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Name: PAZ
Country: United States
State: New Jersey
Metro: metuchen
Birthday: 4/3/1900
Gender: Male


Interests: MUSIC, MUSIC, MUSIC, LAUGHING AT THE RANGERS, MUSIC, SPITTING AT THE METS, MUSIC, NUKING BLUBBERY WATER BEASTS, AND, UH, OH YEAH............ DOG FOOD
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Member Since: 10/28/2003

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Wednesday, June 15, 2005

Stole this from the great transparent one.

01. Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you.
02. I will then tell what song/movie/icon reminds me of you.
03. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, it would be...
04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
06. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
07. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
08. Put this in your journal


Tuesday, June 14, 2005

Question to the Sage kids:

Why the FUCK does Tony know what I did before I do?


Saturday, June 11, 2005

I've never given up on anyone. I still love them all. I miss them and I care about them. And the memory of one of them crying has stuck in my mind and will be there forever. The first time I had ever heard a good friend cry. When it was no one else there. With just me. On the phone with her. That triggered something in me that day that I never really understood. It brought something out of me that I had never seen before. She saved my life. Not in the sense that she stopped my death. Rather in the sense that she saved me from becoming something worthless. She opened my eyes to something. I don't know what it was, I don't know what I felt then or what I feel now. I mean I understand the love I feel, and always will feel. But I don't understand what awakened in me. It was great, though. It's the only thing I love about myself.

I guess it upsets me that the people who make an impact on me like that will never really appreciate what they've done for me. Will ever understand how much they've changed my life. Because I failed to do the same for them. I have to spend the rest of my life making up for it. Paying everyone back. There are a couple people I need to pay back who I can't get to. Or maybe I just don't know what to say.

If I knew what to say, things would be better. Maybe there's nothing I can say, and I'll have to pay it back somehow. With suffering. Maybe I will be alone for the rest of my life.


Thursday, June 09, 2005

"It dawns on me more and more how trivial and short our lifespan is. It is like smoke; like a butterfly—it passes so quickly, flying away. Nobody, no one can bring back wasted years. One wishes that one would have always lived with eternity in mind."

-Emmy Arnold-


"There is always the temptation in life to diddle around making itsy-bitsy friends and meals and journeys for years on end. It is all so self-conscious, so apparently moral…But I won’t have it. The world is wilder than that in all directions, more dangerous…more extravagant and brightWe are…raising tomatoes when we should be raising Cain, or Lazarus."

-Annie Dillard-


Monday, June 06, 2005

I found some pretty damn inspiring quotes about happiness. Those of you who I want to read this know who you are.

The happiness which brings enduring worth to life is not the superficial happiness that is dependent on circumstances. It is the happiness and contentment that fills the soul even in the midst of the most distressing circumstances and the most bitter environment. It is the kind of happiness that grins when things go wrong and smiles through the tears. The happiness for which our souls ache is one undisturbed by success or failure, one which will root deeply inside us and give inward relaxation, peace, and contentment, no matter what the surface problems may be. That kind of happiness stands in need of no outward stimulus
---Billy Graham

Happiness radiates like the fragrance from a flower, and draws all good things toward you. Allow your love to nourish yourself as well as others. Do not strain after the needs of life. It is sufficient to be quietly alert and aware of them. In this way life proceeds more naturally and effortlessly. Life is here to enjoy.
---Maharishi Mahesh Yogi

Realize that true happiness lies within you. Waste no time and effort searching for peace and contentment and joy in the world outside. Remember that there is no happiness in having or in getting, but only in giving. Reach out. Share. Smile. Hug. Happiness is a perfume you cannot pour on others without getting a few drops on yourself.
---Og Mandino

There are hundreds of languages in the world, but a smile speaks them all.
---Anonymous

I believe all suffering is caused by ignorance. People inflict pain  on others in the selfish pursuit of their happiness or satisfaction.  Yet true happiness comes from a sense of peace and contentment, which  in turn must be achieved through the cultivation of altruism, of love and compassion, and elimination of ignorance,selfishness, and greed.
---Dalai Lama, 1989 Nobel Prize Speech

People are just as happy as they make up their minds to be.
---Abraham Lincoln



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