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Name: monica
Country: United States
State: Kansas
Metro: Wichita
Birthday: 1/18/1990
Gender: Female

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Tuesday, July 26, 2005

hey kids wats up? ntn just at stephs house talkin to ryan, dustin nd sum kid named derek....duno him...lol....hhmmm...well today i just hung out w people nd talked to ryan....pretty kool too lol...well i didnt geta c my jonny boy today thts sad..lol....reese was grouchy so im glad i didnt c him..id say sum choice words of mine....haha josh has porn on his computer tht no one cud find!!....lol....well im gona go cos me nd steph r gona go to ryan's nd sing sum sappy love songs outside his bedroom window...lol...<big insider>

laters

haha ryan...tht bsb song!!!! haha tht was great!!! but u still love me even tho tht horrible song was my idea..lol

*kisses*

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Monday, July 25, 2005

w0w!!....crazy-ness....<yesterday> me nd chelsea went to the mall since i didnt hang out w her on her bday saturday...well we got stalked by a bunch of guys nd thn a guy who we swear was on crack!! lol kinda scary...<last nite> i talked to ryan finally!! nd i was talkin to him about sum stuff tht we hada get straightened out nd we did...but we talked for a long time lol..which is ok* u kno im always gona be here for u*...<today> wow me nd alec have a weird conversation goin on thru xangas its kinda funny actually lol....sry alec im not gona tell u who all it is..lol now im debating on callin my gma to take me to stephs house cos we're bord as hell lol...but yeah thts pretty much all

laters

.....::::*edit*::::.....

§..i never imagined us together...then i never imagined us apart...unfortunately i have no imagination left...§

im glad she's with you.
now im not the one getting hurt.
it's her turn.
*haha thts sumbody..c.e.m...*

don't look at me like that.
i can't afford to fall for you again.
^^true to anyone other than me n' stephy!^^

it's just sometimes,
i forget that you
forgot about me

see baby, this is our problem.
i care too much,
and you..
well..you couldnt care less.

& when i'm with you
i feel like i could die.
[.&thatsalright.]

ive been down the wrong road tonight
& i swear ill never go there again.
ive seen this face once before,
& i dont think i can do this again

i still have feelings for you.
~~not enough to want you back~~,
but enough to make it hurt.
*c.e.m*

i'm so good at forgetting
& i quit every game i play.
but forgive me love,
i cant turn and walk away.

so just kiss me, and let my hair messy itself in your fingers.
let me steady myself in the arms of a boy who won't ask
me to be what he needs , but lets me exist as I am . *yeah i wish sumone did tht*

i need you to
pretend
we are in
love
again.

don't let him get to you.
he wants to see you broken

let's make it work.
& prove everyone wrong.
* haha ive tried tht..the dude still was an ass*

note to heart;
NEVER GET THIS ATTATCHED.

it's the same old song
broadcasted on the radio
saying im not worth your time.

*she loves him more than he'll ever know
he loves her more than he'll ever show </3

i never liked heights but baby;
you make the fall look so appealing <3

I swear, you're the best thing about me.
not many boys can take my breath away,
but you, you dont even have to try <33 *hehe yupperz*

he gets her out of bed in the morning,
drags her to school, pulls her through classes,
brightens up her day, & doesn't even know he does it <3

JUST ONCE i WiSH i COULD BE THE GiRL
WHO KEEPS YOU AWAKE AT NiGHT<3

*maybe she laughs
to cover up the tears
and her precious smile
is just to hide her fears..*

you didnt crush me...
oh no my darling...
you completely destroyed me </3

OF COURSE YOUR NOT MINE
IT WOULD BE TOO WONDERFUL

sry steph i hada take sum of thm..lol...

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Sunday, July 24, 2005

well brittany told me to update so i guess i will...well ive just been hangin out w caleb nd all thm..stephanie went to ohio to see family*fun fun* lol nd yesterday*saturday* was chelsea's birthday!!! shes finally 15!!! lol well today im gona go do sumthin w her since i didnt get to yesterday.,i hada go to my nephew's*sp* bday party.. </3ya-monica

o yeah::...:: ::...*jonny boy*...:: m0m is gona look into tht house on cresline(down the st. from alyssa..like 2 or 3 blocks away from u guys)

I realized you have to fall in love with someone else

To let go of what you had before

I know he's not the cutest guy in the world,

But there's just something about him

That makes my heart drop to my feet

Every time I see him

I’m falling….slow enough to catch myself

But wanting you to catch me

I knew in my heart your time was near end,

And wished I could take you, your body to mend.

