﻿<?xml version="1.0" encoding="utf-8"?><rss version="2.0"><channel><title>soSEDUCTiVExquOtes's Xanga</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/soSEDUCTiVExquOtes</link><description>Latest Xanga weblog from soSEDUCTiVExquOtes</description><language /><ttl>60</ttl><image><title>The Weblog Community</title><url>http://s.xanga.com/images/xangalogobutton.gif</url><link>http://www.xanga.com/soSEDUCTiVExquOtes</link></image><item><title>Tuesday, December 27, 2005</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/soSEDUCTiVExquOtes/414772837/item.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/soSEDUCTiVExquOtes/414772837/item.html</guid><pubDate>Tue, 27 Dec 2005 14:33:35 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;`'Subscriptions:&lt;/STRONG&gt; 646 &lt;EM&gt;*&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;HEY girls. Updating &lt;EM&gt;like I said&lt;/EM&gt; I would. I hope everyone had a&amp;nbsp;&lt;STRONG&gt;great&lt;/STRONG&gt; Christmas. Hope you &lt;U&gt;enjoy&lt;/U&gt; the new add..&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;U&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/U&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp; i make up stupid questions to ask you&lt;BR&gt;just so i can have &lt;STRONG&gt;my 10 seconds&lt;/STRONG&gt; of glory&lt;BR&gt;to look into &lt;EM&gt;your eyes&lt;/EM&gt; and dream up &lt;U&gt;a life with you&lt;/U&gt;. &lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;happiness &lt;/B&gt;is the&lt;I&gt; secret&lt;/I&gt; to all &lt;BR&gt;&lt;U&gt;beauty&lt;/U&gt;; &lt;I&gt;there&lt;/I&gt; is &lt;B&gt;no beauty&lt;/B&gt; &lt;U&gt;that &lt;/U&gt;&lt;BR&gt;is &lt;B&gt;&lt;I&gt;attractive&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/I&gt; without &lt;B&gt;happiness&lt;/B&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;there just &lt;I&gt;something&lt;/I&gt; about you&lt;BR&gt;i &lt;U&gt;swear&lt;/U&gt; i have &lt;B&gt;no&lt;/B&gt; idea what it is &lt;BR&gt;but it makes me go &lt;I&gt;absolutely&lt;/I&gt; &lt;U&gt;crazy&lt;/U&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;a boy and a girl &lt;STRONG&gt;stood in line&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;BR&gt;for his favorite rollercoaster&lt;BR&gt;the girl &lt;EM&gt;studdered&lt;/EM&gt; in fear.&lt;BR&gt;her fear of his. As she glanced&lt;BR&gt;at the boy with watery eyes she&lt;BR&gt;managed to say "i cant do this."&lt;BR&gt;he put his &lt;U&gt;hand on her cheek&lt;/U&gt; and&lt;BR&gt;smiled. "i promise you, if you&lt;BR&gt;fall out, &lt;EM&gt;ill go with you&lt;/EM&gt;."&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;i &lt;STRONG&gt;can't stop&lt;/STRONG&gt; thinking about him and the &lt;EM&gt;truth is&lt;/EM&gt; i don't &lt;STRONG&gt;want to stop&lt;/STRONG&gt; thinking about him because when i do &lt;U&gt;i'm actually happy&lt;/U&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;U&gt;&lt;/U&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;Just &lt;EM&gt;tell me&lt;/EM&gt; it's tearing you apart&lt;BR&gt;Just tell me &lt;STRONG&gt;you cannot sleep&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;Broken &lt;B&gt;hearted&lt;/B&gt; I push you &lt;I&gt;away&lt;/I&gt;&lt;BR&gt;I &lt;U&gt;wish&lt;/U&gt; I had the &lt;I&gt;guts&lt;/I&gt; to &lt;B&gt;ask&lt;/B&gt; &lt;B&gt;you&lt;/B&gt; to stay.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;love is like &lt;STRONG&gt;dominoes,&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;BR&gt;one &lt;I&gt;wrong&lt;/I&gt; move and &lt;BR&gt;everything you've worked for.. &lt;U&gt;&lt;BR&gt;falls apart&lt;/U&gt; &lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;I &lt;STRONG&gt;love music&lt;/STRONG&gt;, it&lt;BR&gt;always &lt;U&gt;explains&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/U&gt;what my words&lt;BR&gt;&lt;EM&gt;cannot&lt;/EM&gt;.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;just &lt;I&gt;look&lt;/I&gt; at all these girls &lt;U&gt;trying&lt;/U&gt; to be beautiful.&lt;BR&gt;because in middle school, if you're &lt;STRONG&gt;anything&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/STRONG&gt;else; you'll &lt;U&gt;never&lt;/U&gt; survive&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;i'm in &lt;B&gt;love&lt;/B&gt;&lt;BR&gt;not &lt;EM&gt;elementary school&lt;/EM&gt; love&lt;BR&gt;not middle school love&lt;BR&gt;not even &lt;U&gt;high school love&lt;/U&gt;&lt;BR&gt;i am &lt;I&gt;so in love&lt;/I&gt; that the words "i love you"&lt;BR&gt;aren't &lt;B&gt;even enough&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/B&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;Love is &lt;B&gt;unexplainable&lt;/B&gt;&lt;BR&gt;if you &lt;EM&gt;can&lt;/EM&gt; explain it &lt;BR&gt;you &lt;U&gt;haven't experienced&lt;/U&gt; it&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;I don't want the stars &lt;B&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/B&gt; the &lt;U&gt;moon&lt;/U&gt;&lt;BR&gt;just &lt;I&gt;someone&lt;/I&gt; to lay under them with.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt;&amp;nbsp;everytime the phone rings&lt;BR&gt;I breathe in slowly &lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; pray&lt;BR&gt;with &lt;EM&gt;all my&amp;nbsp;heart&lt;/EM&gt; that its &lt;U&gt;you&lt;/U&gt; calling.&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;Why is it&amp;nbsp;that men choose to &lt;U&gt;walk&lt;BR&gt;away&lt;/U&gt; from love, &lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; women choose to&amp;nbsp;&lt;BR&gt;stand there and let it &lt;EM&gt;ruin their lives&lt;/EM&gt;?&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;EM&gt; &lt;/EM&gt;of all the ways you hurt &lt;B&gt;me&lt;/B&gt;, i &lt;BR&gt;think the &lt;I&gt;worst&lt;/I&gt; is when &lt;I&gt;you&lt;/I&gt; &lt;U&gt;stood up&lt;/U&gt; &lt;BR&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp; asked&lt;B&gt; her&lt;/B&gt; to &lt;U&gt;dance&lt;/U&gt; to our &lt;B&gt;&lt;I&gt;song&lt;/I&gt;&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;B&gt;&lt;I&gt;&lt;/I&gt;&lt;/B&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;The &lt;EM&gt;only people&lt;/EM&gt; you need in your life are&lt;BR&gt;the ones &lt;STRONG&gt;who prove&lt;/STRONG&gt; they &lt;U&gt;need you&lt;/U&gt; in theirs.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;looking &lt;EM&gt;back&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;BR&gt;i realize how &lt;U&gt;happy&lt;/U&gt; i was;&lt;BR&gt;and im just glad&lt;BR&gt;to have been &lt;B&gt;loved by you&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;Life is &lt;STRONG&gt;too short&lt;/STRONG&gt; to wake up in the &lt;I&gt;morning &lt;/I&gt;&lt;BR&gt;with regrets. So &lt;U&gt;love&lt;/U&gt; the people who treat &lt;BR&gt;you right, forget about the ones who &lt;I&gt;don't &lt;/I&gt;&lt;BR&gt;and believe that everything happens for a&lt;BR&gt;&lt;I&gt;reason.&lt;/I&gt; If you get a &lt;STRONG&gt;chance&lt;/STRONG&gt;, take it. If it&lt;BR&gt;changes your life, &lt;I&gt;let&lt;/I&gt; it. Nobody said that it'd &lt;BR&gt;be easy, they just &lt;EM&gt;promised&lt;/EM&gt; it would be worth it.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;EM&gt; &lt;/EM&gt;she wants &lt;BR&gt;someone to &lt;U&gt;see&lt;/U&gt; her&lt;BR&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; she &lt;I&gt;needs&lt;/I&gt; to hear &lt;BR&gt;she's&lt;EM&gt; beautiful&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;EM&gt;&lt;/EM&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;and &lt;I&gt;i just wish&lt;/I&gt; i was one of those &lt;STRONG&gt;lucky girls&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/STRONG&gt;who &lt;U&gt;had a boy&lt;/U&gt; to give her the world &amp;amp; never had &lt;BR&gt;to build up the&lt;STRONG&gt; courage&lt;/STRONG&gt; to tell a guy &lt;U&gt;how she&lt;BR&gt;felt&lt;/U&gt; about him because &lt;I&gt;she'd already know&lt;/I&gt;&lt;BR&gt;that he felt &lt;B&gt;the same way&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/B&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;He means &lt;I&gt;so much&lt;/I&gt; to me, I just wish he &lt;B&gt;knew&lt;/B&gt;,&lt;BR&gt;when I'm &lt;I&gt;around&lt;/I&gt; him the &lt;B&gt;sky's&lt;/B&gt; a different blue.&lt;BR&gt;When he &lt;I&gt;talks&lt;/I&gt; to me, his knees start to &lt;B&gt;shake&lt;/B&gt;,&lt;BR&gt;the &lt;I&gt;last thing&lt;/I&gt; I want is &lt;B&gt;another&lt;/B&gt; heartbreak.&lt;BR&gt;If he would &lt;I&gt;love me&lt;/I&gt; like I do, I could &lt;B&gt;tell&lt;/B&gt; him&lt;BR&gt;that I &lt;I&gt;will always&lt;/I&gt; be true. But when I try to&lt;B&gt; talk&lt;/B&gt;&lt;BR&gt;I just &lt;I&gt;don't know&lt;/I&gt; what to say, Because I &lt;B&gt;know &lt;/B&gt;he doesn't&lt;BR&gt;&lt;I&gt;feel the same way&lt;/I&gt;...&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;If at &lt;EM&gt;first&lt;/EM&gt; you &lt;STRONG&gt;don't succeed&lt;/STRONG&gt;,&lt;BR&gt;ask him if he has a &lt;U&gt;brother&lt;/U&gt;.