| I never knew it was possible to love someone this much and to get to spend the rest of my life with him!!!
CONGRATS TO ME AND BRANDON!
WE'RE ENGAGED!!!
~*~ May 23rd, 2009 ~*~
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| how im feeling right now:  hahahahahahahahaha
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| back per ross's request....
After living away from Neenah for awhile and you're back in a city
where you are able to be yourself and be happier than you've ever been
able to be in a year you realize a lot of things. I'm in a new
wonderful city, living with a wonderful boyfriend, surrounded by
wonderful friends that I could never live without and I'm away from
everything that ever made me unhappy. I'm here, away from it all, able
to start a new beginning and that's exactly what I'm going to do. The
past is the past and there is nothing I can do to change it... but what
I can do is forget about it and most people in it and move on with the
rest of my life which is filled with so much happiness I don't know if
I'll be able to handle it all. I mean :
- I'm back with friends who know how to be real
friends and actually support me and Brandon and love the fact that we
are together.
- I'm attending one of the best nursing colleges in the Midwest and am getting an amazing education.
- I'll be graduating from school next year and am guarenteed an amazing job anywhere I want it.
- I'm going to have a career that I love and is the
most respected career for the past 10 years (they actually did a survey
and for the past 10 years - for the exception of 2001 when 9/11 was and
firefighters were ranked #1 nursing has been rated number one most
respected - dont believe me look it up. It was in a nationally
published magazine.)
- I'm going to have a career where I can say I'm
helping save the lifes of Premature infants and give them a chance at
life!
- I'm going to be able to spend the rest of my life
with the man that I love and care about more than anything in this
world and grow old with him.
- I'm going to be able to start a family with the love of my life.
- I am going to have an amazing in-laws (with the
exception of one of course) and I'm so happy I get to be apart of that
family. People say you are supposed to hate your inlaws but obviously
they don't know Brandon's parents and little sister!
- I'm going to be able to look back on my life and
know that I did something wonderful with it and that I didn't waste
time doing nothing. I did everything I could to succeed and never held
back. I'm able to say I've made something of my life and that I never
regreted any of it!
And that is only the beginning of what is to come. Who knows what other
wonderful things will come my way now that I'm exactly where I want to
be and happy! I'm forgetting about the past and most people in it. I
have everything I need now and I couldn't be more happy.
And as a way to start forgetting about the past I'm ending this xanga
and beginning a new one. It's time for a new beginning and I'm going to
enjoy every bit of it 
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| I forgot what it was like to be this incredibly happy
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