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Name: Amanda
Country: United States
State: Illinois
Birthday: 2/13/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: Music, Poetry, Drawing, sleeping, eating, caring, loving, screaming, hoping, and kittens.. My best friends Whitney, Sam, and Ashley.
Expertise: aka the emo queen (thanks ash) old school.
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Yahoo:  snowbirdsxtownies
AIM:  gunsxkill
AIM:  snowbirdxtownie
Member Since:
1/3/2004
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| what'd dya want me to saythe jig is definetly up. man babies are jerks. <3 i'm in chicago idk what to say um i'm back... | | |
| mexican'tshaha i just think that's hiliarious. haha i can't spell. it's actually not funny DAY 5: sober sally hurrr. no ganja no alcohol Day 1 for not smoking cigarettes cross yurr fingers. This weekends gonna be one of the worst i can already tell. Dustin sucks. thanks for giving me false hope i thought you we're sweet and different but i was blind bc i fell for you that's makes me more unhappy then i already am. jerk. <3 MC Ally. yesss! | | |
| at tha libraryi prob spelled that wrong i'm not the most educated person i know. bout to get library card then go apply for some more jobs fun fun fun. <3 miss ya guys alot. | | |
| it's tuesday!!haha idk but tuesdays just sound like fun.
just got done painting my nails.
about to dye my hair like i do.
maybe go find a bowl.
then sleep
and have dreams.
I just got back in town (arkansas) 2 days ago from arizona i was there for 3 weeks i met johnny cashs' extended family they're all addicted to meth but some of the nicest people i've ever met. i got an apprenticeship with professor mike from oldschool tattoos in apache junction but man dude i really wanted it but i also didn't want to throw my life away and that prob would of happened of i would of stayed in AZ bc i was around the wrong crowd. now i'm home and thinking about college i have to get my life rollin' so i'm gna get a shit job buy a car and go to school.
i'll end up in chicago eventually bc i love it there it's my final destination im just not done here yet.
i'm on a mission from god.
<3
i miss all my friends i don't get to see i wish i could be in a million different places at once but shit don't work that way. it's factual
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| help.So i like dustin. alot.
around february i was seeing a guy roop he was only 18 i didn't like the age difference cute cute cute boy one day i get a text outa nowhere from a random number asking if it was amanda and said his name was dustin he got my number off wes'>> (a guy i grew up with) anyway hes says "i think your cute you should hang out over here at wes' more" well fuck dude he's cute he's 22 my age range and he likes me i was excited he told me i wasn't like any chick he's ever met that i'm "intriging" (sp?) shit i already know (FYI: he's not even the usual type i even look or go for: cute though ) so i started chilln' with him well long story short we start dating in march he asks if i'd consider dating him well TO TELL THE TRUTH i wasn't about dating anyone c'mon i just broke up with mike and i was at a place in my life where i wasn't too much concerned with boys. TROUBLE if you ask me. we'll we dated for a hot minute then hmm like pfft idk maybe like 3 to 5 weeks ago i sent him a text saying i didn't think "we" were going to work out but we should still be friends not bc that's how i felt but bc i heard he was talking to his ex still I don't want to be hurt again like that i want an honest relationship. well anyway sometime in the past 3 to 5 weeks he texts me outa the blue like at 11pm to come chill and have a couple of beers so rock and roll i'm down to chill i did and NOW i'm at a point to where idk wtf is going on like we chill and do what we do like we're still dating but are we? i DON'T know.
i hope it works out actually.
i don't want to be alone.
he seems to come from a nice family he talks highly of them he's very polite.
we're pretty much complete opposites yet we have everything in common
i've treated this relationship more maturely than anyone i've had in the past i'm completely honest with him he knows my boundries i don't sleep around i'm not putting myself out there to be run down and treated like dirt i have respect for myself and he respects that.
he's never had a girlfriend who hasn't thrown herself at him
i'm used to the guy making the first move.
omg i'm confused confused confused.
Hah i prob sound dumb.
<3
i miss you guys
truth is even if we don't work out i hope that him hanging out with me helps him with his problems.
i can't believe i care about him like this.
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