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;It's &lt;STRONG&gt;every girls&lt;/STRONG&gt; dream to &lt;BR&gt;have a guy call her at &lt;U&gt;3 am&lt;/U&gt; just to say &lt;BR&gt;"Hey babe, just wanted to tell you&lt;EM&gt; i love you&lt;/EM&gt;"&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;I &lt;STRONG&gt;have to&lt;/STRONG&gt; stop loving you beacause I know&lt;BR&gt;you'll &lt;EM&gt;never love&lt;/EM&gt; me too .. but every&lt;BR&gt;time I see you ; that's all &lt;U&gt;my heart can do&lt;/U&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;I don't know where &lt;EM&gt;I stand with you&lt;/EM&gt;,&lt;BR&gt;I don't know what I &lt;STRONG&gt;mean to you&lt;/STRONG&gt;,&lt;BR&gt;All I know is that everytime&lt;BR&gt;I think of you, I &lt;U&gt;think of how much&lt;/U&gt;&lt;BR&gt;I want to &lt;STRONG&gt;be with you&lt;/STRONG&gt;. &lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;People dont fall in &lt;B&gt;love&lt;/B&gt; with whats right in front&lt;/I&gt; of them. People want to &lt;B&gt;dream&lt;/B&gt; of what they &lt;I&gt;cant&lt;/I&gt; have. The more &lt;B&gt;unattainable&lt;/B&gt;, the more &lt;I&gt;attractive&lt;/I&gt; it all seems.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;you &lt;I&gt;think&lt;/I&gt; that when i walk down the hall &amp;amp; your&lt;BR&gt;there, i don't see you but believe me,&lt;BR&gt;i &lt;U&gt;couldn&lt;/U&gt;'t miss the &lt;B&gt;flips&lt;/B&gt; my stomach makes &lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;i used to &lt;STRONG&gt;believe&lt;/STRONG&gt; in us when times &lt;EM&gt;got tough&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;BR&gt;lately i'm afraid that even &lt;U&gt;love isn't enough&lt;/U&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;Remembering you is &lt;I&gt;easy&lt;/I&gt; &lt;BR&gt;I do it &lt;STRONG&gt;everyday&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;BR&gt;missing you is the &lt;U&gt;heartache&lt;/U&gt; &lt;BR&gt;that will &lt;I&gt;never&lt;/I&gt; go away&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;Hey! I hope everyone is having a &lt;STRONG&gt;GREAT&lt;/STRONG&gt; holiday. Next update and new Layout&amp;nbsp;will hopefully be on &lt;U&gt;Monday&lt;/U&gt;. Thanks for all the support everyone! &lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;lt;33&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;Hey girls! I know it's been like a &lt;EM&gt;million&lt;/EM&gt; &lt;U&gt;gazillion&lt;/U&gt; years since I've updated, but I've had &lt;STRONG&gt;a lot&lt;/STRONG&gt; of things to do. I've never been this busy, but now it's Christmas Break, so I'll have more time to update. &lt;STRONG&gt;Thanks&lt;/STRONG&gt; to everyone who commented and to all the &lt;EM&gt;new&lt;/EM&gt; subscribers! &lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&lt;FONT face="Trebuchet MS" color=#60809f size=5&gt;HAPPY HOLIDAYS!&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;Your hands are &lt;EM&gt;mine&lt;/EM&gt; to &lt;STRONG&gt;hold.&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&lt;/STRONG&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; every time he goes on away message&lt;BR&gt;she clicks to see what it says,&lt;BR&gt;as if &lt;EM&gt;this time&lt;/EM&gt; he'll &lt;U&gt;suddenly&lt;/U&gt; confess his&lt;BR&gt;love for her.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;You're worth &lt;EM&gt;every breathing&lt;/EM&gt; moment &lt;BR&gt;of every day, of each week,&lt;BR&gt;of &lt;STRONG&gt;all twelve months&lt;/STRONG&gt;, of each year &lt;U&gt;to come&lt;/U&gt;. &lt;BR&gt;You're &lt;EM&gt;worth my life&lt;/EM&gt;.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;Obstacles&lt;/STRONG&gt; are put in our&lt;BR&gt;way to see if what we &lt;I&gt;want&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/I&gt;is really &lt;U&gt;worth&lt;/U&gt; fighting for.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;if my &lt;U&gt;music&lt;/U&gt; is too loud, YOUR &lt;STRONG&gt;TOO OLD&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&lt;/STRONG&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;All she &lt;EM&gt;ever wanted&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;BR&gt;was someone to &lt;STRONG&gt;trust,&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;BR&gt;but you &lt;U&gt;let her down&lt;/U&gt; too.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;I would &lt;I&gt;give&lt;/I&gt; you the &lt;U&gt;world&lt;/U&gt;&lt;BR&gt;if only you&amp;nbsp;&lt;EM&gt;would kiss me&lt;/EM&gt;&amp;nbsp;and tell me&lt;BR&gt;that you would &lt;B&gt;always&lt;/B&gt; &lt;I&gt;stay&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/I&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;Holding &lt;/STRONG&gt;your hand. Having you &lt;U&gt;play with my hair&lt;/U&gt;. Hugging you while I &lt;EM&gt;cry&lt;/EM&gt;. The little arguments that &lt;EM&gt;make us closer&lt;/EM&gt;. It's what I live for, it makes &lt;STRONG&gt;every breath worth it&lt;/STRONG&gt;.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;The &lt;I&gt;death&lt;/I&gt; of so many&lt;BR&gt;in an &lt;U&gt;unnecessary&lt;/U&gt; battle.&lt;BR&gt;The &lt;I&gt;hurt&lt;/I&gt; of a country,&lt;BR&gt;The tears of a &lt;B&gt;lonely&lt;/B&gt; &lt;B&gt;girl&lt;/B&gt;&lt;BR&gt;whose true love's in &lt;U&gt;heaven&lt;/U&gt;.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;It's &lt;STRONG&gt;no &lt;/STRONG&gt;big deal, &lt;BR&gt;so&amp;nbsp;I &lt;EM&gt;wasn't good enough&lt;/EM&gt; for you,&lt;BR&gt;I've &lt;U&gt;never&lt;/U&gt; been good enough.&lt;BR&gt;not for anything, or anybody &lt;BR&gt;my &lt;U&gt;whole entire life&lt;/U&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;U&gt;&lt;/U&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;Last night, I &lt;STRONG&gt;dreamt&lt;/STRONG&gt; that you &lt;EM&gt;were with me&lt;/EM&gt;,&lt;BR&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp; &lt;/STRONG&gt;finally I could &lt;U&gt;breathe&lt;/U&gt;.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;As long as &lt;EM&gt;we're here&lt;/EM&gt;,&lt;BR&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;alive&lt;/STRONG&gt; on this earth,&lt;BR&gt;I'm &lt;U&gt;gonna love you&lt;/U&gt; for all that it's worth.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;The day you &lt;STRONG&gt;slipped away&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;BR&gt;was the day I &lt;EM&gt;found&lt;/EM&gt; it &lt;U&gt;won't&lt;/U&gt; be the same.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;your&lt;B&gt; worth&lt;/B&gt; the wait but baby&amp;nbsp;I cant wait&lt;BR&gt;any &lt;I&gt;longer&lt;/I&gt; cause it gets harder&lt;STRONG&gt;&lt;EM&gt; &lt;/EM&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;U&gt;harder&lt;/U&gt;&lt;BR&gt;every single night &lt;B&gt;&lt;I&gt;without&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/I&gt; you.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;We met&amp;nbsp;&lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; I knew&lt;BR&gt;at &lt;EM&gt;first glance&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;BR&gt;that you'd be&lt;BR&gt;&lt;U&gt;hard to forget&lt;/U&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;I got &lt;I&gt;everything&lt;/I&gt;&amp;nbsp;I wished for,&lt;BR&gt;but I wished for all the &lt;STRONG&gt;wrong things&lt;/STRONG&gt;.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;I &lt;STRONG&gt;didn't see&lt;/STRONG&gt; you coming,&lt;BR&gt;You took my by &lt;EM&gt;suprise&lt;/EM&gt;,&lt;BR&gt;and you &lt;U&gt;stole my heart&lt;/U&gt;&lt;BR&gt;before&amp;nbsp;I could say no,&lt;BR&gt;I was falling &lt;STRONG&gt;head over heels&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&lt;/STRONG&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;I&amp;nbsp;want a &lt;U&gt;Notebook&lt;/U&gt;&lt;I&gt; romance&lt;/I&gt;&lt;BR&gt;a love like&lt;B&gt; Corey&lt;/B&gt; and &lt;B&gt;Topanga&lt;/B&gt;&lt;BR&gt;a story like &lt;U&gt;A Walk to Remember&lt;/U&gt;&lt;BR&gt;and&lt;I&gt; i want it all&lt;/I&gt; to be with you&lt;STRONG&gt; &lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;a &lt;B&gt;real &lt;/B&gt;friend isnt the person nice to your &lt;I&gt;face&lt;/I&gt;; its the person nice to your &lt;U&gt;back&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/U&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;anyone can be &lt;B&gt;passionate,&lt;/B&gt; but, it &lt;I&gt;takes&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/I&gt;&lt;U&gt;real&lt;/U&gt;&lt;B&gt; lovers&lt;/B&gt; to be silly.. &lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp; &lt;/STRONG&gt;this is how you&lt;I&gt; left&lt;/I&gt; me&lt;BR&gt;i'll &lt;B&gt;admit &lt;/B&gt;it im&lt;I&gt; falling&lt;/I&gt; apart&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;Hope for the &lt;B&gt;best,&lt;/B&gt; prepare for the &lt;I&gt;worst&lt;/I&gt;&lt;BR&gt;expect &lt;U&gt;nothing&lt;/U&gt; &lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; you'll never get &lt;B&gt;hurt.