Whoa! I can't believe I am writing on this again! I just tried to talk out my frustrations with another human being and was met with misunderstanding and more frustration, then I thought, "Why in the world am I even trying to talk to someone else when I can just get all my thoughts out in a journal? Wait, I hate writing in journals because writing takes so much time. Hey, what about an e-journal? I miss Xanga." So I did some digging and logged back onto my Xanga site after several "forgot password?"s and HERE I AM!
Anywho... I'm feeling stuck in my career and frustrated and pointless. This October makes 10 years that I've been in my current field, and I am tired and feel useless and all of the above. I wish I could go back 10 years ago and continue living life as it was back then. Things are so different now with a family. I love them to pieces but man, I miss being free and able to do things on a whim. Adulting is seriously hard and I still don't feel like I'm an adequate adult yet.
Alright... I need to get back to writing some reports. Will try to keep writing in this later. Ciao
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