I knew that soon God would be your closest friend,

You told me many times that's how it would end....:::*j.a.d*:::....

If he says he needs space,

Tell him to join NASA!

I didn't know how much I really cared

Until I couldn't fall asleep last night,

Cuz I was thinking about you . . .

He can buy you the most expensive gift in the world…

But the only thing that should matter,

Is what is written on the card

I’ve learned that opportunities are never lost.

Because someone else will take the ones that you miss

Someone could look into your eyes a thousand times

And still not see what I see in you

Your heart just breaks that’s all

But you can’t judge or point fingers

You just have to be lucky enough

To find someone who appreciates you

You know you’re in love when you look back

At all the pain and hurt he put you through

And you still smile

When you don't look back . . .

I guess the feelings start to fade away

You know he truly means something to you,

When you have to get up at 4:00am

And you still sneak out at 1 just to see him.

And when you get home and you got caught

You don’t care because all that matters

Is the goodnight kiss you got before he dropped you off

Time goes by, Life goes on,

And all I wonder is why you’re gone.

I’m not crazy;

My reality is just slightly different than yours.

Don't take life too seriously;

It’s not like your getting out alive

I need you more than anything in my life
I want you more than anything in my life
I'll miss you more than anyone in my life
I love you more than anyone in my life

im falling down
     all alone im
     f.a.l.l.i.n.g
    d
    o
    w
    n

This distance seems closer ..
when you shove it in my face.
This moment has left me ..
with nothing else to say.

have you ever missed someone so much you didn’t even want to see them - cause that made it hurt even more? well i don’t ever wanna look at you again.

does it hurt when you think about me && how
broken my heart is?

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Wednesday, July 20, 2005

"I Caught Fire (In Your Eyes)"

Seemed to stop my breath
My head on your chest
Waiting to cave in
From the bottom of my...
Hear your voice again
Could we dim the sun
And wonder where we've been
Maybe you and me
So kiss me like you did
My heart stopped beating
Such a softer sin

(I'm melting, I'm melting)
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while

And I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me
Now

Never caught my breath
Every second I'm without you I'm a mess
Ever know each other
Trust these words are stones
why cuts aren't healing
Learning how to love

I'm melting (I'm melting)
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while
And I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me
(Stay with me lay with me now)

You could stay and watch me fall
And of course I'll ask for help
Just stay with me now
We could take our heads off
stay in bed just make love that's all
Just stay with me now

I'm melting (I'm melting)
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while
and I'm melting

In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while
and I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me lay with me
(Stay with me, lay with me)

In your eyes
Let's sleep till the sun burns out
I'm melting in your eyes (I'm melting in your eyes)
Let's sleep till the sun burns out
I'm melting in your eyes

hey guys im just sittin at home thinkin bout a lot of stuff bein bored..yesterday i went to calebs house nd w0w him nd zach*sp* r crazy as hell!! they were catchin their hands on fire thn caleb caught his wall on fire(the one he tagged w a shit load of spray paint) it was funny tho. he broke the cover on his light nd i was nice enought to pick it up..other thn hangin out w steph jon dillon nd all thm my lifes been rly sucky..well i gota go ttyl

</3ya-monica

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Saturday, July 16, 2005

hey guys wats up? ntn just hangin out at reeses house..i guess dillon nd jordan r comin over thn steph is gona come over..now tht she lives a block away in the house my mom was gona this weekend so yeah..but dude it was crazy in k.c. we took steph obviously but yeah it was still rly crazy..man there r sum hella hot guys there but i think im pretty much done w guys for a while cos im tired of gettin lied to nd gettin hurt by people who i think wont do the same as everyone else..but yeah dude my mom knos sumthin is wrong w me nd im not tellin her nd she knos it but im not gona talk to her about it cos rly i dont even wana talk about it...she sed ive been like this since like a week ago or sumthin..but yeah dude we saw amanda hiser there nd i got stuck talkin to her cos steph left me there nd i cant stand amanda thn i got a shirt from hot topic*yay they had a lot of hot topics there* nd its my chemical romance nd it says "the devil has a place for me nd u" hehe..but yeah people keep buggin me how ive been actin for the past week or w.e. lol so yeah well ive been thinkin about a lot of stuff nd i duno just a little confused but i gota go cos we're gona go to stephs n a little bit

</3ya-monica

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