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Name: Kelly
Gender: Female
Interests: God, singing, playing guitar, video games.. movies.. and quoting them, laughing at many inside jokes.. rockin out !!! and my wonderful friends in Longview, TX. =)
Expertise: Singing, and I can have any guy I want wrapped around my finger in under a minute.(this is jesse by the way.. she's not conceited)
throwing gummy bears.. at weird people.. hehe
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  snowkel18
Member Since:
7/6/2004
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| hey guys.. wow.. i know not that many people read this anymore.. so ya.. man my life has taken a crazy turn.. I'm at a place in my life where I wonder if I've done things because i wanted to or because i only wanted to make others happy.. my parents.. friends.. I've been thinking a lot about life.. and why I'm here and how my life has drastically changed.. I'm dating someone new.. He's pretty cool.. I've concluded that I'm a long way from marriage.. and I have to admit.. it feels good... I'm not worried.. There are greater things than that.. and my attention should be other places.. This guy i just started dating is nice.. he makes me have fun.. .. i like hanging out with him.. if that's it.. no rush to get married.. I like him he likes me.. what more do we need.. I'd like to think that that's enough! I love my roomate Danna.. she just told me a bit ago that she will be moving out when our lease is up.. not for a while.. but still she will be moving back to Austin.. and I'll be looking for a roommate again... so.. ya.. we'll see how life changes.. I'll miss her a lot!! Today was the first day of classes and I've been sick.. and i didn't hear my alarm.. how bad is that.. man on the first day.. ya not a great way to start off the semester.. but it's ok! It;s Mrs jones class she seems pretty tough! .. anyway.. man.. I miss my brother... oh and keep him in your prayers and me too! thank you all who have been here for me.. I still sometimes think about jer.. and wonder how he is.. what he's doing.. and why things happened the way they did.. i look at things in retrospect and i can honestly say... though.. i've never loved like I loved him.. i pray one day.. i will be in love again someday.. i hope he will figure things out.. Oh I'm gonna work on a Cd.. man.. life is a mystery.. help me God.. | | |
| Being honest.My life has been instant up and downs.. I'm finding I'm in a hard place.. It's amaznig that someone can be completely fine without you.. it hurts a lot.. Someone who said they wanted to marry you... My life is so different! Every day is a constant cry for help to God.. I am becoming more of who I want to be and who christ's want me to be slowly.. but why does it have to come with so much pain?.. anyway.. I love you all.. | | |
| So well.. I haven't posted.. in a long long time.. prolly because so much of my life has been changing.. and I'm going through a really rough.. time.. I didn't really know what to say to people... A lot has changed since my last post! I'm not together with Jeremy anymore.. just in case some of you don't know.. I'm sure though if you talk to me you know.. anyway.. my life is crazy busy now.. ! I'm taking 17 hrs at school, working 4-5 times nights.. and doing an internship at a church.. it's ran me pretty dry .. but this weekend has been a wonderful retreat! I went camping with the church and it was great! totally restful and a time of recooperation.. and being silent.. but learning of my many flaws! But God is good he has delivered me from so many things.. and he is faithful to bring me through.. me.. I must trust in him.. I saw my family this weekend too for my dad's b day.. I was very glad that no one brought up Jer I don't know why but I just prefer not to talk to them about it.. b/c I don't want them to know how completely torn I am.. or was... I am healing.. slowly.. but.. a new life has begun... hopefully one for the better.. well Iknow.. one for the better.. just more difficult.. but healthy! oh all of you! thank you .. I've needed poeple lately and many of you have been right there to catch me! so I 've been thinking about this one scripture.. psalm 34:10 The lions may grow weak and hungry , but those who seek the Lord, lack no good thing! .. I will lack no good thing! that's good news! sometimes.. I get so caught up in all this worldly junk.. I will have all that is good for me.. if I only seek him! .. well.. there is much more I cuold write.. but I don't want to get too personal.. haha.. anyway.. I love all of you! k ttyl! | | |
| So it's Spring break and I'm bored to death! wish I could go home and visit my family, but I have to work all week! it stinks! well next weekend after this one is our Opera THE MAGIC FLUTE.. Mar. 24 and 25 you should definitely come! | | |
| so I just finished watching RENT. It was incredible! Wow! What a story..totally moving! thinking on it.. I just have to say.. I complain about too much! My life is so blessed! I complaim about having a job, while I should be so thankful to even have that.. I complain about not having much money.. but I've never gone hungry or without a roof over my head.. How are we as people so selfish.. when I say we I mean me... I've lived a comfortable life all my life.. comfort makes us numb inside.. we fail to see other's pain.. and we fail to face our own. God has smiled on me... wow! He's always watched over me! How can a God so powerful be so merciful? I am Blessed! and thank you all of you for being good friends | | |
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