&lt;/B&gt; &lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp; I keep&lt;B&gt; going back&lt;/B&gt; to the &lt;BR&gt;&lt;I&gt;one thing&lt;/I&gt; I need to get &lt;U&gt;away&lt;/U&gt; from&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;Tear drops are &lt;STRONG&gt;falling &lt;/STRONG&gt;from my eyes, &lt;EM&gt;I wonder why&lt;/EM&gt;..&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; maybe, I'm&lt;STRONG&gt; &lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;U&gt;afraid&lt;/U&gt; to say&lt;BR&gt;that I'm &lt;I&gt;falling&lt;/I&gt; for you&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;Pouring&lt;/STRONG&gt; over photographs&lt;BR&gt;I'm &lt;EM&gt;living in your letters&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;BR&gt;breathe deeply from this&lt;BR&gt;envelope. It &lt;U&gt;smells of you&lt;/U&gt;&lt;BR&gt;and I &lt;STRONG&gt;can't&lt;/STRONG&gt; live without&lt;BR&gt;that scent. &lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; she's just a &lt;U&gt;stupid&lt;/U&gt; little girl &lt;BR&gt;with her hopes too &lt;I&gt;high&lt;/I&gt; &lt;BR&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; &lt;U&gt;feelings&lt;/U&gt; much too &lt;B&gt;strong&lt;/B&gt; &lt;BR&gt;especially for a boy like &lt;U&gt;him&lt;/U&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;I'm counting &lt;EM&gt;my tears&lt;/EM&gt; till I get &lt;STRONG&gt;over &lt;/STRONG&gt;you.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;she &lt;STRONG&gt;gets&lt;/STRONG&gt; her hair done with a manicure,&lt;BR&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; she buys out the stores &lt;EM&gt;just&lt;/EM&gt; so for &lt;BR&gt;the &lt;U&gt;one second&lt;/U&gt; he looks &lt;I&gt;at her&lt;/I&gt;, he'll&lt;BR&gt;&lt;I&gt;hopefully&lt;/I&gt; remember something &lt;B&gt;beautiful&lt;/B&gt;..&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;Never &lt;STRONG&gt;deprive &lt;/STRONG&gt;someone of their&lt;EM&gt; hope&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;BR&gt;it might be &lt;U&gt;all they have&lt;/U&gt;.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;I &lt;STRONG&gt;can't&lt;/STRONG&gt; take it, it's so &lt;EM&gt;crazy&lt;/EM&gt; how you &lt;U&gt;makin' me&lt;/U&gt; feel.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;the &lt;STRONG&gt;only thing&lt;/STRONG&gt; &lt;EM&gt;better&lt;/EM&gt; than the kiss itself is the moment&lt;BR&gt;&lt;U&gt;right before&lt;/U&gt; it when the look in his eyes leaves you&lt;BR&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;breathless&lt;/STRONG&gt; &lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;Just &lt;EM&gt;another&lt;/EM&gt; &lt;STRONG&gt;day&lt;/STRONG&gt; without you.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;When I start to &lt;STRONG&gt;feel blue&lt;/STRONG&gt;,&lt;BR&gt;I &lt;U&gt;hide&lt;/U&gt; in my music &lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp; &lt;/STRONG&gt;try to&lt;BR&gt;forget &lt;EM&gt;everything about you&lt;/EM&gt;.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;&lt;FONT size=1&gt;
&lt;P&gt;The way&lt;STRONG&gt; I see&lt;/STRONG&gt; it,&lt;BR&gt;the more people &lt;EM&gt;hate me&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;BR&gt;the &lt;U&gt;less people&lt;/U&gt; I have to please.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;you &lt;I&gt;know&lt;/I&gt; you're &lt;U&gt;more&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/U&gt;then&lt;B&gt; just&lt;/B&gt; friends when&lt;BR&gt;you care &lt;I&gt;more&lt;/I&gt; about&amp;nbsp;&lt;B&gt;his&lt;/B&gt; life&lt;BR&gt;than your &lt;B&gt;own.&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&lt;/STRONG&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;I wish I had &lt;B&gt;saved all those tears&lt;/B&gt; &lt;I&gt;I cried&lt;/I&gt; &lt;U&gt;over you&lt;/U&gt; so I could &lt;B&gt;&lt;I&gt;drown you&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/I&gt; in them.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;Don't &lt;B&gt;&lt;I&gt;cry&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/I&gt; about &lt;I&gt;loss&lt;/I&gt;. God never takes anything &lt;B&gt;away&lt;/B&gt; &lt;I&gt;without&lt;/I&gt; &lt;U&gt;replacing it&lt;/U&gt;.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;The &lt;STRONG&gt;greatest challenge&lt;/STRONG&gt; in life is finding someone who knows &lt;EM&gt;all your flaws&lt;/EM&gt;, &lt;U&gt;differences&lt;/U&gt;, and mistakes and &lt;STRONG&gt;still loves&lt;/STRONG&gt; you with &lt;EM&gt;everything&lt;/EM&gt; they have.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;&lt;FONT face="Trebuchet MS" size=4&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;ENJOY.&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;Heyy.. &lt;STRONG&gt;HAPPY THANKSGIVING&lt;/STRONG&gt; everyone! =] Thanks to everyone that left comments.. and to all the &lt;EM&gt;new&lt;/EM&gt; subscribers! From now on, at &lt;U&gt;LEAST&lt;/U&gt; 12 comments for an update. Not that difficult.. &lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;lt;33&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;U&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/U&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;Please&lt;/STRONG&gt; tell me,&lt;BR&gt;Why can't I &lt;EM&gt;breath&lt;/EM&gt; whenever I think about you?&lt;BR&gt;Why can't I speak whenever I &lt;U&gt;talk about&lt;/U&gt; you?&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;U&gt;Learn&lt;/U&gt;&amp;nbsp;from yesterday,&lt;BR&gt;Live for today, &lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;EM&gt;Hope&lt;/EM&gt; for tomorrow.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;Being &lt;STRONG&gt;happy&lt;/STRONG&gt; doesn't mean&lt;BR&gt;that &lt;EM&gt;everything is perfe&lt;/EM&gt;ct.&lt;BR&gt;It just means you've decided &lt;BR&gt;to look &lt;U&gt;beyond the imperfections&lt;/U&gt;.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;We've been &lt;EM&gt;too strong&lt;/EM&gt; for &lt;U&gt;too long&lt;/U&gt;, and I can't &lt;STRONG&gt;be without&lt;/STRONG&gt; you baby.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;the &lt;B&gt;best&lt;/B&gt; memories are the ones that you can't&lt;BR&gt;explain &lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; you end up saying, &lt;STRONG&gt;"you had to be there"&lt;/STRONG&gt; &lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;&lt;B&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/B&gt; i know when the &lt;B&gt;phone bill&lt;/B&gt; comes,&lt;BR&gt;i'll be grounded because we stayed up &lt;I&gt;all&lt;BR&gt;night&lt;/I&gt; talking about what we'd &lt;U&gt;ever do&lt;/U&gt; if&lt;BR&gt;we &lt;STRONG&gt;lost&lt;/STRONG&gt; each other&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;A &lt;STRONG&gt;friend&lt;/STRONG&gt;&amp;nbsp;is an &lt;U&gt;angel&lt;/U&gt; who lifts&lt;BR&gt;you to &lt;EM&gt;your feet&lt;/EM&gt; when your&amp;nbsp;wings &lt;BR&gt;have &lt;U&gt;trouble&lt;/U&gt; &lt;B&gt;remembering&lt;/B&gt; how to fly.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;you &lt;U&gt;can't&lt;/U&gt; change &lt;I&gt;the past&lt;/I&gt;&lt;BR&gt;but &lt;I&gt;you can&lt;/I&gt; ruin the present&lt;BR&gt;by &lt;B&gt;worrying&lt;/B&gt; about &lt;U&gt;the future&lt;/U&gt;.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;kiss her like she's &lt;B&gt;famous&lt;/B&gt;.&lt;BR&gt;hold her like she's &lt;I&gt;everything&lt;/I&gt;.&lt;BR&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/STRONG&gt;tell her that she's the &lt;U&gt;only one&lt;/U&gt; for you.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;I like &lt;STRONG&gt;dead end&lt;/STRONG&gt; signs.&lt;BR&gt;they're &lt;U&gt;kind&lt;/U&gt;,&lt;BR&gt;they at least have the &lt;EM&gt;decency&lt;/EM&gt; to let you know&lt;BR&gt;you're going &lt;B&gt;no where&lt;/B&gt; &lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;We've gotten &lt;EM&gt;very &lt;/EM&gt;close in such a &lt;STRONG&gt;short time&lt;/STRONG&gt;,&lt;BR&gt;and no one else could even &lt;U&gt;come close&lt;/U&gt; to him.&lt;BR&gt;I &lt;EM&gt;wouldn't&lt;/EM&gt; trade all the stars in the sky.&lt;BR&gt;When it comes down to it, he's &lt;STRONG&gt;one &lt;/STRONG&gt;of the most&lt;BR&gt;&lt;U&gt;important&lt;/U&gt; things in my life.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;It's &lt;EM&gt;hurts me&lt;/EM&gt; just to know that &lt;U&gt;you're hurting&lt;/U&gt;.&lt;BR&gt;It kills me just to know your sad.&lt;BR&gt;You're all I need. You're &lt;STRONG&gt;more then just&lt;/STRONG&gt; a friend to me.&lt;BR&gt;You're &lt;U&gt;everything&lt;/U&gt;, cause your my &lt;EM&gt;better half&lt;/EM&gt;.