| so college is amazing.
yes, there is more than one moment during the day that i'm depressed out of my mind because i'm a million miles away from the guy i love. and sometimes at night when the clock hits one and i'm still working on my calculus homework, all i want to do is quit. however, it's the fact that those moments are happening that make me proud of myself. yes i miss my boyfriend, but i love him even more than i knew possible every day that goes by. calculus is hell, but im making myself stay up until 1 studying it and that's paying off. i'm at the gym almost everyday, which says a lot if you knew my gym habbits back in allen. and when there's like 20 dr peppers in our fridge, i'll reach for the water.
college used to scare me because i didn't think i could live on my own. i don't have my mom here, or my best friend, or my jarrett (yep he's mine) but i'm OK. i saw like 20 people today that i knew as i was walking through the south oval, which made me smile. i'm begining to realize that i'm going to be ok. i have more willpower than i thought. and most importantly, i haven't gained the freshman 15 quite yet, or better said, the soroity 25.
speaking of soroity, my house is amazing. every girl i've met has been awesome, which is not what i expected. it's not a group full of drunks and sluts and slackers, it's a ton of very smart, very involved, and very very fun girls. and i love them all :) cheesy i know, but it really helps to have something to take my mind off of missing a certain boy in north carolina. yeah, i know, shut up about him...but i am so in love it is ridiculous. go ahead make fun of me, but i know you're secretly jealous that you don't have what we do ;)
well that's about it...i have to write a paper and watch the oc.
love you all :) |
but considering the massage and facial i got on the first day, i'd say it was a pretty darn good choice! go gamma phi! lol...
but...i got a free t-shirt at convication, so that was tons of fun. anyway...i'm gonna stop talking now. 
