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Saturday, July 05, 2008

I want what you want for yourselves. I am merely the means to an answer to a question that you sought. Don't dare chastise me for giving what was asked of me just because you don't like the wrapping. If I am asked a question, do not blame me for answering! I will walk with you as long as you pick your own legs up when you can, if you can't I will do what I can to mend you. But a friend that has broken their leg in the middle of the journey and then refuses my aid and wishes just to bleed to death and then wants my blessing for it will gain nothing from me by me sitting there waiting for them to die. I will walk on. If at any point they decide to take my aid, or offer another solution, I will be there in an instant. But until then, I will not watch a self-imposed death. In my parts, they call it suicide.


Sunday, April 27, 2008

begining of something

I miss who i'm supposed to be.. i can't put it much more clearly.


Saturday, February 02, 2008

Sometimes, no, all the time, I look around, and I take in what my senses allow... all five, and sometimes a hint of more ...and i wish, almost desperately at times, to find a way to let everyone see what i see. Not always because it's so wonderful, because it's not wonderful all the time. It's, it's just... it's an intoxicating sort of trance the world puts me in sometimes. The blue of the sign i catch just a glimpse of before the door closes and how it's there every time; the still of the night when the scenery reveals itself to be so vast; the contemplative look on a stranger's face... i wish i could find a way to express it so anyone and everyone could see it through my eyes, if they wish to look. I don't know what it is that allows me to walk the world and notice the things that I do, I don't even know if it's different than anyone else. I do know that whatever it is, it's nothing i can control, it's nothing i do, it just is. And I guess, I guess I just want everyone, or even just someone, to be there with me. To understand... the world the way i see it... and me.


Wednesday, December 26, 2007

Think Again.

I'm a great catch

I do something for your ego don't I?

The pretty one

The mysterious one

The one everybody's looking at

So you want me

Because it's a challenge

You want me

Because others cant have me

And because I'm naive, you think you can get me.

Well let me tell you a secret, man of a thousand faces,

Don't mistake my child like qualities for blanks between the spaces

Cause I know the game and I always win the races

I'm runner, scorer, and referee

So before I chew you up  and spit you out,

Get the hell away from me

You want me

Because others can't have me

And because I'm  naive, you think you can get me

Well let me tell you a secret, man of a thousand faces,

With all my womanly charms,

I'm man enough to take you down

Keep your hand off my arm,

Or good will go to bad at the speed of sound

With all my mystery you want to figure me out,

Picture something soft and warm,

Maybe edgy and endearing?

Have I got a surprise for you...

So you want me

Because it's a challenge

You want me

Because others cant have me

And because I'm naive, you think you can get me.

Well let me tell you a secret, man of a thousand faces,

This is how it would go

Once you get past once upon a time

My head starts to unwind

Into a shape you've never seen

And all the sudden glare has replaced the gleam

I'll try to show you and that will be the beginning of your demise

Because the captivating part of my eyes is that right now,

You can't see what's on the other side

So keep tryin to get in

I'll show you where you're headed

I've reeled em in and thrown em out

with a crimson scar on their mouth

So you still want me?

See how much of a challenge?

You figured out,

Why others cant have me?

Still think I'm naive, or do you realize now that it's you?

Well let me tell you a secret, man of a thousand faces,

Keep walkin, cause I just saved your ass.


Thursday, September 20, 2007

Truly

I saw you and you let me

I fought you and you fought me

I loved you and you loved me

Truly...

I sang for you and you played for me

But it was hardley ever the same tune

I left you and you left me

I made room and you made room

I was always yours and you were always mine

Truly...

I said the world was against us, you said you'd found Jesus

Look what we knew back then...

And still...

I loved you and you loved me

Truly

And now all these long years have passed

And some things just can't last

Maybe... it's meant to be, that we just weren't meant to be

But still I think back, and I'm right there standing in the past

You're looking at me, standing under that fall tree

over the leaves...

And we're running in the rain again, laughing our pain into the wind

Because you're next to me

And we're kissing after all that time, nothing ever felt so right...

That last time..

And now all these long years have passed

I'm looking East you're looking West

And some things just can't last

Maybe.. it's meant to be, that we're just not meant to be

But I know I love you

I know I've had the love of a lifetime...

Truly



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