Everyday I go to band, there is some sort of new drama arising. It is starting to get annoying. I wonder what is going wrong. There are a lot of people that have reached that point where everyone is sick of each other. It makes me sad to know that I am not sick of one person(that doesn't include people I was sick of 5 months ago and still am) and other peoples friendships are falling apart. It also shocks me that everyone around me is experiencing DRAMA, while I am not.(That doesn't include my self-esteem/ everyone hates me problem because that never goes away and has been there a while.)  Even Eric Cassara, the most loveable person in the world is experiencing this crap. It is making me sick. There are three weeks until ACCs, I just hope everything will hold up revelevantly decent until then.(by that I mean, I don't get involved. I don't want to blow up on anyone if they get me mad.)

Anyway, I haven't seen Ramon in a while, so that makes me sad. I have a thesis paper due Monday. I shall do it. And I shall do it well. You just wait and see. I really think I should be in Geometry Honors, considering my lost grade so far is a 99. I got my interim, i received two good comments and two bad ones. I don't understand the bad ones. At least one of them. I got one from Bio, I understand the first test I did poorly on, but everything after that has been A's. I also, got one for Global, I understand that one, sort of. I don't want to talk about it. I hate that class, that teacher. I just think the whole class should burn in hell.

On a lighter note. I can't wait to see team America.That movie looks awesome.I wish to see it Saturday after practice. I hope I can. I am going to fright fest on Haloween. Waahooo.

Today, well technically last night since it's after 12, was so much fun in so many ways. It was mainly attributed to the competition and off time. Kamil scared the crap out of me today. We got the new swing flags. I am so excited. The are awesome and it was so kool using them tonight. lol. Tim Black rocks. He made me feel so loved. When the band was walking back, he yelled out my names so many times, so loud. Next time I see him, he is getting more hugs than I gave him tonight. Met this guy Vash, he seems kool, his voice is awesome. And of course I will end this with Eric Cassara is the most awesome of awesome.

I LOVE TIM BLACK!!!

I WANT TO BUY VASH DOUGNUTS... ANY KIND OF DOUGHNUTS!

EDIT: If you are in band you must go to http://www.monmouth.com/~cathygrim/ (If you aren't just go too). Look at the pic on the right side of the screen.

I don't remember much of what happened today and definitely not yesterday, So here is what I can dig up. Yesterday I got my hair did. That's all I can remember of yesterday.

Moving onto today. I can't remember much, but I do remember lindsey made me laugh so hard I cried. She said 'You have to be a seeker to have good reflexes' or something similar. I don't know why, but I couldn't stop laughing. I know crazy. Oh well.

Practice was intersting. I am a part in pulling out a giant sun. As of right now, the sun is brown. Also, Jess and Sarah are from Penobia. I don't know, don't ask me. Well anyway, I feel as though I actually may have friends in band. I am not fully sure yet though. I am still if. If you are my friend tell me. Hehe. Well, then I watch katie and michael duel. It was funny. Then I went in the car. Brittany wasn't with this time, Omg her sister in the 7th grade is as tall as me. Then I came home. Now  I should be doing homework, but instead I update. Simply because I am retarded.

Tommorow I am going to Lindsey's after school. Gotta work on a project. Then I am going to go sew. Gaurd needs some real flags, the yellow practice flags are starting to piss me off. Later

KAMIL CONTINUES TO SCARE ME!

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I WISH TO GO SEE THE SALK GAURD WITH GINNY AND AMANDA SOMEDAY IN THE NEAR FUTURE!

I GET TO SEE TIM SATURDAY!