worked out hard yesterday

ate good/ barely anything at all untill my mom brought home mc donald's small fries and 6 peice nuggets, i ate 4 nugs and all fries and gulped down my diet coke. IM WEAK.

PROM PROM PROM PROM! my main motivator, but my new one is this valentine's dinner/dance im throwing soon. I MUST be skinny enough to shake my SMALLER booty on the dance floor!!!

my comp crashed due to a virus downloaded from my sis's mp3 player.

lol, cool.

Anyway, still like 140 or over, but I've set a reasonable amount to lose and a reasonable time frame

20 pounds down by prom dress shopping time
(March or April)

the first ten will be cake work if I ry, the next ten seem impossible, but I know with everyone's suport I can do it.

I'm going to post my weight for the first time in a long time.

141 pounds.
I want to be 120 by prom dress shopping time, 125 would be fine too tho by like april.

I wanna be beautiful

I HATE FAT, BUT I LOVE STARVING IT OFF, ANA....... WELCOME BACK.

i must be a pretty good liar
for you to honestly think
that everything's alright

i see those bones........