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Name: lauren Gender: Female
Interests: i like forms of art like painting (magritte is awesome), drawing, photography...i loves it! i would love to do this as a major. when a picture leaves me mesorized..i love that feeling..one of the greatest feelings..writing songs, writing poems, writing in general, thinking..i do that a lot..trying to figure things out most people tend to take for granted...music is my main intrest...i totally dig music!! music is my life..not just listening to it..but playing it also..i love playing my guitar..im still learning though. i wish i knew more about them..GUITARS=SEXY!!
i love going to shows with my friends..though lately i never get to do it..wanna accompany me? i like to cuddle but rarely get the change to do so..i miss it..anyone care to join me in that as well? Expertise: ugh..me expert at something..haha..funny..im just a dork..thats all i am! Occupation: Student
Message: message me
Member Since:
4/14/2004
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| i hate this site..but it gives me a place to write right now kuz i dont have my journal with me and the people that could normally read it on my myspace i dont want to read it and besides..the site is down right now..so here i am..resorting to this fucking place..life hasnt been the greatest for me..i mean i go through the motions of being happy..and i have my moments of being happy...but am i truely happy? i feel that i am standing in a place where i dont belong...standing in a skin that isnt mine..i want to go to the place that i know..the territory that is mine..so close but not quite there...i dont understand it...i cant quite feel what i am not sure if i feel...things are strange...things are not what they seem to me..this life is strange..so fucked and mistaken..i cant explain the thoughts in this broken head..mending the wounds from its last blow..maybe this sickness will leave and all will be clear to this bloody mind..let these broken wings unfold again...free to feel the wind in them again... | | |
| IM BAAAAACCK!!
wow...i havent written a post in so long...hmm..well i have returned out of boredom..there really isnt anything else to do...keith is in philly right now and at dinner...so i sit here...on this journaling thing a ma bob...and read my messages on myspace...hmm...i miss keith a lot today..gRr..why must he be in philly for 10 days!! thats too long!! nOoO!! well anyways...today i went and checked out the the academy of art university in frisco..it wasnt better than brooks in my eyes..i like brooks a lot more..i was more impressed with them...maybe when i get the chance to go look at the traditional photography building at aau i might feel a bit differently..but as of now..i wasnt too impressed with their equipment..o wells...but yes..today i also went to chevys with my mommy..that was nice..and then afterwards we went to target and my mom bought me a new shirt..brown and pink stripes...um...black thigh high fishnets...baby blue fishnets..and pink and white tights...hmm...o and i got some unddies...hahaha...hmm...and then i came home..yes.and i am here..that is all..i dont really have much to say..only that im bored so i returned...I HAVE RETURNED...MUHAHAHAHA!!! | | |
| all i have to say is.....
I FUCKING LOVE KEITH WITH ALL MY HEART!!
that is all =) | | |
| 11:50 P.M.
(this was written in my myspace blog section originally..i just copied and pasted it...)
FUN IN SAN LEANDRO?!?
so today has been extremely entertaining so far...my friend alex calls me to tell me that she is going to drop off my link 80 cd that she has had for quite some time now..well..she comes over..and she ask me if i want to go to target with her at bayfair mall..i say sure....so i get ready and we leave to my dads so i could pick up my money and we head to target...well..i bought this really awesome coat for about 40 bucks and some snazzy fishnets for about 6 bucks..then after that we head over into the mall to look for some converse for alex..i ended up buying some new chucks as well...haha..some burgendy ones..i love them! hmm..after that we head to ross..look around then leave...haha..this is the part of the day where i entertained myself greatly!!!
as were walking back to the car..i see a construction sign thing fallen over in the street..it was kinda broken..but i was tempted to take it..so i say to alex..i should have taken that..and she said..go for it..so i did..haha..i ran back..picked up the sign..and just walk away with it..haha..you should have seen the looks on peoples faces..they were probabaly thinking...what the hell is wrong with this girl?? anyways..i take it back to the van, slide open the door to the van and i shove it in the back seat...so when we get to my house..they are doing construction down the street..and those signs had lights on them..so i drag the old sign out of the van..replace the cool light one with the old one and put the new one in the van instead...so then we drive to my house and alex said she wanted the old one..so i run down the street..get the old one..and bring it back to my house..haha..were such dorks..i amuse her she said..because i do random shit like that all the time..now the sign sits in the corner of my room and we put the other sign for her in the back of her van..haha...i amuse myself greatly!! 
these are the signs that lauren used her theivery ways..lol..the beat up one on the left..and my cool light one on the right (obviously)

and i didnt know where to put it in my room yet so it leans against my wall..hmm...where to put it..hah

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| 10: 30 P.M
hmm..so lauren had an eventful weekend...on friday i had practice for rezs catillion...ahh..that was intresting times...to get an idea what that was like..ill just tell you that i was the only non asian there and i dont know how to waltz very well..but now that i took that class..im much better at it and it is entertaining..ahh..i have to wear a poofy purple dress for rezs catillian..thats what i get for being in her catillian...and one of those asian slip things..hah..lauren dancing in dresses..this is intresting...**ponders** can you imagine it?? me either...hmm...well after that we all went to in-n-out burger and i got a number 2..then after that tess took me home around 11ish..
then on saturday...i wanted to go to santa cruz with keith but i didnt know when they were gonna be back so i said i couldnt go because i had already told megan that i would go to her party..well..i went to her party at like 7 PM..and the dresscode was you had to wear pink...so i wore a hot pink button up tank top...and that night wasnt too exciting to me..kuz it was mainly dancing to rap music..which lauren doesnt do any of the two..hmm...but i went out of respect for megan..kuz it was her birthday and ive known her for so long..so i left there around 9 : 30 P.M.
sunday...keith had invited me to his cousin jeffreys wedding...i decided to go kuz i dont get see my rafiki very much so every chance i get to talk to him i take...so keith picked me up at 10: 30 ish...then we went back to his house...i helped his mom curl ribbons for the presents..then i FINALLY did the shocky pen thing...haha..keith and brent have been trying to get me to do that because when you click on the pen it shocks you..haha...gRr...so keith and brent had to go get new suits because theirs were in the cleaners and they werent picked up..and the place was closed and their parents wanted them in suits...ahh..such a s waste of money...when they could have easily just went in some clothes that they already had..it wasnt that big of a deal...but eh..what can you do...parents..i dont understand them...after that...brent and keith had to get haircuts..poor brent...he didnt want to get his hair cut at all...but his dad was making him...YOU CAN SEE HIS EARS NOW!!! AHH!! whats up with that?? i liked the way it looked before..but..eh..once again..parents...**sigh** well..after that we went to lunch and then came back to the house..well...brent, amber, keith and i all just hung out in keiths room for awhile..then amber went home and brent, keith, and i as well as everyone else got ready for the wedding and we left around 5...kuz the wedding was at 6...we stayed for the ceremony...but then brent, keith and i came back to keiths place and brent did homework while keith and i just hung out..well..i got home around 12: 20 AM..im really surprised my dad didnt get mad at me for coming home at that time on a school night..craziness..but im not complaining..haha..
hmm..i miss keith..today i smelt axe body spray and it totally reminded me of keith..ahh..i love that smell..but it only made me miss him more..and it made me sad that i just couldnt see him right then and there..(im on the phone with keith right now and he heard me listening to mae and he said...you emo child...lauren says gRr..am i emo?? never!! muahahah)...anyways..like i said..i miss keith..but i get to see him on wednesday..so that is good...he really should come live in my closet...that would be nice..kuz then i would have a pet rafiki in my closet..yay for pet monkeys!! ok..im done..the end...that is my eventful weekend... | | |
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