i dont get why some guys call girl fat. I mean, do you think its funny?

uh dont even joke about that, girls are sensitive FOR SURE. hahahaha

and most of the time, YOU GUYS ARENT.

and if you like, really are, hahahaha ITS OKAY! lmao.

some doushe bag called my sister fat and made her cry,

and now i have to go kick his fucking ass.

sunlight... yay? hahaha

Days have gotten better, hanging out with a lot of people.

IM SORRY FOR NOT COMMENTING MANY BACK!

i promise to start commenting back now,

if you have a picture and it isnt some icon or anything. hahaha.

my bad, i like to KNOW what my friends look like,

and dont worry. yall are pretty, okay? hahaha

so start commenting and lets talkkkkkkkk.

xx
P.S: someone be my girlfriend. Or my boyfriend. I would prefer a girl. hahaha

I miss my IPOD. hahahaha
another one from near-christmas. Whats with all these old pictures popping up??

Okay well. Im glad some of you fucking read my entries and think im deep and shit. Thank you, really. But its the fucking truth.

I cant sleep. I think i have insomia. i think i have anxiety.

Its times like these when i miss you the most...

no, not some girl (like ALWAYS RIGHT? hahaha)

but. friends.

best friends forever is bullshit. It never means forever. High school or college or perhaps even suicide and deaths tear you apart. Its funny to look back and to see the person that you swore to be best friends with pass you now without even a hi.

No, its sad actually..

fuck. why do i always think of depressing shit? hahaha

man. i need a fucking girlfriend.

or a boyfriend.

more of a girlfriend. hahahah

i think i like some girl, like i said. But like the "Loves an excuse to get hurt" thing i quoted from a brighteyes song,
the title is "I want a lover i dont have to love"

i mean, what the fuck is that? You want a whore basically, right?
thats not cool.

i mean, some girls that sell their bodies for money.. i mean, its all good. Well, its your life. But i want a relationship, you know? Thats why i dont say "ily" to everyone commetn i leave. So feel special if i do leave you one :]

ANYWAYS.

ANYONE STILL FUCKING AWAKE?! TALK TO ME!

xx
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i was reading over this entry and you nkow what else i realized thats sad?

that even the word friends is like the word i love you now...

its been thrown around without a care so much that it doesnt even have a meaning anymore.

i wonder who means it and who doesnt, but after all

in the end, all you have is yourself right?

hahaha okay away from the depressing stuff,

i missed my bus because i slept in and got in helluva lot of trouble and had afterschool detention. hahaha not cool. stupid attendance lady faggot! hahaha

and ive been addicted to red bull, good stuff.

sup with you baby?

xx

me = looks like sonny moore in this picture?
oh baby dont give me that bullshit.... hahahaha

i need a fucking haircut, hahahaha.

You know what brightens up your shitty mood?

chocolate and some kickass music.. including avril, ashley and 98 degrees.
hahahaha

hahaha. im such a fucking girl.

BUT SERIOUSLY!

This week was shitty.

Losing friends, getting over heartbreak, being lied to, hopes crushed..

but you know what? Life's a bitch. But without the ups and downs? where would we go?

God damn, i sound like a fucking counselor... hahahaha
but yes..

I just want this fucking week to be over.

Someone god damn fucking cheer me up. Please And Thankyou.

xx
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i think i have some crush on some girl.

blah, fuck it.

love is just an excuse to get hurt, its probably not even gonna work out.

i just want to find someone to call my own.. because thats all i want.

xx

hahaha wow.

i was going through old pictures, and i found one from christmas (i usually delete really old ones that i dont like)

im waiting for you under the mistletoe. hahahaha, just kidding.

i had a girlfriend at the time, and she broke my blah blah blah-- lets not talk about it.

My sunburn doesnt hurt as much anymore, but you can still come over and take WARM bubble baths and rub lotion on each other! yay! hahahaha

Am i going out today? Hopefully. I went to the park at like 3AM last night, because i was in a sucky mood. And hopefully today will cheer me up.

xx
[OH BY THE WAY--
if i type "ily" on the end of your comment which is ILOVEYOU, feel special. hahaha.
i dont type "ily" for everybody, i have to really really start to like you to type it, i only wrote that for like..3 people, hahaha yup yup]

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im listening to sk8r boi by avril levigne. HAHA

first 98 degrees and now THIS. WTF IS WRONG WITH ME?!

just because my sisters a noob and has this shit on her IPOD doesnt mean i have to be.

But i cant stopppp. Its because my own Ipod was my last love and some bitch stole her 6th period. faggot.

&I dont believe that anybody feels the way i do, about you now..

This is my wife. Jealous? you should be.

since my before "angry picture" (new default) made some of you GIGGLE ... hahaha

WELL, heres a better "angry picture" ---->

fight me bitch. hahaha

i actually dont really like this picture of me.. but what the hell right?

thank you for the "feel better!" comments for my bad night.. but i ended up sleeping over my friends house with a bunch of people and having fun so it wasnt so bad.

i think i have fucking sunburn though.. it doesnt look like i do and i dont know where i possibly could have gotten it  but it fucking hurts like hell.

someone come over and take icy cold bubble baths with me and rub lotion on it to make it feel better. hahaha

xx

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everynight i pray, on bended knee. That you will be my everything.

hahahaha im listening to 98 degrees. I'm so lame.

but someone find seth a girlfriend or a boyfriend.

Anyone wanna make this lonley boy happy? and mend this broken heart?

..... pretty please?

xx