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt;&amp;nbsp;all she wants to be is the &lt;BR&gt;&lt;U&gt;"I LOVE YOU"&lt;/U&gt;&lt;BR&gt;in &lt;EM&gt;his&lt;/EM&gt; profile. &lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;He looked at &lt;B&gt;me&lt;/B&gt; and said,&lt;BR&gt;"Do you ever feel like you're &lt;I&gt;working&lt;/I&gt; &lt;BR&gt;for something you're &lt;U&gt;never&lt;/U&gt; going to get. &lt;BR&gt;You &lt;B&gt;shoot&lt;/B&gt; and &lt;I&gt;miss&lt;/I&gt; kind of deal&lt;BR&gt;like,&lt;B&gt; no matter what&lt;/B&gt; you &lt;U&gt;can't&lt;/U&gt; have it,&lt;BR&gt;but that makes you fight for it &lt;I&gt;just a little bit more&lt;/I&gt;?"&lt;BR&gt;I looked at him, &lt;B&gt;stared&lt;/B&gt; at him for a second&lt;BR&gt;and replied, "&lt;U&gt;Everyday&lt;/U&gt;..."&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;If life was a &lt;STRONG&gt;video tape&lt;/STRONG&gt;, I'd &lt;EM&gt;rewind&lt;/EM&gt; it when&lt;BR&gt;we broke up, &lt;U&gt;play it&lt;/U&gt; when we started dating,&lt;BR&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;fast-forward&lt;/STRONG&gt; when we fought and &lt;U&gt;pause at&lt;BR&gt;every kiss&lt;/U&gt; &lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;Now I'm &lt;EM&gt;going insane&lt;/EM&gt; &lt;BR&gt;Cause i thought i had a &lt;U&gt;good thing&lt;/U&gt;. &lt;BR&gt;Turn's out, &lt;B&gt;he lied&lt;/B&gt;.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;you wanna see how much i &lt;B&gt;love&lt;/B&gt; you..&lt;BR&gt;go&lt;I&gt; outside&lt;/I&gt; when its &lt;U&gt;raining&lt;/U&gt;..&lt;BR&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; catch the drops. the ones&lt;I&gt;&amp;nbsp;you&lt;/I&gt; catch is how much you love&amp;nbsp;me..&lt;BR&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; the ones you &lt;B&gt;&lt;I&gt;miss&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/I&gt; is how much &lt;U&gt;i love you&lt;/U&gt;..&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;WANTED&lt;/B&gt;:&lt;BR&gt;&lt;B&gt;1&lt;/B&gt; boy who will make my&lt;I&gt; dreams&lt;/I&gt; come true.&lt;BR&gt;1 &lt;I&gt;boy&lt;/I&gt; who will &lt;U&gt;love&lt;/U&gt; me no &lt;I&gt;matter what&lt;/I&gt; I do.&lt;BR&gt;&lt;U&gt;someone&lt;/U&gt; that i can hug&lt;STRONG&gt;,&lt;/STRONG&gt; who won't &lt;B&gt;break&lt;/B&gt; my&lt;I&gt; heart&lt;/I&gt;.&lt;BR&gt;who will &lt;B&gt;know&lt;/B&gt; how to treat me&lt;EM&gt; &lt;/EM&gt;right&amp;nbsp;from the &lt;B&gt;start&lt;/B&gt;.&lt;BR&gt;if you can &lt;I&gt;fulfill my wishes&lt;/I&gt;,&lt;BR&gt;please &lt;U&gt;let me know&lt;/U&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;everything is &lt;B&gt;finally &lt;/B&gt;&lt;I&gt;working&lt;/I&gt; out for everyone,&lt;BR&gt;&lt;U&gt;everyone&lt;/U&gt; is getting who&lt;STRONG&gt; &lt;/STRONG&gt;they want &lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; everything &lt;I&gt;they want&lt;/I&gt;.&lt;BR&gt;i'm &lt;I&gt;extremely happy&lt;/I&gt; for them because they all deserve it,&lt;BR&gt;but i can't help but to &lt;U&gt;wonder&lt;/U&gt; why it &lt;B&gt;can't&lt;/B&gt;&lt;I&gt; happen&lt;/I&gt; to me..&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;You can try your&lt;B&gt;&lt;I&gt; hardest&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/I&gt;, you can do &lt;U&gt;everything&lt;/U&gt; and say everything..&lt;BR&gt;but sometimes people just &lt;I&gt;aren't&lt;/I&gt; worth &lt;B&gt;trying&lt;/B&gt; over anymore..&lt;BR&gt;they aren't worth &lt;U&gt;worrying&lt;/U&gt; about...it's &lt;EM&gt;important&lt;STRONG&gt; &lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;/EM&gt;to know&lt;BR&gt;when to let go of someone who only brings you &lt;EM&gt;down&lt;/EM&gt;.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;i'm the &lt;B&gt;author&lt;/B&gt; of my own life. &lt;U&gt;unfortunately&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/U&gt;i'm writing in &lt;I&gt;pen&lt;/I&gt; and can't erase my &lt;U&gt;mistakes&lt;/U&gt;.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;Calling out &lt;I&gt;your name&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/I&gt;Your face is &lt;B&gt;everywhere&lt;/B&gt;&lt;BR&gt;I'm reaching out to &lt;U&gt;you&lt;/U&gt;&lt;BR&gt;To find that &lt;I&gt;you're not there&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/I&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;DRAMA:&lt;/U&gt; its funny how they &lt;I&gt;say&lt;/I&gt; they hate it&lt;BR&gt;when &lt;I&gt;they're &lt;/I&gt;the girls who &lt;B&gt;always&lt;/B&gt; create it.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;Because your &lt;B&gt;beautiful &lt;BR&gt;&lt;I&gt;&amp;amp;&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/I&gt; you &lt;I&gt;dont &lt;/I&gt;know it &lt;BR&gt;Because your &lt;U&gt;smart&lt;/U&gt; &lt;BR&gt;&lt;B&gt;&lt;I&gt;&amp;amp;&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/I&gt; you &lt;B&gt;dont believe&lt;/B&gt; it &lt;BR&gt;You're the kind of &lt;B&gt;girl &lt;BR&gt;&lt;/B&gt;guys dont &lt;I&gt;get over&lt;/I&gt; &lt;BR&gt;&lt;B&gt;&lt;I&gt;&amp;amp;&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/I&gt; you're the kind of girl &lt;BR&gt;other girls get &lt;B&gt;compared&lt;/B&gt; to.&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;LEAVE lots of &lt;U&gt;COMMENTS&lt;/U&gt; &lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; &lt;EM&gt;SUBSCRIBE!&lt;/EM&gt; &lt;U&gt;&amp;lt;33&lt;/U&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;Hey girls! Thanks for all the comments!! You guys did &lt;STRONG&gt;great&lt;/STRONG&gt;.. Keep it up! &lt;U&gt;Sorry&lt;/U&gt; it's taking so long to update, I've been &lt;EM&gt;much&lt;/EM&gt;o busy! =]&amp;nbsp; Thanks for all the &lt;EM&gt;love&lt;/EM&gt;.. keep it coming &lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;lt;33&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;U&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/U&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;there are &lt;B&gt;6,470,818,671&lt;/B&gt; people &lt;I&gt;living&lt;/I&gt;&lt;BR&gt;some are running &lt;U&gt;scared&lt;/U&gt;, some are coming &lt;I&gt;home&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/I&gt;some get through the day by &lt;B&gt;lying&lt;/B&gt;, others are &lt;U&gt;just&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/U&gt;now facing the truth, some aree evil warring the &lt;U&gt;good&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/U&gt;and some are good &lt;B&gt;struggling&lt;/B&gt; with the evil&lt;BR&gt;&lt;I&gt;six billion&lt;/I&gt; people in the world, six &lt;B&gt;&lt;I&gt;billion&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/I&gt; souls,&lt;BR&gt;and sometimes all youu need is &lt;B&gt;&lt;U&gt;0NE&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/U&gt;-&lt;/B&gt; &lt;B&gt;0NE TREE HiLL –&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;i &lt;EM&gt;never&lt;/EM&gt; wanted the stars, &lt;STRONG&gt;never shot&lt;/STRONG&gt; for the moon,&lt;BR&gt;i like them &lt;U&gt;right &lt;/U&gt;where they are. all i wanted was &lt;STRONG&gt;you&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;my &lt;STRONG&gt;dream&lt;/STRONG&gt; is to be the &lt;EM&gt;only ones&lt;/EM&gt; at the drive in movie&lt;BR&gt;sitting bare-foot in the bed of your truck, &lt;U&gt;hand-in-hand&lt;/U&gt;&lt;BR&gt;under a blanket &lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; have it start pouring and you asking&lt;BR&gt;me to&lt;EM&gt; dance&lt;/EM&gt;. &lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;the &lt;STRONG&gt;truth&lt;/STRONG&gt; is, we hide so we can be &lt;EM&gt;found&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;BR&gt;we walk away to see who will &lt;U&gt;follow.&lt;/U&gt; we&lt;BR&gt;cry to see who will &lt;STRONG&gt;wipe away&lt;/STRONG&gt; our tears&lt;BR&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; we let our hearts get broken to see&lt;BR&gt;who will come and &lt;U&gt;fix them&lt;/U&gt;.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;all&amp;nbsp;i&amp;nbsp;want is something &lt;B&gt;real&lt;/B&gt;.&lt;BR&gt;someone who &lt;U&gt;understands&lt;/U&gt; how i &lt;I&gt;feel&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/I&gt;I dont need another &lt;B&gt;broken heart&lt;/B&gt;&lt;BR&gt;i just want a &lt;B&gt;&lt;U&gt;love&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/U&gt; that wont &lt;I&gt;fall apart&lt;/I&gt;..&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;So sick&lt;/STRONG&gt; of immaturity, name calling, of labels, of gossip, of high school. It doesn't &lt;EM&gt;even make sense&lt;/EM&gt; anymore. &lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp; &lt;/STRONG&gt;i find myself &lt;U&gt;being nice&lt;/U&gt; to people that i want to strangle.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;How can you even try to say &lt;STRONG&gt;I'm sorry&lt;/STRONG&gt;?