dude... what the eff...??

oh yuck...xanga is freaking gross now. so many complications and myspace/other popular social networking site-clone things--whatever happened to the good old days? the good old simple dayzz ya? i don't need photos on my xanga. i don't need idk what else there is, i don't want to check. i just need/want tasty old space to fulfill the need to type out crap about myself and also the ability to see if people will say anything about it, the second of which doesn't really matter because no one wants xanga anymore anyway. which i don't really care. what is this crap?!

well. enough. all this complaining is incredibly unnecessary... how embarrassing. i can't believe i even complained about this. so i stop.

speaking of... i discovered a weird, weird thing. i wrote a poem, or i wrote 10000000 poems in my younger dayz attempting to be some kind of bohemian silent revolutionary. it's really funny. i found one online. it's pretty bad... but somehow strangely satisfyingly shocking to read--maybe because i've completely forgotten about it until this very moment! for five years! har har. wow sooooo totally amazinggggggggg wow

What time is it?
It's time to breath. Wake up.
Break up from the surface
the rough, turbulent surface.
Waves crashing, the bow has broken
wake up, the starboard has fallen asleep.
What time is it?
Well past midnight, the sun will rise in five.
The storm has approached, no time to rest
no time to close your sleepy lids,
now is not the time.
The sun will rise in five.
Wake up, my first mate
my ship is waning,
the port side drunk from the foamy sea.
Wake up, it is time for you to tie down the sails.
Awaken or we will sink with my ship.
Or rather our ship, I am to believe.
Wake up, no time to rest.
For in five we must leave.

hahahahaha idk......i don't write poetry anymore. it's pretty gay *for me.

resolutions

to remind myself:

1. Try to remember that i am the lowliest of lows. Only through asking God will I succeed in doing his will.

2. Pray more. Especially for souls in purgatory. Ask their favors to be directed to others.

3. Daily Rosary.

4. Daily 3 o'clock prayer.

5. Refrain from judging others in vain. Do so only to help discern what they need and then to pray for them or something corporeal.

6. Refrain from infatuations.

7. More self-study on catechism, Bible study.

8. More persistent in intentions.

9. Remember my guardian angel.

10. Refrain from judging others in vain condescendingly.

11. Remember that all these resolutions are only the product of the H.S.

12. Not to continue anger with my parents. Apologize to them.

13. Be persistent in communicating with CCD students, their parents, and confirmation students.

14. Get rid of all excessive possessions, at once or gradually. Or sell for fundraising.

15. Evangelize for their sakes and for God. Be persistent, but not frightening.

16. Read up on the saints.

17. Give more. Get a job to give food and etc.

18. Only buy clothes for Sunday masses and etc. (or none at all).

19. Attempt a dedication to art and/or music.

20. Step up - be assertive for His sake.

mamamamama

Well, college is........allllllllright. HOW STINKY.

It's now the new millenium. of 2008. God is now revealed to me as existant and good. However, I have a lot of shiz to clean up.

The internet is not really a nice place to hang out. Real life is already too noisy. I'll just hang out with the Bedouins.

i ate pizza twice today. that is very vital for you and me and everyone to remember.

p.s. can't wait for college

p.p.s. being vindictive in my emotions because of the response to my lack of charisma

and v for vendetta was prettyyyyyyy goood.

the story is that we were looking for funny pictures in algebra and this came up.

<a href="It's">http://media.skoopy.com/misc/drunks/">It's funnier than you expect</a>