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| So, another day in my fucking long sad life. Well, that sums up everything I had to say I guess. Lost, unwanted, unloved, undesired, socially unexceptable, un-un-un... the list is to long to write. I have got to the meltdown stage, and its not looking good, at all... can anyone say RELAPS!!! | | |
| Another entry in imy boring life... Last night was interesting. Went out with my friend Martia and her 3 week old baby. We had a blast! Everyone was looking at us like we were crazy, i guess interraciality is not a thing here in Decatur, i say, get the fuck over it! hehe. I love the kid though, he is so precious and adorable. Went shopping, bought some cloths form Abercrombie, Aeropostale, and American eagle, talk about putting a serious dent in your pocket! plus all the damn hair products i bought again. IF you have bever heard of the Joico line, seriously, BUY some! its Hairapy! lol.. so i start work today, maybe i will enjoy it. I so wanted to drop about 15 pounds before i started but oh well. I bought all small shirts last night, they fit, but i felt fat so i returned them all and got mediums... i so need a life. A certain songs has been running through my head non stop. I woke up with it blaring in my head... maybe, its an, um.... one of those things that sticks in your head and makes the subconcious, conscience... i dunno, but it makes somone come to mind... constantly..... We'll do it all Everything
On our own
We don't need Anything Or anyone
If I lay here, if I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
I don't quite know how to say how I feel
Those three words are said too much
they're not enough
If I lay here if I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
Let's waste time chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace to remind me
To find my own
If I lay here if I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
All that I am all that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see
I don't know where confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all
If I lay here if I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
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| Well, lifes picking back up again, slowly, but surely. Got another job, at Trade Secret here in the mall. The store is off the chain! i spent so much money in there yesterday, then the guy was life, want a job? I said fuck yeah! Also the hospital is thinking about offereing me a Nursing Asst. job. I think i Will enjoy it. Looks like I might be working from 5pm to 7am here in not to long, a 14 hour day! I can do it. Anyways, out for now. Oh, the songs for You.... | | |
| lifes a bitchSo i quit my sales job. It was kinda fun at first, then it became a leech sucking my life out! lol. Door to door, I dont think so. I am trying to get on as a "scrub in" at the hospital here. Maybe it will fall through. Then again KBR contacted me about going to Iraq as a Food Service Lead/Admin Assistant. I might just have to do it, good money, killer adrenaline rushes, and lots of men in uniform, hehe... thats so wrong to say about a war. But i have family over there, and I think it would be awesome to play a small part in history, however meaningless serving food is. Well... time to run. tata | | |
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