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Name: Samantha
Country: United States
State: California


Interests: Piano,TKD, running (occasionally), eating, watching movies, traveling
Expertise: falling, acting clumsy, zoning out...haha not really something to be proud of
Occupation: Student


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Member Since: 6/12/2003

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Friday, September 09, 2005

everytime i write a xanga entry I always start with the line "i haven't updated in a while..." so this time I'll start off a little differently just to mix it up.

I've been in Berkeley now for 2 weeks and school is okay so far since i havent gotten any grades yet. Bio labs beat chem labs any day!!! I wish I only have to do bio labs. But im taking a pretty light load this semester because I'm in no rush so might as well try to get good grades while I'm here. My days have been classes, library, and home to eat mostly now. I think I'm really determined this semester to do well because I haven't been doing well previous semesters. Berkeley has been kicking my butt. Yea...right now there isn't much to look forward to in life. So my roomate told me about this guy who applied to medical school and didn't make it in until the third attempt and he became a famous surgeon. That really gave me hope because I feel like I am in that position right now. I really hope I can make it all the way through though.

On a happier note....labor day weekend was pretty fun. I got to go to SF and eat at this place called asia SF where they have male transexuals serve you and give you a show. Its pretty shocking, but very enjoyable. I miss just having fun. I miss summer. Yea...summer was really fun. Even summer school was fun. The class i took was pretty relaxed and I had good company. I got to hang out with my roomates, too. I wish i could stay in summer mode forever.

And i just started taekwondo again for the fall semester. We are having tryouts for the team at the end of the month. I'm really nervous about that ...i hope i make it!!! the team is going to MIT this time for collegiates...should be very exciting!!


Friday, July 01, 2005

    I guess this is one of those days that i feel like talking. Jus been pretty upbeat and talkative all day. those days usually never come for me. So what have i been doing for the past 3 months?!! welll...during the school year, i didnt feel like sharing much at all because there was nothing to share except stuff about school, but  my grades are just too sad to share. ::sigh:: well that is totally over and done with so i dont really care too much anymore.
    So i fiinished school and went  to tour Europe for two weeks. It was pretty fun...basically we sat in the bus, occassionally got out to eat and take pictures because 10 days is too little time to really see all of Europe. My first conclusion is that europe is HELLA expensive (i do spend most of  my time in norcal now). I dunno if i can really afford going back there. And you know the tour guide took us to Amsterdam...and that was pretty interesting. man...this is the only vacation in which a tour guide specifically took us to see the red light district. that was my first time seeing real live hookers. kinda scary. yea and everyone looked like a druggie too. Im NEVER going back there again. The funny thing is that he told us that this was a serious and sad part of town...and yet he tells us its also a tourist attraction. WTH...i dont get the logic...must be a european thing.
    Oh...and the other excitinig thing that happened was that I almost got robbed by this gang of 5 guys late at night in the bad part of PAris. So...5 women innocently walking back to their hotel 11 at night with burberry bags in their hands and these five scary looking guys started following us. The funniest part is how we reacted in a situation like this. One person started running, 3 of us started walking very fast, leaving one of us completely alone in the back, and i started screaming, thinking that they were joking about people following us. It comes to show that everyone looks out for themselves. haha. jk. Luckily, we were able to find someone to walk us back to our hotel and the 5 scary guys disappeared into the shadows.
    This leaves me at the end of my euro trip and back home. When i come home, there is nobody there!!! everyone is still in school. why does berk always have to be different from everyone else?! annoying! well i spent two weeks fiddling my thumbs and occasionally hanging out with my brother and cousin.
    Then I was off to school again...summer school. I'm in my second week now and its going by pretty fast. I didnt get internet until today and im going crazy sitting in my apartment with no internet. at least i have a tv. It's been pretty boring around here. One day i actually took out the vaccuum and started cleaning the apartment. the sad part is that i enjoyed it because it was at least something to do. Hmmm...maybe later on I'll even get to the point were I'll enjoy scrubbing the toilets, too. It makes me feel useful.
    My roomates are pretty cool. Thank goodness they are neat people. They have very decorative walls in their rooms, too. Haha...i have one poster. and guess who? jerry of course ^^ i have more posters of him, but im embarrassed to hang them on my wall because my roomates might think im psycho. what to do?!!! Well i guess one is enough.
    I actually got to cook for the first time today too. I guess you can call it decent for my first time doing everything all by myself. It was edible...that's all that counts! it doesn't matter that I broke a dish and completely made a mess out of the kitchen. I'm looking forward to cooking again. Everyone is welcome to come eat ^^
    I also have a problem looking for a job. Either im just too picky or i feel like finding a job is too impossible. I have no skills whatsoever. maybe ill just have to settle for a job in the food industry since i cant find any jobs that will be useful to me in the future. I'm thinking of volunteering, too. its free labor...they'll have to accept me!!! hhahaha.
    oOo...and today was the first day i went bak to tkd since i finished the spring semester. SOOOO HARD. i feel like the master did it just for me because everyone's been telling me that this was the hardest workout they've had so far. I have a confession to make though. I've been here for like two weeks and i didnt start going until now. its just so far, late, and im lazy. but i was actually really glad to see everyone again. soo many familiar faces. that made me happy and talkative i guess.
    So this fourth of july weekend im all alone in this apartment. all my roomates are going to be either going on vacation or going to a relative's place. But i guess silence is sometimes good. I have a midterm coming up anyways so i have something to do. Imagine spending your fourth of july weekend in the library studying. That's what i will be doing! My parents were actually thinking about buying airplane tickets to fly home, but no deals online...or i dont know how to look...so im gonna stay here.
    So...as you can see...that is what has been going on in my life if anyone made it this far. Wow i think this might be the longest xanga entry i ever written. haha. i tend not to read really long xangas. haha...so i dont expect anyone else to.
    Well i hope everyone out there has a great independence day!!


