| Reunited!So I just found this...thought i would start using it again because I've had people ask about Germany pictures...so when I get there and take some good ones I'll add them! Anyways...welcome back to my life xanga! <3 |
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| its been over a month! thats probably a record for me...
kyle left yesterday for tour...i cried all day. i watched almost the whole season of top model 2003 and then 3 or 4 episodes of sex and the city. i thought i had finished crying for the day...when kyle finally called me after the show i was fine until i noticed the spider crawling across my stomach...i was hysterical...i had gotten so used to kyle being here to take care of me and when he wasn't...
then his phone died and he didnt call me back...i cried myself to sleep on the couch and woke up 3 hours later when he finally called me back. i came back to my room and got in bed, but couldn't fall asleep...i think i finally cried myself to sleep again around 4:30. ugh...it was a terrible day....
im just going to try to keep myself busy...im working monday and tuesday and im trying to get a second job...and i think im going to take piano and voice lessons... but im really excited about going home on wed...i dont think ive been home in like 3 months... was it really that long? every time i talk to my brothers and sisters they ask me when im coming home... too bad i can only stay for like 4 days... but i get to go to cornerstone this year...
we found a place to live too..i was supposed to be moving in on tuesday night but now i have to wait till july 1st...its ok i guess...im just ready for something new. now what? i guess ill go to the gym or something...ohhhh im pitiful! |
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| i feel like such a girl. i mean im sure im pmsing but i dont know why im crying about some of this stuff...
right now for instance, i just finished watching my favorite show in the world (sex and the city) and big played a henry mancini record for carrie right before he moved to california and of course the song that plays in the episode is moon river...ohhh i miss my rachel and audrey nights. the whole episode is just so cute and carrie is so in love with new york and i act like this show is real. hah.
today i started crying because kyle was making dinner for me and it was actually good food...ive been so broke lately i dont think ive been to the grocery store in like 3 weeks. so good food i guess was exciting. then he surprised me with baby bel cheese which we ate in germany and that made me cry even more...
plus its raining out...
man i miss home.
i wish i was at my house so i could watch breakfast at tiffany's and roman holiday. i also got the urge to watch pride and prejudice today (i figured youd like that one lauren). maybe ill go to hollywood video and rent some old movies...
anyways...i guess ill be home soon..
two drifters off to see the world, theres such a lot of world to see... |
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| so im thinking about dropping out of school... |
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Look!!! how cute!!! <3
who even made this? good job!
im going back to nashville tomorrow...ugh. and i have to leave my house at 6am. guh. see you soooooon! |
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