&lt;BR&gt;You have put me through &lt;U&gt;hell&lt;/U&gt;. You treated&lt;BR&gt;me like I was &lt;EM&gt;nothing&lt;/EM&gt; &lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; now you think you&lt;BR&gt;can just take it all back? I don't think so. I&lt;BR&gt;&lt;EM&gt;poured my heart&lt;/EM&gt; out to you once &amp;amp;&amp;amp; all you&lt;BR&gt;could do was turn &lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp; &lt;/STRONG&gt;walk away. Don't even&lt;BR&gt;&lt;U&gt;think&lt;/U&gt; for a moment that I'm going to take you&lt;BR&gt;back. I've been there. &lt;EM&gt;I've lived it&lt;/EM&gt;. I know now&lt;BR&gt;what it's like to be treated good &lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; I'll be damned&lt;BR&gt;if &lt;STRONG&gt;I'll ever&lt;/STRONG&gt; go back to the likes of you.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;If &lt;I&gt;drama&lt;/I&gt; was &lt;B&gt;beer&lt;/B&gt; our school would be&lt;BR&gt;&lt;U&gt;wasted.&lt;/U&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;i'm&lt;STRONG&gt; not pretty&lt;/STRONG&gt;. &lt;BR&gt;i'm not &lt;EM&gt;perfect&lt;/EM&gt;.&lt;BR&gt;&lt;U&gt;deal&lt;/U&gt; with it.&lt;BR&gt;i do &lt;STRONG&gt;everyday.&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;Never&lt;/U&gt; go away. &lt;BR&gt;I want you to &lt;B&gt;stay&lt;/B&gt;. &lt;BR&gt;&amp;amp; &lt;I&gt;always&lt;/I&gt; be my &lt;U&gt;friend&lt;/U&gt;, &lt;BR&gt;From&lt;B&gt; now&lt;/B&gt; until the &lt;I&gt;end&lt;/I&gt;. &lt;BR&gt;For your &lt;U&gt;friendship&lt;/U&gt; I'll fight, &lt;BR&gt;From &lt;B&gt;day&lt;/B&gt; until &lt;B&gt;night&lt;/B&gt;. &lt;BR&gt;Because in &lt;I&gt;you&lt;/I&gt; I see &lt;BR&gt;A &lt;B&gt;&lt;U&gt;reflection&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/U&gt; of &lt;I&gt;me&lt;/I&gt;. &lt;BR&gt;&amp;amp; there's&lt;B&gt;&lt;I&gt; one thing&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/I&gt; that's true. &lt;BR&gt;I've found a &lt;U&gt;friend&lt;/U&gt; in you.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;Laughter is &lt;STRONG&gt;timeless&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/STRONG&gt;imagination &lt;EM&gt;has no age&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;BR&gt;and &lt;U&gt;dreams&lt;/U&gt; are &lt;STRONG&gt;forever&lt;/STRONG&gt; &lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;there's a &lt;STRONG&gt;song blaring&lt;/STRONG&gt; in&lt;BR&gt;her headphones that &lt;EM&gt;reminds&lt;/EM&gt; &lt;BR&gt;her of a boy who &lt;U&gt;will never care&lt;/U&gt;..&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt;&amp;nbsp;She Saves His &lt;U&gt;Voicemail&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/U&gt;So Whenever She's &lt;U&gt;Lonely,&lt;/U&gt;&lt;BR&gt;She Can &lt;EM&gt;Hear His Voice&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;i &lt;STRONG&gt;hate&lt;/STRONG&gt; the way you can &lt;U&gt;push me&lt;/U&gt; to the&lt;BR&gt;limits with the things you do &lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; then &lt;BR&gt;&lt;EM&gt;you know&lt;/EM&gt; just the right time to say something&lt;BR&gt;sweet to make me &lt;U&gt;fall for you all over again&lt;/U&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;my parents always tell me to &lt;B&gt;enjoy &lt;/B&gt;life now&lt;BR&gt;because when i &lt;EM&gt;grow up&lt;/EM&gt; ill have to do all the&lt;BR&gt;hard things like &lt;U&gt;working &lt;/U&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; paying bills...but&lt;BR&gt;for &lt;B&gt;some &lt;/B&gt;reason, that sounds so much better &lt;BR&gt;than &lt;EM&gt;broken hearts&lt;/EM&gt; &lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; &lt;U&gt;shattered dreams&lt;/U&gt;&lt;FONT size=2&gt; &lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;remember&lt;B&gt;..&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/B&gt;&lt;I&gt;&lt;U&gt;suicide&lt;/U&gt; &lt;/I&gt;is a &lt;B&gt;permanent&lt;/B&gt; solution&lt;BR&gt;for a &lt;I&gt;temporary&lt;/I&gt; problem&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;when life&lt;EM&gt; gives you lemons&lt;/EM&gt;,&lt;BR&gt;make &lt;STRONG&gt;&lt;U&gt;orange juice,&lt;/U&gt;&lt;/STRONG&gt; sit back&amp;nbsp;&amp;amp;&amp;amp; watch the world&lt;BR&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; wonder &lt;EM&gt;how you did it&lt;/EM&gt;.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;girls&lt;/U&gt; are like&lt;B&gt; apple trees&lt;/B&gt;. the &lt;I&gt;best&lt;/I&gt; ones are at the top, &lt;BR&gt;but boys don't wanna &lt;U&gt;reach&lt;/U&gt; for the ones up there because&lt;BR&gt;they are afraid of &lt;EM&gt;falling &lt;/EM&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;EM&gt; getting hurt&lt;/EM&gt;. instead, &lt;BR&gt;they grab the &lt;B&gt;rotten&lt;/B&gt; ones at the bottom; &lt;BR&gt;those ones aren't &lt;I&gt;nearly&lt;/I&gt; as good, but they are the &lt;U&gt;easiest&lt;/U&gt; to get.&lt;BR&gt;so the apples at the top think that there is &lt;B&gt;something wrong with them,&lt;/B&gt;&lt;BR&gt;but in reality, they are &lt;I&gt;amazing&lt;/I&gt;;; &lt;BR&gt;they just have to be patient and wait for the &lt;U&gt;right&lt;/U&gt; guy&lt;BR&gt;who &lt;B&gt;will take the time to get&lt;/B&gt; &lt;B&gt;a&lt;/B&gt; &lt;U&gt;ladder&lt;/U&gt;.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;&lt;U&gt;Sure,&lt;/U&gt; we act like &lt;EM&gt;immature idiots&lt;/EM&gt;, but at least we're&lt;STRONG&gt; having fun&lt;/STRONG&gt; &lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; she wants to be &lt;U&gt;that girl&lt;/U&gt;. the one who had &lt;I&gt;absolutely everything&lt;/I&gt; in her &lt;U&gt;way&lt;/U&gt;, but was able to &lt;B&gt;overcome&lt;/B&gt; the obstacles&lt;STRONG&gt; &amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; prove them &lt;U&gt;all&lt;/U&gt; &lt;STRONG&gt;wrong.&lt;/STRONG&gt; &lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;no matter&lt;/U&gt; how &lt;I&gt;ugly&lt;/I&gt; you&lt;B&gt; think&lt;/B&gt; you are&lt;BR&gt;or &lt;B&gt;how everyone&lt;/B&gt; else &lt;U&gt;around&lt;/U&gt; you has&lt;BR&gt;it better &lt;U&gt;than you&lt;/U&gt;, there's&lt;I&gt; always&lt;/I&gt; going&lt;BR&gt;to be that&lt;B&gt; one special guy&lt;/B&gt; that loves you&lt;BR&gt;because &lt;I&gt;you're&lt;/I&gt; &lt;U&gt;not&lt;/U&gt; like everyone&lt;B&gt; else&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;Never&lt;/STRONG&gt; say you don't&lt;BR&gt;have a &lt;U&gt;chance&lt;/U&gt; with&lt;BR&gt;someone when you &lt;BR&gt;haven't &lt;EM&gt;even asked&lt;/EM&gt;.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;Life. Hope. Truth. Trust. Faith. Pride. Love. Lust. &lt;BR&gt;Pain. Hate . Lies . Guilt . Laugh . Cry . Live . Die.&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;When hes &lt;I&gt;around&lt;/I&gt;, my whole &lt;B&gt;body &lt;/B&gt;knows it.&lt;BR&gt;I'll keep&lt;B&gt; talking&lt;/B&gt; and stuff,&lt;BR&gt;but my mind will have &lt;I&gt;no idea&lt;/I&gt; what &lt;U&gt;im saying&lt;/U&gt;.&lt;BR&gt;I keep &lt;U&gt;wondering&lt;/U&gt; if theres a&lt;B&gt; term&lt;/B&gt; for this..&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;Leave &lt;U&gt;COMMENTS&lt;/U&gt; &lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp; &lt;/STRONG&gt;SUBSCRIBE! Thanks.. &lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;lt;33&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;At least &lt;STRONG&gt;12 comments&lt;/STRONG&gt; again for an update. &lt;EM&gt;=D&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;</description><comments>http://www.xanga.com/soSEDUCTiVExquOtes/385567675/item.html#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Sunday, November 06, 2005</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/soSEDUCTiVExquOtes/382217795/item.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/soSEDUCTiVExquOtes/382217795/item.html</guid><pubDate>Sun, 06 Nov 2005 20:46:27 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;`'Subscriptions:&lt;/STRONG&gt; 543 &lt;EM&gt;*&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;Very low on comments. I haven't updated in forever, and I didn't get much??!! Thanks to the one's who did! =] &lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;U&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/U&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;i'm here to stay &lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; i'll love you &lt;EM&gt;endlessly&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;people who say dreams &lt;U&gt;never&lt;/U&gt; come true, &lt;U&gt;never&lt;/U&gt; have had one that &lt;B&gt;did&lt;/B&gt;.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;you can &lt;B&gt;drive&lt;/B&gt; at 16,&lt;BR&gt;go to &lt;B&gt;clubs&lt;/B&gt; at 14,&lt;BR&gt;&lt;B&gt;drink&lt;/B&gt; at 21,&lt;BR&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp; &lt;B&gt;retire&lt;/B&gt; at 65,&lt;BR&gt;but &lt;I&gt;whoever&lt;/I&gt; set the &lt;B&gt;age&lt;/B&gt; to &lt;I&gt;&lt;U&gt;fall in love&lt;/U&gt;?