Currently Listening No Name Face By Lifehouse see related

- Everything

I seem to have no more time for anything these days... between work and which parent i am hanging with on what day its just so hard to find time for my friends. kelly and me hardly hang out any more, the days that i have off of work she works and the days she has off i work, i feel like i am losing her as a friend =/ i just dont know what the fuck to do! i know this is the last year i really get to be with my friends because next year everyone will be going off to college while i am stuck at community college. yeah there are some of my friends that are going to community college too but its only a two year college they will most likely transfer to a four year college after their two years are over. i thought this year, the year that is supposed to be the best of all the high school years, was going to be sooo great but so far its just seems to be getting worse. i feel trapped... UGH!!!!!!

But dont get me wrong there are some things that are going right. like shaun! I have never met a guy who is like him. Shaun is so sweet and caring and he's just a kool guy! lol.

maybe thats why i am so excited about senior week, i will be away from the mess that is my parents, i will be with my friends and boyfriend, it will be the end of high school, get a chance to go clubbing... lol.

well i am done rambling and telling everyone my sob story.

28 ways to make a girl smile . . .

1 . Tell her she is beautiful, not hott, fine or sexy.
2 . Hold her hand at any moment even if it just for a second.
3 . Kiss her on the forehead.
4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to.
5 . Always tell her you love her at any and all times.
6 . When she is upset hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you.
7 . Recognize the small things . . . they usally mean the most.
8 . Call her sweety. {not baby}
9 . Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is.
10 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with.
11 . Write her notes. {she loves them}
12 . Introduce her to family and friends as your girlfriend.
13 . Play with her hair.
14 . Pick her up, tickle her and play-wrestle with her.
15 . Sit in the park and just talk to her.
16 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, just tell her jokes.
17 . Throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because you missed her.
18 . Let her fall asleep in your arms.
19 . Carve your names into a tree.
20 . If she's mad at you, kiss her.
21 . Give her piggyback rides.
22 . Bring her flowers just because.
23 . Treate her the same around your friends as you do when your alone.
24 . Look her in the eyes and smile.
25 . Let her take as many pictures of you as she wants.
26 . Slow dance with her, even if there isn't any music playing.
27 . Kiss her in the rain.
28 . If your in love with her . . . tell her.

Currently Listening Anywhere But Home (w/ bonus DVD) By Evanescence see related

- anywhere

haven't updated this in a while and i was bored so i thought i should.... i am leaving for california tomorrow woo! not looking forward to the plane ride but o well. california is going to be awesomeness all over! never been there before so it should be fun! people can call me whenever while i am there and i am not posting my cell number because u guys already know the number. packing should be fun! not! well not much else to say.... except see you all when i get back on the 31st !!!!!!

Currently Listening The Best of Plumb By Plumb see related

i had the oddest urge to clean my room today it was sort of scary........ just had one of those cleaning moods i guess. omg i rele wanna see batman begins! nanananannananananananna BATMAN! woo! ok i am done. lol. so yea this week has been interesting. picked my dad up from work today and i didnt get lost or anything i was so happy. lol. nuffin much else to say so yea.