wow..haven't written in a while... well...stuff has changed...yet again... don't noe mahself nemore...and seems like nething i sai...gets someone mad at me...

i'm sorrie...u noe hoo u are...even tho u may not...EVER read this... in outbook..i jes meant dat i care...i guess da bottom line in dat last entry was dat i care... and that altho knowin u being da smart grl you are...u wil neva fail outta stuy...but i was jes exxageratin to tell you dat...us ppl...or maybe itz jes me...but we? want you in da future wit us...mebbe u'll go to college wit sum of us..hoo noes? u hab a rite to be mad...and even if ur not...here u go... but person...i need to sai something...and itz prolli gon' make da rift between us...get bigger... but...recently...it seems like...some things that you sai are a lil less dan believable...and as much as i try, i can't..at times..there are jes such big contradictions in da things you sai...mebbe noone else has told you but even if this is gon' make us...drift apart...4eva... i find that i am obligated to tell you...because..i do care...all dose other ppl hoo have been sayin' da same thing... all dey can sai is dat they're pissed but ___, mebbe everything u say is true...and so..if they are..i am truly sorri...because u are one of mah best friends..and i would neva wanna do nething to hurt you... and as i rite this to you...tears ...