&lt;/I&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;if someone &lt;B&gt;loves&lt;/B&gt; you, that &lt;U&gt;doesn't&lt;/U&gt; mean they'll &lt;EM&gt;never&lt;/EM&gt; hurt you&lt;B&gt;.&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;once in a &lt;STRONG&gt;lifetime&lt;/STRONG&gt; you find &lt;EM&gt;your reason&lt;/EM&gt; for living,&lt;BR&gt;you find the &lt;STRONG&gt;one&lt;/STRONG&gt; who makes your every dream &lt;U&gt;come tr&lt;/U&gt;ue.&lt;BR&gt;I could search forever &lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; no one else would do, because&lt;BR&gt;&lt;U&gt;once&lt;/U&gt;&amp;nbsp;in a lifetime you find someone &lt;EM&gt;like you&lt;/EM&gt;. &lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;we &lt;B&gt;love&lt;/B&gt; being in love &lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt;&amp;nbsp;that's the &lt;EM&gt;truth&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;these days,&lt;BR&gt;everyone is &lt;B&gt;depressed&lt;/B&gt;,&lt;BR&gt;no one &lt;U&gt;cares&lt;/U&gt; about your &lt;I&gt;personality&lt;/I&gt; anymore.&lt;BR&gt;there are few songs with out &lt;B&gt;cuss words&lt;/B&gt;.&lt;BR&gt;you &lt;I&gt;bring &lt;/I&gt;up the Lord &lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt;&amp;nbsp;people look at you &lt;I&gt;weird&lt;/I&gt;.&lt;BR&gt;you stand up for someone &amp;amp;&amp;amp;&amp;nbsp;get called a bad name &lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;BR&gt;the type of &lt;B&gt;clothing&lt;/B&gt; you wear &lt;I&gt;describes&lt;/I&gt; you.&lt;BR&gt;how much money you have &lt;B&gt;gives&lt;/B&gt; you your &lt;I&gt;popularity&lt;/I&gt;.&lt;BR&gt;&lt;B&gt;everyone&lt;/B&gt; breaks each others hearts &lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt;&amp;nbsp;doesn`t think much of it&lt;BR&gt;you can &lt;B&gt;become &lt;/B&gt;so &lt;I&gt;lonely..&lt;/I&gt; and no one would &lt;U&gt;notice&lt;/U&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;you &lt;EM&gt;can't&lt;/EM&gt; find the &lt;STRONG&gt;right &lt;/STRONG&gt;person &lt;BR&gt;if you're &lt;U&gt;still holding&lt;/U&gt; on to the &lt;BR&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;wrong&lt;/STRONG&gt; one&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;i go to school&amp;nbsp;&lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; &lt;EM&gt;hide &lt;/EM&gt;the pain but as&lt;BR&gt;soon as i get in the car&amp;nbsp;and &lt;U&gt;think&lt;/U&gt; about&lt;BR&gt;you, &lt;I&gt;all&lt;/I&gt; i can do is cry, thinking about&lt;BR&gt;how much i'll &lt;STRONG&gt;miss you&lt;/STRONG&gt; when your &lt;U&gt;gone&lt;/U&gt;.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;I do &lt;B&gt;forgive&lt;/B&gt; people because I know&lt;BR&gt;we all make &lt;I&gt;mistakes&lt;/I&gt;, but why&lt;BR&gt;should I &lt;U&gt;forgive&lt;/U&gt; someone who`s&lt;BR&gt;&lt;B&gt;repeated&lt;/B&gt; that mistake..over&lt;EM&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;EM&gt; over again&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;BR&gt;without &lt;U&gt;LEARING&lt;/U&gt; from it?&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/B&gt; I guess the&lt;I&gt; real&lt;/I&gt; reason I'm&lt;U&gt; over&lt;/U&gt; it &lt;BR&gt;is &lt;I&gt;now &lt;/I&gt;that I see who you &lt;B&gt;really&lt;/B&gt; are.&lt;BR&gt;I &lt;U&gt;realize&lt;/U&gt; you could&lt;B&gt;&lt;I&gt; never&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/I&gt; deserve me &lt;U&gt;again&lt;/U&gt; anyways&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; i've&lt;B&gt; fooled myself&lt;/B&gt; for a &lt;I&gt;little while&lt;/I&gt;.&lt;BR&gt;thinking &lt;U&gt;everything&lt;/U&gt; is okay trying to &lt;B&gt;hide it &lt;/B&gt;with a &lt;U&gt;smile&lt;/U&gt;.&lt;BR&gt;im trying&lt;STRONG&gt; &lt;/STRONG&gt;to &lt;STRONG&gt;act&lt;/STRONG&gt; like it's all a &lt;B&gt;&lt;I&gt;dream&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/I&gt;..&lt;BR&gt;but everything starts to &lt;U&gt;fade&lt;/U&gt;..&amp;amp; this is all&lt;B&gt; more real&lt;/B&gt; than it seems&lt;BR&gt;yeah im tryin my &lt;B&gt;&lt;I&gt;hardest&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/I&gt; to keep everything &lt;I&gt;okay,&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/I&gt;but &lt;B&gt;this is life&lt;/B&gt;, &amp;amp;&amp;amp; you &lt;U&gt;don't&lt;/U&gt; always get &lt;B&gt;your way&lt;/B&gt;.&lt;BR&gt;even if i go to sleep with&lt;I&gt; tears streaming&lt;/I&gt; down my &lt;U&gt;cheeks&lt;/U&gt; at night&lt;BR&gt;i know &lt;B&gt;&lt;U&gt;life is tough&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/U&gt;..&amp;amp;&amp;amp; &lt;I&gt;it's alright&lt;/I&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;She's &lt;STRONG&gt;moved&lt;/STRONG&gt; on. &lt;BR&gt;and i feel &lt;EM&gt;sorry&lt;/EM&gt; for you&lt;BR&gt;because she &lt;U&gt;thought&lt;/U&gt; you were the most amazing boy ever.&lt;BR&gt;if she could &lt;STRONG&gt;have any guy&lt;/STRONG&gt; in the world, she &lt;EM&gt;would have&lt;/EM&gt; picked you above the &lt;U&gt;others&lt;/U&gt;.&lt;BR&gt;she thought you were different.&lt;BR&gt;she was &lt;U&gt;wrong&lt;/U&gt;.&lt;BR&gt;you're just &lt;STRONG&gt;another guy&lt;/STRONG&gt; to her now&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;No &lt;STRONG&gt;one &lt;/STRONG&gt;can make &lt;EM&gt;mascara &lt;/EM&gt;run like you&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;if i &lt;B&gt;could&lt;/B&gt; do &lt;U&gt;anything&lt;/U&gt; it&lt;BR&gt;would be to kiss you in the&lt;BR&gt;&lt;U&gt;middle&lt;/U&gt; of the &lt;B&gt;street&lt;/B&gt; on the&lt;BR&gt;rainiest day of the&lt;B&gt; year&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;Remember..LEAVE &lt;STRONG&gt;COMMENTS&lt;/STRONG&gt; &lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; &lt;STRONG&gt;SUBSCRIBE!&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; Next Update, at &lt;U&gt;LEAST&lt;/U&gt; 12 comments. Not too much? You guys have done it &lt;EM&gt;before&lt;/EM&gt;! &lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;lt;33&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;</description><comments>http://www.xanga.com/soSEDUCTiVExquOtes/382217795/item.html#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Sunday, October 23, 2005</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/soSEDUCTiVExquOtes/372429669/item.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/soSEDUCTiVExquOtes/372429669/item.html</guid><pubDate>Sun, 23 Oct 2005 00:21:56 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;P&gt;`'Subscriptions: 510 *&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;Thanks for all the subscriptions! =] &amp;lt;33 Keep em comin'! &amp;amp;&amp;amp; thanks to the people who took time to comment. =]&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;you &lt;STRONG&gt;can&lt;/STRONG&gt; hate him,&lt;BR&gt;but that &lt;EM&gt;doesn't&lt;/EM&gt; mean you &lt;BR&gt;don't &lt;U&gt;love&lt;/U&gt; him.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;i'm mad at myself, &lt;STRONG&gt;not you&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;BR&gt;i'm mad for &lt;EM&gt;always being nice&lt;/EM&gt;,&lt;BR&gt;&lt;U&gt;always&lt;/U&gt; apologizing for things that&lt;BR&gt;i didn't do, for getting attached, for &lt;BR&gt;making you a &lt;STRONG&gt;huge part of my life&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;BR&gt;depending on you, wasting my time &lt;BR&gt;on you. &lt;EM&gt;thinking about y&lt;/EM&gt;ou, changing&lt;BR&gt;for you, forgiving you, wishing for you,&lt;BR&gt;dreaming of you and &lt;U&gt;most of all &lt;/U&gt;for &lt;STRONG&gt;not hating you&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;BR&gt;when i know I &lt;EM&gt;should&lt;/EM&gt; but can't.&lt;BR&gt;&lt;FONT size=1&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;do &lt;EM&gt;you know&lt;/EM&gt; what it's like,&lt;BR&gt;to be around &lt;U&gt;so many people&lt;/U&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; yet feel &lt;STRONG&gt;so alone?&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;So here's to the &lt;EM&gt;teenage romances&lt;/EM&gt;,&lt;BR&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt;&amp;amp; never knowing why it &lt;U&gt;hurts like hell&lt;/U&gt;.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;No camera&lt;/STRONG&gt; could ever capture the &lt;EM&gt;look in her eyes&lt;/EM&gt;,&lt;BR&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt;&amp;amp; the feeling in her heart &lt;U&gt;when she looks at him&lt;/U&gt;.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;dear &lt;B&gt;heart&lt;/B&gt;,&lt;BR&gt;sorry for the &lt;I&gt;pain&lt;/I&gt;. sorry for the &lt;U&gt;emptiness&lt;/U&gt;, &lt;B&gt;the sadness&lt;/B&gt;, the being &lt;I&gt;torn-in-two&lt;/I&gt;. i want to say it's all his fault, &lt;U&gt;but i can't&lt;/U&gt;. it's&lt;I&gt; mine too&lt;/I&gt;.