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Name: alek
Country: United States
State: South Carolina
Birthday: 10/16/1987
Gender: Male
Interests: chillin with friends,
baseball,
hockey,
goin out,
stayin out of my house
Expertise: dont have one yet
Occupation: Other
Industry: Other
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Member Since:
2/11/2003
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| allright this fucking sucks. i was just starting to get a feeling that this girl was starting to like me and i was hoping so much that it was true. ive been calling her every night and talking to her every chance i get and its like nothings paying off. nothing is changin. i mean, ive gotten to know her a lot more than before and i thought everything was going good. i started to think she liked me when i read something and i get really happy because i actually thought it was going to work out this time but today i read something else that just fucked me over. now i no that she wasnt even for real sayin what she said before. i dont thingk she knows how much i care about her and doesnt really notice me it. i feel like shit now and i dont no what to do if i should keep calling her and talking to her or would that just be a mistake. cuz i want to talk to her bout this, i just dont no how to bring it up. im just scared to fuck shit up. and i dont want to say that it would be a waste of time or a mistake to keep trying because i do like calling her and seeing her at school. ahhh its hard to explaing but im goin to go. ill prolly write something before 2004 ok. later | | |
| u no its so weird sometimes how i get a certain feeling for someone. i mean when ill sart to like a girl and wish so bad that she likes me back. its not an obsession or anything like that but just when i see that person she makes me feel better no matter what mood i am in or anything. i dont no if i will ever b with her and ive wanted her for so long and have liked her even when it made no sense to even care. there was one time when i tried to talk to her and i got told straight up to stop tryin. that made me think if it was all worth it, like still likin her after that. so ii tried to forget bout all of itand actuallyso at first it was better just being friends and just talking, not trying to impress her and try to talk her into liking me. but every time i see and talk to her i just wish it was the other way around and we were together. ya get what im sayin. well n e ways imma go for tonight . peace. | | |
| today iin fourth block i had to go to this drug assembly in the library. it was a bunch of shit though. they try to make you never want to do a single drug by telling you how bad they are and all these things that can happen that really dont. the hold time we were in there me and three other kids sat in the back and made fun of this guy that was speaking cuz he sounded like a loser trying to convince us all about not doing drugs. but whatever im sure a cupple of people believed the stuff he had to say.
i got my progress report today and it was real good. shit it was the best one that ive got in a long time.lol so my parents will be cool with me for a cupple of weeks now, or maybe a week . like on monday i brought a quiz from english 1 that i missed every one on, but i used my extra credit so it turned into an a. i gave it to my dad and he flipped the fuck out cuz i failed it even tho it changed into a 100. but whatever im gonna go . later | | |
| hey i just got this xagna thing and its pretty cool i dont no if im ever going to figure all of it out but im going to go for today and ill write something worth reading tomorrow. ight im out peace | | |
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