okay, so coldplay rocked the fucking house down!!!!!

they were so amazing.

so the musical's in 3 weeks, im so freaking excited it's so much fun. even though it's practice....

we have a soccer game tomorrow, that i just found out about today. it's really annoying that we have no organization. im not sure anymore when our games are or when the season's over. that wont make our theatre director very happy.

classes are alright, i need to quit skipping them. and start doing my math homework, even though we've only had 2 assignments. i dont like that attendence is still a big part of our grade, it should just be if you get the information or not that's all on you. i guess it's not so bad. it's just so easy not to go, minus the guilt.

im in love nada surf. their let go albulm, i cannot get out of my head. listen to inside of love, it's one of my new fav's. and it's one of those type of bands that once you start listening to, over and over, you just fall in love with it.

the choir class im in is going to be on one of those silly channel 15 shows in december at the place where we have graduation. exciting i guess.

there's a taste of this college for ya......

careful.......    rumors spread just as quick here. 

okay i cant stand it when people arent open-minded......

when people are scared of dying......

when people dont things arent inevitably meant to be.......

and when people listen to bad music and refuse to listen to the good stuff.

some people are just so stubborn.

but i do love life as it's going right now, the complications make it worth it to wake up, it's all so exciting. im sure ill hate it soon......

k im gonna start reading the davinci code!

stress.....ahhhhh.....

and not about anything important either. oh well.

and just about nobody knows any good music around here.

they all laugh at me..... :( i dont give a shit though lol

getting spacier than an astronaut.

making out with people i hardly know or like, cant believe what i do.

late at night, i want to know what it's like on the inside of love.

im on the outside of love always under or above.

i jump into things way too fast, once i get the arial view i know what to do. but it gets complicated, cant please everyone i guess. ---- love life

the people here are so much fun, im getting the high school experience that i should have. it'll be hard to leave after next year. soccer's pretty fun, leg still hurts. hope i havent permanetly damaged it. that'll suck when im old. classes arent too bad, i already have my schedule made out for next year. im getting too ahead of myself.

sometimes i just need to write these things down.

of course ill be alright, i just had a bad night................................