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;listen to your &lt;I&gt;friends&lt;/I&gt; when they tell you he's a&lt;BR&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;bad thing&lt;/STRONG&gt; because they can see what you &lt;U&gt;refuse&lt;/U&gt; to&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;this is a &lt;B&gt;shovel &amp;amp;&amp;amp; rake&lt;/B&gt; convo.&lt;BR&gt;&lt;U&gt;NO HOES ALLOWED&lt;/U&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;I'm &lt;EM&gt;trying&lt;/EM&gt; to convince myself that&lt;BR&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;you're not&lt;/STRONG&gt; the one for me&lt;BR&gt;but the more i think, &lt;EM&gt;the less&lt;/EM&gt; &lt;BR&gt;i believe it and the &lt;U&gt;more i want you&lt;/U&gt;&lt;BR&gt;here with &lt;STRONG&gt;me&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;cause you know &lt;EM&gt;i love you&lt;/EM&gt;, &lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; even if we can &lt;U&gt;only&lt;/U&gt; be friends, i'll be with you &lt;STRONG&gt;until the very end&lt;/STRONG&gt;.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;Too&lt;/I&gt; &lt;U&gt;many&lt;/U&gt; times I've been &lt;B&gt;lead&lt;/B&gt; &lt;U&gt;on&lt;/U&gt;...&lt;BR&gt;Left &lt;B&gt;dreaming&lt;/B&gt; and &lt;U&gt;fantasizing&lt;/U&gt;...&lt;BR&gt;&lt;I&gt;Waiting&lt;/I&gt; for &lt;B&gt;moments&lt;/B&gt; that &lt;I&gt;will&lt;/I&gt; &lt;U&gt;never&lt;/U&gt; &lt;B&gt;appear&lt;/B&gt;...&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;I'm &lt;B&gt;tired&lt;/B&gt; of &lt;U&gt;waiting&lt;/U&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;I&gt;Depending&lt;/I&gt; on &lt;B&gt;dreams&lt;/B&gt;&lt;BR&gt;To &lt;U&gt;help&lt;/U&gt; me &lt;I&gt;through&lt;/I&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Every &lt;B&gt;endless&lt;/B&gt; &lt;U&gt;night&lt;/U&gt;&lt;BR&gt;I &lt;EM&gt;need&lt;/EM&gt; something &lt;I&gt;real&lt;/I&gt;...&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;Take me &lt;STRONG&gt;home tonight&lt;/STRONG&gt;, I don't wanna &lt;U&gt;let you go&lt;/U&gt; to see the light. Be my &lt;EM&gt;little baby&lt;/EM&gt;.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;what happens when the &lt;B&gt;one guy &lt;/B&gt;you know is &lt;I&gt;right&lt;/I&gt; for&lt;BR&gt;&lt;U&gt;you&lt;/U&gt;, is with the one girl you know is &lt;B&gt;wrong&lt;/B&gt; for &lt;U&gt;him&lt;/U&gt;?&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;Put me in a &lt;EM&gt;room with him&lt;/EM&gt;,&lt;BR&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; you'll hear &lt;U&gt;a lot more noises&lt;/U&gt;&lt;BR&gt;then an herbal essences commerical.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;What is &lt;STRONG&gt;love? &lt;/STRONG&gt;baby &lt;EM&gt;don't hurt me&lt;/EM&gt;, don't hurt me&lt;STRONG&gt;;;&lt;/STRONG&gt; &lt;U&gt;no more&lt;/U&gt;.&lt;/P&gt;&lt;FONT size=1&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;her &lt;U&gt;heart&lt;/U&gt; as been &lt;BR&gt;T0RN UP&lt;STRONG&gt;//&lt;/STRONG&gt; SPIT 0N &lt;STRONG&gt;// &lt;/STRONG&gt;STEPPED 0N &lt;STRONG&gt;//&lt;/STRONG&gt; TEASED &lt;STRONG&gt;// &lt;/STRONG&gt;PLAYED WITH &lt;BR&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; yet it's still&amp;nbsp;&lt;EM&gt;strong enough to go on&lt;/EM&gt; .. &lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;so we can &lt;B&gt;stand&lt;/B&gt; here, above the clouds&lt;BR&gt;and you can kiss me &amp;amp;&amp;amp; &lt;I&gt;love me&lt;/I&gt; &lt;BR&gt;we're almost in &lt;U&gt;heaven&lt;/U&gt;, almost there&lt;BR&gt;&lt;I&gt;baby&lt;/I&gt;, we can make the world &lt;B&gt;jealous&lt;/B&gt; ..&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;i &lt;STRONG&gt;always&lt;/STRONG&gt; knew looking back on &lt;EM&gt;tears&lt;/EM&gt; would &lt;U&gt;make me laugh&lt;/U&gt;.&lt;BR&gt;but i &lt;U&gt;never&lt;/U&gt; knew looking back on &lt;STRONG&gt;laughs&lt;/STRONG&gt; would make me cry &lt;/P&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;You &lt;B&gt;keep trying &lt;/B&gt;so hard to be &lt;BR&gt;everything &lt;I&gt;your not, &lt;/I&gt;you will &lt;BR&gt;&lt;U&gt;miss&lt;/U&gt; everything you were &lt;U&gt;meant to be&lt;/U&gt;. &lt;BR&gt;&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;but who cares about the&lt;B&gt; BIG&lt;/B&gt; days &lt;BR&gt;when we're &lt;U&gt;apart&lt;/U&gt;. It's the &lt;I&gt;small&lt;/I&gt; days we &lt;BR&gt;we're &lt;B&gt;together, &lt;/B&gt;those were the days&lt;BR&gt;that made me &lt;I&gt;fall in love with&lt;/I&gt; &lt;B&gt;&lt;U&gt;you&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/U&gt; &lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;Life is &lt;EM&gt;good&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;;;&lt;/STRONG&gt; I'm &lt;U&gt;feeling&lt;/U&gt; you.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;no one can &lt;B&gt;tell you&lt;/B&gt; what &lt;U&gt;love&lt;/U&gt; is...&lt;BR&gt;you will know &lt;U&gt;simply&lt;/U&gt; when you feel &lt;I&gt;nothing else&lt;/I&gt;.&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;Hey gurls! Thanx for all the comments &amp;amp;&amp;amp; thanks to all the new subscribers! =] Keep up the great job &amp;amp;&amp;amp; keep enjoying the quotes! &amp;lt;3&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;U&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/U&gt;&lt;U&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/U&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;I'm &lt;EM&gt;beautifully&lt;/EM&gt; &lt;U&gt;broken&lt;/U&gt; &lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; I &lt;EM&gt;don't&lt;/EM&gt; mind if you know it.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;he &lt;EM&gt;could&lt;/EM&gt; have a &lt;STRONG&gt;prettier&lt;/STRONG&gt; girl than me&lt;BR&gt;he could have a &lt;EM&gt;smarter girl&lt;/EM&gt; than me&lt;BR&gt;he &lt;EM&gt;could &lt;/EM&gt;have a &lt;U&gt;perfected&lt;/U&gt; girl than me&lt;BR&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;but&lt;/STRONG&gt; instead &lt;U&gt;he wants me&lt;/U&gt;&lt;BR&gt;because he loves me for what I am&lt;BR&gt;not &lt;EM&gt;who I’m not&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;U&gt; &lt;/U&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;Guys are complete asses &lt;I&gt;all the time&lt;/I&gt;. Girls just have a &lt;I&gt;&lt;U&gt;special week&lt;/I&gt;&lt;/U&gt; out of every month to finally have an excuse to be a &lt;STRONG&gt;complete&lt;/STRONG&gt; bitch about &lt;EM&gt;everything.&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;Never&lt;/STRONG&gt; let a guy know you like him &lt;EM&gt;because&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;BR&gt;then he knows that &lt;U&gt;whatever&lt;/U&gt; he does, you're&lt;BR&gt;still &lt;STRONG&gt;gonna love&lt;/STRONG&gt; him &lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp; &lt;/STRONG&gt;he's gonna &lt;EM&gt;mess&lt;/EM&gt; with&lt;BR&gt;your &lt;U&gt;heart&lt;/U&gt; until it &lt;STRONG&gt;breaks&lt;/STRONG&gt; in half &lt;/P&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;FONT size=1&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;So we're &lt;STRONG&gt;not a couple&lt;/STRONG&gt; anymore, that doesn't mean&amp;nbsp;I don't have the &lt;EM&gt;right to be happy&lt;/EM&gt;, that doesn't mean that&amp;nbsp;I have to &lt;U&gt;live in the past&lt;/U&gt;, and that &lt;STRONG&gt;certainly&lt;/STRONG&gt; doesn't mean&amp;nbsp;I have to remember you. But the &lt;U&gt;problem is&lt;/U&gt;, I'm &lt;STRONG&gt;not happy&lt;/STRONG&gt;, I am living in the past, and&amp;nbsp;I will &lt;EM&gt;always remember you&lt;/EM&gt;.&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;I &lt;EM&gt;still &lt;/EM&gt;get my hopes up every time. Hoping that, &lt;STRONG&gt;just this once&lt;/STRONG&gt;, you'll care. &lt;BR&gt;But, you &lt;U&gt;don't.&lt;/U&gt; You &lt;EM&gt;never&lt;/EM&gt; do. And it &lt;EM&gt;crushes&lt;/EM&gt; me every time.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;i have &lt;U&gt;a habit&lt;/U&gt; of falling&lt;I&gt; too hard&lt;/I&gt; &lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;BR&gt;falling&lt;B&gt; too fast&lt;/B&gt; &amp;amp;&amp;amp; getting &lt;U&gt;my hopes&lt;/U&gt;&lt;BR&gt;up for&lt;I&gt; something&lt;/I&gt; i know &lt;B&gt;won't last&lt;/B&gt; .&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;There is &lt;I&gt;nothing more&lt;/I&gt; for me to&lt;B&gt; lose,&lt;/B&gt;&lt;BR&gt;my heart is &lt;B&gt;swollen&lt;/B&gt;, &lt;U&gt;broken&lt;/U&gt;, &lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; &lt;I&gt;bruised&lt;/I&gt;.