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Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Tue, 19 Aug 2008 04:55:31 GMT

Hm... I noticed something.. my failness tends to rub off onto others. Take for example, Lily, when I first met her she's all cool in her own ways. Then as time goes by I think her IQ or something went down.. maybe she's sniffing too much nail chemicals or my stupidness rubbed off on her.

The following is an example of an epic fail convo between me and Lily
Overview: on the 3rd day that Lily got her Bee aka Failure at Evolution aka Midget aka Douche, she was explaining to me how Bee lays down with his hind legs all splayed out versus a normal dogs' hind legs tucked underneath. So today I finally see the pictures on her Xanga and this convo followed:
mavietandwat (12:27:35 AM): i see the failness of the laying down part you were describing to me
so daa popp x (12:27:59 AM): ?
imavietandwat (12:28:10 AM): the legs sticking out
imavietandwat (12:28:15 AM): instead of curling in
so daa popp x (12:28:32 AM): i'm lost
imavietandwat (12:29:26 AM): remmeber you was saying that midget lays in a funny way
so daa popp x (12:29:45 AM): wasn't i talking about bee when i told you this?
imavietandwat (12:29:48 AM): his legs sticks out
so daa popp x (12:30:00 AM): yea
imavietandwat (12:30:04 AM): you told me like the 3rd day you got him
so daa popp x (12:30:04 AM): LOL
so daa popp x (12:30:06 AM): yea
so daa popp x (12:30:08 AM): oh
so daa popp x (12:30:08 AM): lol
imavietandwat (12:30:09 AM): oh geez. you're slow
so daa popp x (12:30:12 AM): i guess i got used to it
so daa popp x (12:30:13 AM): man
imavietandwat (12:30:17 AM): fail
so daa popp x (12:30:19 AM): i thought you were talking about me
so daa popp x (12:30:20 AM): XDXDXDXD
so daa popp x (12:30:24 AM): shut up
so daa popp x (12:30:26 AM): just shut up
so daa popp x (12:30:29 AM): don't say anything
so daa popp x (12:30:31 AM): ....
imavietandwat (12:30:31 AM): yea your legs totally sticks out when you lay down
so daa popp x (12:30:35 AM): <^>
imavietandwat (12:30:41 AM): this is epic fail
imavietandwat (12:30:58 AM): im xangaing this
so daa popp x (12:31:05 AM): nuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

ahh yes.. the awesomeness of Lisa working its magic again. I dumb people up =) I'm good at that lol

Thursday, August 14, 2008

Thu, 14 Aug 2008 03:30:22 GMT

My legs are in pain but it's worth it though. Vanessa and I have been working out lately [1.5wks so far] we both hate it, but its ok.. we want our body back and possibly get some rocking hard abs to go along with it too lol. I have absolutely no idea where this dedication came from. I think it's because our bfs are working out together and so we thought hey lets work out together too! Motivate our lazy asses! I was suppose to put together a workout schedual tonight, but I don't even know what we want to build up yet LOL! So I guess tomorrow we'll discuss what's our piority. I'm thinking abs and ass are most likely.

I don't know if losing the fat is enough for my goal though.. I want more. I want to be able to kick Dak and in the face and can actually defend myself instead of running away like a coward. I want to flex and have muscles. My ULTIMATE goal is to be able to do 1 pull up. Just one.. all my life I've been wanting to do one, but I was never strong enough to.

In the past, I've tried working out and dieting and all that bullcrap and totally giving it up after a couple of days. I think it's because I got bored. I talked alot about trying to lose weight, but never got around to it because I didn't want to be alone at the gym. I finally found someone to go with me =) yay for Vanessa. This time I'm NOT failing.

I just realized something.. in order to have muscles I gotta drink those nasty protein shakes like Dak =( can't they just make like protein ice cream? I don't like those protein bars either.. they don't look so appitizing =( at all..this totally fails.

Tuesday, August 05, 2008

Tue, 05 Aug 2008 19:27:58 GMT

Oh how I love working where I work right now. The people are awesome and very nice and the funniest part is that my boss is the biggest idiot ever. Well idiot in a good way.. not the bad way. I actually look forward to going to work because of these people. Everyday there's something stupid going on.

For example, this morning when we were eating some noodle bowl thing with this little fork that came with it. He picked up the fork and the conversation went a little something like this:
Andy: So this explains why we have these werid little sponks around.
Mia and me: Sponks?
Andy: Yea you know when it's a spoon and a fork at the same time. It's called sponk.
Me: Did you mean spork?
Andy: o.o shut up. You're fired.
Me: Don't fire me I need a job!

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On Sunday, we went to Vanessa's pool/bbq/bday party and I was wearing a shirt until it started itching me to death.. so in the end I took off my shirt and showed the world my fat rolls LOL! Pictures will come soon when I get home.

Thursday, July 31, 2008

Thu, 31 Jul 2008 03:55:13 GMT

HOLY SHIT! I searched my vast mountian of clothing and underwears and finally found my bikini. I was originally looking for it so I can go to a pool/bbq/bday party this coming Sunday. I put it on and decided to take a few pictures to see how I look like now and OMGWTFBBQ lets just say that I won't be wearing any bikinis this coming Sunday. It was hideous! So atrocious that I scared the shit out of myself. I have fat in areas that I didn't know existed! I actually have rolls! Right where the damn bra ends! ON MY BACK! never had those before! oh jeez.. I've definitly let myself go big time.. I lost that hourly glass-ish look too.. now I just look like Homer Simpson.

