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Sunday, March 23, 2008

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    The Art of Breaking
    By Thousand Foot Krutch
    Absolute and Move
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    Don't cry

    If your going to read this, get some tissues.



    She jumped up as soon as she saw

    the surgeon

    come out of the operating room. She said: "How is

    my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can

    I see him?"





    The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could,

    but your boy didn't make it."





    Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer?

    Doesn't God care any more? Where were you,

    God, when my son needed you?"





    The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time

    alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out

    in a few minutes, before he's transported to the

    university."







    Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she

    said good-bye to her son. She ran her fingers lovingly

    through his thick red curly hair.



    "Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse

    asked.





    Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the

    boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to

    Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to

    donate his body to the University for Study. He

    said it might help somebody else. "I said no at

    first, but Jimmy said, 'Mom, I won't be using it after

    I die. Maybe it will help some other little boy spend

    one more day with his Mom." She went on, "My

    Jimmy had a heart of gold. Always thinking of

    someone else. Always wanting to help others if he

    could."





    Sally walked out of Children's mercy Hospital for

    the last time, after spending most of the last six

    months there. She put the bag with Jimmy's

    belongings on the seat beside her in the car. The

    drive home was difficult. It was even harder to

    enter the empty house. She carried Jimmy's belongings,

    and the plastic bag with the lock of his hair to her

    son's room. She started placing the model cars

    and other personal things back in his room exactly

    where he had always kept them. She laid down

    across his bed and, hugging his pillow, cried

    herself to sleep.





    It was around midnight when Sally awoke. Laying

    beside her on the bed was a folded letter. The

    letter said:



    "Dear Mom, I know you're going to miss me; but

    don't think that I will ever forget you, or stop

    loving you, just 'cause I'm not around to say I LOVE

    YOU. I will always love you, Mom, even more with

    each day. Someday we will see each other again.

    Until then, if you want to adopt a little boy so you

    won't be so lonely, that's okay with me. He can

    have my room and old stuff to play with. But, if you

    decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn't

    like the same things us boys do. You'll have to buy

    her dolls and stuff girls like, you know. Don't be

    sad thinking about me. This really is a neat place.

    Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got

    here and showed me around some, but it will take

    a long time to see everything. The angels are so

    cool. I love to watch them fly. And, you know

    what? Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures.

    Yet, when I saw Him, I knew it was Him. Jesus

    himself took me to see GOD! And guess what,

    Mom? I got to sit on God's knee and talk to Him,

    like I was somebody important. That's when I told

    Him that I wanted to write you a letter, to tell you

    good-bye and everything. But I already knew that

    wasn't allowed. Well, you know what Mom? God

    handed me some paper and His own personal pen

    to write you this letter. I think Gabriel is the name

    of the angel who is going to drop this letter off to

    you. God said for me to give you the answer to

    one of the questions you asked Him 'Where was He

    when I needed him?' "God said He was in the

    same place with me, as when His son Jesus was

    on the cross. He was right there, as He always is

    with all His children.



    Oh, by the way, Mom, no one else can see what

    I've written except you. To everyone else this is

    just a blank piece of paper. Isn't that cool? I have

    to give God His pen back now. He needs it to write

    some more names in the Book of Life. Tonight I

    get to sit at the table with Jesus for supper. I'm,

    sure the food will be great.





    Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I don't hurt anymore.

    The cancer is all gone. I'm glad because I couldn't

    stand that pain anymore and God couldn't stand to

    see me hurt so much, either. That's when He sent

    The Angel of Mercy to come get me. The Angel

    said I was a Special Delivery! How about that?





    Signed with Love from God, Jesus & Me.







    (Let's see Satan stop this one.) Take 60-seconds

    and repost this, within the hour, you will have

    caused a multitude of believers to pray to God for

    each other. Then sit back and feel the Holy Spirit

    work in your life for doing what you know God

    loves

    "When you're down to nothing, God is up to

    something."

    i love this story!



    title this:

    this is beautiful, try not to cry
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    Ropin' the Wind
    By Garth Brooks
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    I was shocked, confused, bewildered
    as I entered Heaven's door,
    Not by the beauty of it all,
    nor the lights or its decor.

    But it was the folks in Heaven
    who made me sputter and gasp--
    the thieves, the liars, the sinners,
    the alcoholics, the trash

    There stood the kid from seventh grade
    who swiped my lunch money twice.
    Next to him was my old neighbor
    who never said anything nice.

    Herb, who I always thought
    was rotting away in hell,
    was sitting pretty on cloud nine,
    looking incredibly well .

    I nudged Jesus, "What's the deal?
    I would love to hear Your take.
    How'd all these sinners get up here?
    God must've made a mistake.

    "And why's everyone so quiet,
    so somber? Give me a clue."
    "Hush, child," said He, "they're all in shock.
    No one thought they'd be seeing you."

    Judge NOT.

Saturday, March 01, 2008

  • Life

    Life is to be learned from and above all lived. Life is a game of risk and luck. Sometimes your luck is down and out and you have to make a lot of sacrifices in your life. Other times, your luck seems like it could never run out and you are just living it up. You write the history books of your life as you live. You also determine your future. Stuff you do today does/can effect your tomorrow. Many kids and teens these days just don’t seem to get that. I don’t even get that all the time. Like not turning in homework will make your grades go down. Or getting in a car crash might change the way you drive forever. Perhaps you’re a child who was abused, you may not trust anyone the same way as you did before. Everything happens for a reason. If life hands you lemons you have to make it lemonade, even if its not good lemonade. You have to decide where you want to go in your life. You have to decide what you want to do with it now or you will miss out on it in your future.

