if i had to, i would put myself right beside you. so let me ask, would you like that?
and i don't mind if you say this love is the last time. so now i'll ask do you like that?

something's getting in the way, something's just about to break. i will try to find my place, in the diary of jane. so tell me how it should be.

try to find out what makes you tick as i lie down, sore and sick. do you like that?                there's a fine line, between love and hate and i don't mind, just let me say that i like that.

desperate, i will crawl. waiting for so long, no love, there is no love
die for anyone, what have I become?

when my heart speaks, i can't listen. it hurts too much when i try to understand the feeling that keeps me awake every night. my cold heart and my solid mind tear me apart and make me the person i don't want to be. i'm sorry, i don't have the motivation to change. or maybe i have too much motivation to change. but nothing can be done now. it's too late.

this may be my last entry...ever.

erased, everything within you will feel erased now. who am i? i will fade.

[january 14, 2006/february 4, 2006]