I have to get back on track and start doing whatever I was doing before I started dating Dak. Whatever it was that I was doing.. I looked good. Now.. not so good.. its a monstrosity.

Monday, July 28, 2008

Mon, 28 Jul 2008 13:45:33 GMT

omg I think there's something wrong with me. I have all these white spots on my legs and stomach! What the hell man I dont need anymore problems than the one I already have.

Friday, July 25, 2008

Fri, 25 Jul 2008 23:55:40 GMT

I'm so fucking depressed.
It seems like no matter what I do it's always fucks over. Once I'm finally settled and happy with the people around me shit happens. It doesn't happen nicely either. It smacks you right in the damn face and smears it around for good measure. Then once you're down it starts kicking the shit out of you just to make sure you stay that way.

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Tue, 22 Jul 2008 02:00:29 GMT

To understand what the hell I'm getting myself into, I'm freaking reading a 33 page pdf file on Chinese music theory. This is super sad since it's the summer time and I'm suppose to be NOT reading anything at all. Actually I don't mind because I know that this guzheng is the one for me to understand and having the love and passion to play it.

In other news, apparently I'm so obesed people can't see me carrying my laptop.

Thursday, July 17, 2008

Thu, 17 Jul 2008 03:11:05 GMT

It came today =) yey! so I went home and set everything up.. and sadly.. I can't seem to tune it at all.. stupid chromatic tuner.. once I get the right note and leave it alone for a bit and I come back to it for reference.. and it's all wrong again.. wtf man.. I wonder how people do it and not go crazy.

Monday, July 14, 2008

Mon, 14 Jul 2008 14:09:05 GMT

You know, I never knew there was an Estimated Delivery Time for packages with tracking numbers. Dak told me the other day and I'm like O.O really!? So, now I'm stalking Wednesday because that's the estimated date HEHE! That Fedex guy better come on Wednesday when I'm not busy so I can check it to see if there's any damages. I ordered a damn chromatic tuner too on July 4th and I still haven't received it yet. Damn ebay guy I will give him a negative for sure!

Aside from hearing about my impatience, this weekend was fun. Went to Kevin's bday party at his place, but before I went I ate a big ass bowl of Pho so I couldn't eat much of the yummy foods that was there =( after we left I heard the blond hair guy got into a fight with Jackson LOL. Typical asian parties.. it's not complete without Ring of Fire/King's Cup and a fight.

Thursday, July 10, 2008

Thu, 10 Jul 2008 13:36:07 GMT

I mailed the lady that's selling the Guzheng, but I haven't got a reply yet =( this isn't really helping my impatience at all LOL! I've read that you must be really passionate to play and learn the guzheng because it's not something that can easily be picked up. I think it's like the piano freaking 88 keys and all those flats and sharps. Confusing as hell, but if you have the passion to learn and continue learning then you can definately play the piano. Just like those awesome youtube videos of those Asian kids playing the pianos LOL. I am so ready to pick this up and continue playing throughout my life. Why? because it's been something that I've always wanted to do. I grew up around people that cared nothing for music and thought that music was a waste of time. Now that I'm old enough and somewhat have the money to explore it on my own I can finally do it without being yelled at.

When I was younger [around 7ish through 12ish] I always watch these Chinese Kung Fu movies with my dad and somehow there's always a scene where a girl is sitting under a gazebo playing some sort of long instrument with strings with her fingers and she's really into the music so she doesn't keep track of her surroundings. Then some guy would try to attack her because she's either on the bad side or the good side and then BAM! she throws her arms towards him and some cool scarf thing comes out to fight him while she's still sitting there. I've always wondered what that was and since back then the internet was still in it's douchebag stage I didn't really know how to search it because I really wanted to learn it. About 3 weeks ago, I was talking to Fea Ming and she was talking about how her mom went to China and got her a guitar because they were playing guitar hero a lot and thought that she can play a real guitar. LOL! Fea Ming was like "Man it would've been better if she got me that cool string thing." Then I thought to myself hm.. I wonder what it's really called. Went to Google and put in "chinese musical instrument" and found out that it was called a Guzheng. Did all my research and talked to some players online and found a bunch of videos on youtube with people playing it and I definitely am ready to throw myself into the world of Guzheng and it's music.

I might take a trip up to Missouri in August for some catholic convention.. MAYBE I'll go.. I don't know if I can take 5 days without a computer or internet AND omg.. non stop praying. I don't think I can do that because it's totally torture. Actually, if I do go I'll just go to sprint next door and get internet card for the laptop and use it for that 5 days and then go return it LOLOLOL hell yea and just pay whatever I owe on it.

Ok, I think this is long enough =) til next time.

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EDIT:: 4:40pm
I got it! The total damage was around $740 dollars [my very, very, very hard earned money from two weeks of back breaking work] now all I have to do is wait for it.. argh the waiting is always the suck part. I hope everything comes in one piece and no damages from the delivery.