    Life is a timer and it ticks away regardless if you want it to, it can be over in the blink of an eye. So I would live life as if today was your last day to live. Take chances and do what you never dreamt of doing before. Live as if you were never going to see tomorrow. Now suppose you knew that you were going to die tomorrow and there was simply no way to avoid it. Would you not have done a certain something today? Would you have done a certain something different? Would you go get scared and overcome a fear? What would you do? I know that I would live like none other. I would do everything that I never did. I would straighten out some grudges I have with a few people. I would say my goodbyes to my friends and family. And make the most of my life in the little time that I had left.

    So when it comes to life where are you going, and where do you want to go? Do you need to do a 180 on a one way road that could very well lead to your destruction? Or are you on a road that will lead to happiness and everything you could imagine? Now just go out and live as if you were dying. If you live like that, you aren’t going to worry about small stuff in life that won’t matter much in your future. You will care more about the people around you. You might notice the flowers on the old time country-road. You will live life to the fullest and you will walk like you talk and will just be better overall. Now I will leave the rest of your life up to you to decide.


    Lastly if anyone wants to suggest future topics feel free cause I am slowly running out. Also if someone just wants to talk, if they need a ear to listen, a person who actually responds and cares, and above all is trustworthy. Then just know anyone can come to me.

    Thanks

    Angel ~ Aka Jay Parker ~ Giving words of wisdom

Sunday, December 16, 2007

  • Currently Listening
    Revolutionary, Vol. 2
    By Immortal Technique
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    500

    Here is basically my life for right now. I don't have it done completely but I'm working on it.

    500

     

    12/16/2007

     

    500 goals, quotes, songs, people, teachers, character traits, possessions, and once-in-a-lifetime history facts. In order that I think of them. Thanks, Jay Parker

     

    Goals:

     

    1. Complete High School

    2. Go to college

    3. Meet someone new

    4. Find a girlfriend

    5. Have a job that I like

    6. Propose to someone

    7. Graduate college

    8. Have a good car

    9. Get married

    10. Have kids

    16. Start a business with my friends

    17. Have at least 1,000,000 when I retire

    18. Have a 50th anniversary

    23. Do something important

    24. Own property in Pueblo or in the mountains

    25. Own a real house (not a apartment or townhouse, (or a box))

    26. Build/design my own dream house

    30. Viva La Buena Vida (Live the Good Life)

    44. Live near a giant lake or marina

    79. Have Sean and Alex still as friends

    80. Have Korlyn still as a girlfriend

    81. Occasionally travel wherever I want

    84. Have a 65th anniversary

    85. Major in something

     

    Traits:

     

    11. Good Character

    12. Honesty

    13. Open

    14. Don’t care what others think

    15. Goofy

    19. Courageous

    20. Strong

    21. Believer

    22. Dexterity

    27. Friendly

    29. Consistent

    31. Loveable

    48. Awesome

    49. Stand up (For everything you believe in)

    78. Read like a open book

     

    Quotes:

     

    28. To the world you are just one person, but to that one person, you might mean the world

    32. Don’t get caught up in something unless it’s going to benefit you. Be willing to work for it. Never let it go. Be persistent with it. Everything happens for a reason.

    50. To love someone is nothing, to be loved is something, to love and be loved is everything.

    51. Through God we stand as one, but we fight as many

    65. Best friends are who you want to be with when you feel like being by yourself

    83. Your words are the bricks and mortar of the dreams you want to realize. Your words are the greatest power you have. The words you choose and use establish the life you experience

     

     

    Songs:

     

    33. Thunder – Boys Like Girls

    34. Ally Cat – Sherwood

    35. Blue Magic – Jay-Z

    36. Hero Heroine – Boys Like Girls

    37. Destination Beautiful – Mae

    46. Greed – Decemberadio

    47. Return – Decemberadio

    52. Lost – Needtobreathe

    53. With You – Chris Brown

    54. Stuntin – Lil Wayne

    55. I get money – 50 Cent

    56. Embers and Envelopes – Mae

    57. Fanatic – Trip Lee

    58. Good Life – Kanye West

    59. Stonger – Kanye West

    66. One Thing – Finger Eleven

     

    People:

     

    38. Sean O’Connell – Best Friend, True Friend

    39. Alex Riddo – Best Friend, True Friend

    40. Adrienne Lettow – Ex-Girlfriend, Friend, Advice

    41. Korlyn Neibert – Current Girlfriend, Friend

    42. Kimber Bailey – Friend

    43. Will Bruce – 1st class screw up, Friend

    45. Kassandra Brewner – Best Friend, Advice, Good times

    60. Athena Lopez – Friend

    61. Alyssa Lopez – Friend

    62. Trevor Bentley – Friend, Step-Brother

    63. Morgan – Friend

    64. Emily Sally – Friend, Math Class Joker

     

    Possessions:

     

    67. Phone

    68. Gold Watch

    69. Family

    70. Friends

     

    History:

     

    71. 9-11-2003 Acts of terrorism on World Trade Centers (Twin Towers)

    72. War in Iraq

    73. President Bush in office

    78. Bill Clinton in office

    82. Mr. Rogers Died

     

    Teachers:

     

    75. Mr. Campbell – American History (10th Grade)

    76. Mrs. Owens – English (9th Grade)

    77. Ms. Tamborello – American Government (9th Grade)

     



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