouldnt bother me
do......i get discouraged real easily i noticed. i mean, somethign that
makes one person go "that sucks.... " and move on will make me go "that really sucks...wtf  "
and be all bummed abotu it. and that seems to go for alot of things,
with alot of people. like rite now, it should have bothered me but it
did. i went with brian to jewel to get food and he wanted to apply for
a job. i figured, hey, i should to. "help me take this back to my house
real quick and lets comes back so we can do this at teh same time and
the stuff wont melt" "hang on, im almost done (as he answers the 4th
question of about 50+)" ok, i can see that he didnt want to get up,
fine. but like, if anythign i was asking him to help me with the bags
back to my house for one. and two, i know that if I have to do some
thing on my own (i.e. apply for a job at Jewel, im not gunna wanna do
it on my own) like, im not gunna head back now, its not that im lazy, i
just got really discouraged and now refuse to go back and sit at that
fukin mechine for 30 mins by myself. i guess it all boils down to how i
hate being or doing things by myself. you know what i mean, just soem
things are easier to do and seem to go by faster when someone else is
with you. somethings are better when your with someone....thats all. it
was a fucked up night, and it hasnt gotten any better......
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i called maria a lil bit ago, she said i can come over so im not upset
that i have nothing to do....things just get to me, thats all. i
understand that you werent there, thats fine just, (and this goes
out to everyone who reads this) a friendly "Hello", even if thats all
you say can mean alot....
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well, whatever; ill see how the rest of the day turns out. im going to go get in the shower....
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"Boulevard Of Broken Dreams"
I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah
I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone
Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah
I walk alone
I walk a...
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...
"Wake Me Up When September Ends"
Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
like my fathers come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are
as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends
summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when september ends
here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are
as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends
Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
like my father's come to pass
twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
"Give Me Novacaine"
Take away the sensation inside
Bitter sweet migraine in my head
Its like a throbbing tooth ache of the mind
I can't take this feeling anymore
Drain the pressure from the swelling,
The sensations overwhelming,
Give me a long kiss goodnight
and everything will be alright
Tell me that I won't feel a thing
So give me Novacaine
Out of body and out of mind
Kiss the demons out of my dreams
I get the funny feeling, that’s alright
Jimmy says it's better than here,
I’ll tell you why
Drain the pressure from the swelling,
The sensations overwhelming,
Give me a long kiss goodnight
and everything will be alright
Tell me that I won't feel a thing,
So give me Novacaine
Oh Novacaine
Drain the pressure from the swelling,
The sensations overwhelming
Give me a long kiss goodnight
and everything will be alright
Tell me Jimmy I won't feel a thing,
So give me Novacaine
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| wel i havent been here in a while. lemme see wats been up......
not much lolz
man, last weekend was crazy. alot went down...alot went down. me and
mikey now relate to eachother on a whole nother level now. aside
from all that drama tho, weekend was awsome lolz. actually, nothign
that we thought was gunna happen but it all worked out.
we got rid of Duke finally yesterday so im staying home today to help clean the house and get it in better shape.
rite now im importing music into my iTunes, imma go lay down for a lil more, then clean....fun fun
well, im out
P e A c E ~ a L e X
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