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Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Wed, 20 Aug 2008 09:33:26 GMT

SO...
this is the kid that i might start talking too, his name is cole.
tell me what you think!

i think he's so cute!

Monday, August 18, 2008

Mon, 18 Aug 2008 09:45:16 GMT

alright im still on my diet, its going good.
i can fit into a size 1 now, instead of a size 3, so im really happy about that.

ricky said he needed like a week or so before we could talk, im hoping that he'll miss me, then we'll talk and he'll want to get back together. probably not, but pray that it happens

Sunday, August 17, 2008

Sun, 17 Aug 2008 13:36:15 GMT

i'll explain what happened when i get home from work and church. if i try to talk about it now im just going to start crying again.

pceout.
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alright, well ricky decided that he doesn't want to make a commitment. idkk i mean we have been together for like 4months and i thought that was a commitment already. i didn't know you could just change your mind.

i love him with all my heart.

and my friend went to church with me today. and he has a crush on me, and he tried to hold my hand. it was wierd, i wasn't ready for it at all. there is no way that im over rickyy.

i mean i think that i could possibly start liking him, but not now. i still am crying about ricky. i've been crying on and off all day. its aweful. i know ricky isn't going to call me tonight, but that can't keep me from wishing that he would.

i mean julien (thats the friend) he is really sweet. and he is helping me through this whole ricky thing, but i think that he moving to fast. lsdfjdslfjsd IDK

i just want ricky
i want him more then anything in the whole entire worldd.
i love him with my whole heart, and i wish that he would understand that. because last night he kept telling me that he loves me, he just can't be with me. sdlfjsl;dfkjdslfkjsdlkjf which confused me even moree.

sorry, that probably won't make any sense to you. its kinda rambling nonsense.

Sunday, August 17, 2008

Sun, 17 Aug 2008 01:59:39 GMT

my boyfriend just broke up with me.
im a mess.

i can't stop crying.
i loved him with all my heart.

Thursday, August 14, 2008

Thu, 14 Aug 2008 19:32:14 GMT

Before:

NOW:

i think i look small, that much difference in 8days!

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Wed, 13 Aug 2008 09:47:20 GMT

DUDE I LOOK SO MUCH SKINNIER, EVEN I NOTICE.
thats a first.

Monday, August 11, 2008

Mon, 11 Aug 2008 22:26:40 GMT

soup diet starts tomrrowww.

ssldjfslkdjfsld;jfd.

IM READY

Saturday, August 09, 2008

Sat, 09 Aug 2008 13:27:09 GMT

111.0

as of this morning!
im so excited that is the lowest that i have been in like FOREVER! i love this diet, 6lbs in 5 days, thats impressive. and its not even like im hungry, i get really full after i eat. i think my stomach has shrannkkk.
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okay lets talk about something other then my diet.

okay, last night was bad. idk why but all i could do was cry. my mom was mad at me and yelled at me for like EVER, and then i feel like im loosing Ricky<3 we didn't get any classes together this year and im scared he is going to find some one else. Even though he promises me that he isn't. also i was suppose to hang out with him today but i can't, because my parents won't be home till late and i have to babysitt >< im kinda pissed. plus im really nervous for school to start, i don't want to fail, i want to make my parents porud and show them that im not a just a slackkerrr and that i can do something if i put my mind to it. the only thing that is going to right is the fact that im dropping weight really fast. i love it.

Me

add my myspace.
myspace.com/omfgxxxsamm

Friday, August 08, 2008

Fri, 08 Aug 2008 13:08:33 GMT

Day 4 of 35

Woo! im down another lb. THIS IS SO GREAT. i love this diet, i am also REALLY ready for school to start.

(:

Thursday, August 07, 2008

Thu, 07 Aug 2008 23:37:49 GMT

Day 3 of 35

DUDE! 4lbs gone in two days!
im so freaking happy. im down to 113, im hoping will tommorrow will be even more. i went to school today, it was orientation. alloottt people said that i looked skinner, so i guess thats good. im getting my hair cut tomorrow, got all my school stuff today. I WALKED SO MUCH. i think that i pretty much walked off everything i ate today.

i feel so good about this diet, and doing it with my mom is great. she is dropping too, next week IS ONLY SOUP, i bought a hello kitty thermos and lunch box to take to school (: hahah, keeps my motivated.

how are yall?

now i just want him<3 to realize im smaller.