Tuesday, April 26, 2005

sorrie ive gone missing for a while in the online world...haha. been very busy with school and tkd. yea jus two lil things...but dunno...its enough to fill every day. just really bored right now...im trying to write my essay thats due in like three hours! but no fear...almost...done...only half way to go! 2 pagess!! haha and im wasting my time writing a xanga entry...im soooo tired...jus wanna sleep. ate a whole chocolate truffle egg...yum...but feeling gross and on a sugar low right now.
Yea well...came down to arcadia for the weekend last friday for grandma's bday. yea had lots of fun, but i wish i coulda stayed down there longer. its become my relaxation home. didnt do ANY hw...thats probably why im up right now. haha
oh and also had my tkd banquet after the big collegiate tournament (which we won first!! and beat stanford! jk). it was lots of fun. we all made speeches over korean bbq. haha.
well i miss all my homies (lol) bak home!!! hope to see u guys soon! my attempt to visit your schools was a failure...ill try harder next year and if anyone is in the SF/berk area, be sure to visit me!!


Monday, March 21, 2005

bak home for a week! had a fun time yesterday with family over crab and mussels...good stuff. =9. looking forward to a relaxing spring break ^ ^ without too much studying that is.


Sunday, March 13, 2005

siiiiigggghhhh.....just got back from my first UC tkd tournament. Wow...what a day. Spent nearly 15 hours in HAas Pavilion. i didnt even get to see what the day was like outside. All of us in there wondered together. Yes it was a long day of walking around, pulling triggers, and getting beat up. Poomse was decent, but i mean sparring...those grls are monsters!!! I didnt even get to finish my sparring match cuz i got heeled in the face...not as bad as what other people experienced though. sheesh they show like no mercy and not to mention some play very dirty. Fortunately i did not have to experience too much of that. Unfortunately for the rest of my team, lots of ppl got sent to the medical  staff...why are ppl so shady?!! well it was a good experience overall and looking forward to collegiates.
Yes and afterwards went to Kip's and pigged out like crazy on pizza cuz u kno ive been starving myself for especially the past two days to make sure i was on weight. i think i ate more in 2 hrs than in those past two days...still full up until now!! YEa and i had probably 5 cups of soda (not alchohol =D) with that too!! thats why im awake enough to write this. YUMMY...havent had cheese or soda in sooooooo long. probably gained all the weight i lost for the tournament too. haha. what a waste! well those few hours of pleasure was worth it. haha. okay then ...its getting late...and i hav to go bak to reality tomorrow...to the LIBRARY!!! yay.
Yes only 1 more week to spring break, but i hav to get through soooo many obstacles ( a midterm and an essay)!! i hope i can make it through the end of the tunnel and see the light. hahah that was kinda corny. well basically im saying that i reeeeeely want a vacation where i can go home and do absolutely nothing!!
hmmm...still have to worry bout summer...dunno what to do, but i'll probably end up taking summer school rite here at cal...but i wish there was something else i could do...a research position would be nice...cross fingers!!



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