Currently Listening I 2 (Eye) By Michael W. Smith pray for me see related

find the words.....to say goodbye

you are leaving....you are going away.....and it's starting to become real.....how do I say goodbye?    And will we ever be the same?   I can only hope and pray that God will allow us to remain as close as we are now....So much is changing now.....I wish that you leaving wasn't one of them.....but I sincerely hope for the best for you - you deserve all of the amazing things that life will hopefully bring you.

Goodbye my friend - please don't forget me.....

Currently Listening I 2 (Eye) By Michael W. Smith pray for me see related

been .......a while

not really sure why i'm back on here at 4 in the morning.......except that i seem to be going in circles in life.....and as i have read back over old blogs, i can't help but laugh at myself, and how I keep returning to things I never should have approached in the first place.....but they are still so ridiculously hard to move past, and to let go of....so instead I keep punishing myself.....

here's to hope.....that one day I will move on, and one day I will actually be ready to move foward regardless of all that I cling to and all that holds me back....

life is funny...

so many things I have accomplished over the last 2 weeks...so much more to do over the next several years....and then when you're out running errands and you get a call from someone you love dearly, and yet they are complaining about someone who doesn't seem to appreciate them, or breaks promises without even realizing it...and you smile quietly to yourself on the other side and think....i know the feeling, kinda how you broke your promise to me....and didn't even know it...kinda how you make me feel like I'm not important....and it makes you sad....and it also makes you realize that there really is no hope to be found except in Him....

life is funny......sad, and hard.....

"Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking, when you fall everyone says...another day and you've had you're fill of sinking with the life held in your hands...are shaking cold...these hands are meant to hold....

so a day when you've lost yourself completely could be a night when you're life ends....such a heart that will lead you to deceiving...all the pain held in your...hands are shaking cold...you're hands are mine to hold..."

when all you've got to keep is strong...move along

even when hope is gone...move along to make it through....

"Be still and know that I am God"  

"SILENT NIGHT, Holy Night"

"I'm finding myself...at a loss for words...and the funny thing is...it's okay"

So many songs....so many things to say.....sometimes as much as you want to let go of everything...you secretly hope that someone cares enough to hold on...even when on the surface you act like you don't care...deep down...you are incredibly grateful...