&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;I'm not &lt;B&gt;that good&lt;/B&gt; of a person. I make &lt;I&gt;mistakes&lt;/I&gt;. I have &lt;U&gt;regrets&lt;/U&gt;. I act like I'm a lot &lt;B&gt;smarter&lt;/B&gt; than I actually am. I &lt;I&gt;cry&lt;/I&gt;. I laugh &lt;U&gt;way&lt;/U&gt; too loud &lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; things just seem to &lt;U&gt;get to&lt;/U&gt; me. Bascially I'm saying &lt;B&gt;&lt;I&gt;I'm not perfect&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/I&gt;, but when I'm with &lt;U&gt;you&lt;/U&gt;, it doesn't matter because &lt;I&gt;you&lt;/I&gt; make me &lt;B&gt;smile&lt;/B&gt; &lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;All&lt;/STRONG&gt; she wants is &lt;EM&gt;someone&lt;/EM&gt; to &lt;U&gt;want her back&lt;/U&gt;.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;and we &lt;I&gt;pinky promised&lt;/I&gt; we'd&lt;BR&gt;be &lt;U&gt;best&lt;/U&gt; &lt;B&gt;friends&lt;/B&gt; &lt;U&gt;forever&lt;/U&gt;.. we &lt;BR&gt;still &lt;I&gt;are &lt;/I&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; will be &lt;B&gt;&lt;I&gt;forever&lt;/I&gt;&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;i didn't &lt;U&gt;give&lt;/U&gt; &lt;U&gt;up&lt;/U&gt; on &lt;B&gt;you&lt;/B&gt;..&lt;BR&gt;you &lt;EM&gt;gave up on me&lt;/EM&gt;.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp; &lt;/STRONG&gt;your &lt;EM&gt;the one&lt;/EM&gt; worth &lt;U&gt;waiting&lt;/U&gt; for.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;no&lt;/STRONG&gt; big deal, &lt;EM&gt;break&lt;/EM&gt; her heart, let her down. &lt;BR&gt;make her &lt;U&gt;cry&lt;/U&gt;. you &lt;EM&gt;"love"&lt;/EM&gt; her, right? &lt;BR&gt;everything is fine. hold her hand. &lt;BR&gt;&lt;EM&gt;lead her on&lt;/EM&gt;. it's no big deal. &lt;STRONG&gt;she's just a girl&lt;/STRONG&gt;.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;/I&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; i finally &lt;U&gt;found&lt;/U&gt; that life &lt;EM&gt;goes on&lt;/EM&gt; without &lt;I&gt;you&lt;/I&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&lt;I&gt;&amp;amp;&lt;/I&gt;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; my &lt;B&gt;world&lt;/B&gt; still turns when you're &lt;I&gt;not&lt;/I&gt; around&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;what we &lt;U&gt;think&lt;/U&gt; &lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; what we &lt;I&gt;feel&lt;/I&gt; is always&lt;BR&gt;different from how we &lt;U&gt;speak&lt;/U&gt; &lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; how&lt;BR&gt;we &lt;B&gt;deal&lt;/B&gt;&amp;nbsp; so my &lt;I&gt;advice to all&lt;/I&gt; of you is &lt;BR&gt;plan &lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; simple. . .&amp;nbsp;just be &lt;B&gt;real&lt;/B&gt;.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;if &lt;STRONG&gt;ever&lt;/STRONG&gt; there is a &lt;EM&gt;tomorrow&lt;/EM&gt; when &lt;U&gt;were not together&lt;/U&gt;,&lt;BR&gt;there's something you must &lt;STRONG&gt;always&lt;/STRONG&gt; remember &lt;BR&gt;you're &lt;EM&gt;braver than you believe&lt;/EM&gt;, &lt;STRONG&gt;stronger &lt;/STRONG&gt;than you seem,&lt;BR&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp; &lt;/STRONG&gt;smarter than &lt;U&gt;you think&lt;/U&gt;, but the &lt;STRONG&gt;most important&lt;/STRONG&gt; thing&lt;BR&gt;is &lt;EM&gt;even&lt;/EM&gt; when were not together, &lt;U&gt;i'll always be with you&lt;/U&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;If I was &lt;STRONG&gt;falling like a star&lt;/STRONG&gt;, would you be &lt;EM&gt;right there&lt;/EM&gt; to &lt;U&gt;catch me&lt;/U&gt;?&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;If you &lt;STRONG&gt;were mine&lt;/STRONG&gt;, I'd be your &lt;EM&gt;everything&lt;/EM&gt; &lt;STRONG&gt;. . . &amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; you'd be the &lt;U&gt;only thing&lt;/U&gt; that I would &lt;EM&gt;ever need&lt;/EM&gt;.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;it's &lt;B&gt;amazing&lt;/B&gt; how quickly a &lt;I&gt;broken heart&lt;/I&gt; can &lt;U&gt;mend&lt;/U&gt; when it &lt;B&gt;stumbles&lt;/B&gt; across the &lt;I&gt;perfect&lt;/I&gt; person.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;after all is &lt;STRONG&gt;said and done&lt;/STRONG&gt;,&lt;BR&gt;i &lt;EM&gt;still &lt;/EM&gt;think you're &lt;U&gt;amazing&lt;/U&gt;&lt;BR&gt;i still c&lt;U&gt;herish&lt;/U&gt; every moment&lt;BR&gt;i spent with you &lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; every&lt;BR&gt;&lt;EM&gt;smile&lt;/EM&gt; you brought to my face&lt;BR&gt;i'll &lt;STRONG&gt;forever be thankful&lt;/STRONG&gt; that someone&lt;BR&gt;like you was brought into &lt;U&gt;my life&lt;/U&gt;&lt;BR&gt;even if it had to be taken away &lt;EM&gt;too soon&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;BR&gt;see, you were &lt;STRONG&gt;my miracle&lt;/STRONG&gt;, you were&lt;BR&gt;my &lt;U&gt;fairy tale&lt;/U&gt; i got to live. &lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;i'm &lt;U&gt;sick&lt;/U&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;EM&gt;tired&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/EM&gt;of saying &lt;STRONG&gt;sorry &lt;/STRONG&gt;for&lt;BR&gt;the things&lt;EM&gt; i didn't do&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;you're talking to &lt;STRONG&gt;a girl&lt;/STRONG&gt; who has&lt;BR&gt;had her &lt;EM&gt;heart broken&lt;/EM&gt;, &lt;U&gt;cried&lt;/U&gt; for &lt;BR&gt;continuous hours, &lt;U&gt;yelled&lt;/U&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; screamed&lt;BR&gt;for help. a girl who &lt;EM&gt;turned her back&lt;/EM&gt; on the world&lt;BR&gt;and a girl who did nothing &lt;STRONG&gt;but&lt;/STRONG&gt; love someone&lt;BR&gt;&lt;EM&gt;who couldn't love her back.&lt;/EM&gt; &lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;sometimes &lt;/I&gt;the feeling we start to have &lt;B&gt;again &lt;/B&gt;are the feelings that never really went &lt;U&gt;away &lt;/U&gt;...&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;but we &lt;B&gt;understand&lt;/B&gt; each other&lt;BR&gt;and we care &lt;U&gt;about&lt;/U&gt; each other&lt;BR&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; i &lt;B&gt;believe&lt;/B&gt; that years from now&lt;BR&gt;we &lt;I&gt;still&lt;/I&gt; will &lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;no matter&lt;B&gt; how&lt;/B&gt; many&lt;I&gt; &lt;U&gt;coins&lt;/I&gt;&lt;/U&gt; you&lt;BR&gt;throw in a &lt;B&gt;&lt;U&gt;fountain&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/U&gt;, or the&lt;I&gt; number&lt;/I&gt;&lt;BR&gt;of&lt;B&gt; fingers&lt;/B&gt; you &lt;I&gt;cross&lt;/I&gt;, if it's &lt;B&gt;&lt;I&gt;not&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/I&gt; meant&lt;BR&gt;to be, it &lt;B&gt;&lt;I&gt;won't&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/I&gt; happen..&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;love&lt;/B&gt; leaves a &lt;B&gt;memory&lt;/B&gt; no one can &lt;U&gt;steal&lt;/U&gt;&lt;BR&gt;but it also leaves a &lt;I&gt;heartache&lt;/I&gt; no one can &lt;U&gt;heal&lt;/U&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;&lt;EM&gt;subscribe&lt;/EM&gt; &lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; &lt;U&gt;COMMENT!! &lt;/U&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;lt;33&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;Thanks&lt;/STRONG&gt; for the comments and new subscriptions &lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;lt;3&lt;/STRONG&gt; You guys are &lt;EM&gt;great&lt;/EM&gt; &lt;STRONG&gt;=&lt;/STRONG&gt;] Keep it up! &lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;U&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/U&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;Don't be&lt;STRONG&gt; afraid&lt;/STRONG&gt; to tell someone you &lt;EM&gt;love&lt;/EM&gt; them. If you do, they might &lt;BR&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;break &lt;/STRONG&gt;your heart...if you &lt;U&gt;don't&lt;/U&gt;, you might &lt;EM&gt;break&lt;/EM&gt; theirs. &lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;A &lt;STRONG&gt;best friend&lt;/STRONG&gt; is the one who sees you&amp;nbsp; when everyone is &lt;BR&gt;&lt;EM&gt;too caught up&lt;/EM&gt; in their own world to notice you &lt;U&gt;standing&lt;/U&gt; there.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;Don't &lt;/STRONG&gt;be a person who has to &lt;U&gt;look back&lt;/U&gt; and &lt;EM&gt;wonder&lt;/EM&gt; what they &lt;I&gt;would&lt;/I&gt; have done, or &lt;I&gt;could&lt;/I&gt; have had.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;I &lt;STRONG&gt;love&lt;/STRONG&gt; you. I've loved you &lt;EM&gt;all along&lt;/EM&gt;.&lt;BR&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; I miss you.&lt;BR&gt;Been &lt;U&gt;far way&lt;/U&gt; for far too long.&lt;BR&gt;I keep &lt;EM&gt;dreaming&lt;/EM&gt; you'll be with me,&lt;BR&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; you'll never go.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;I wanna &lt;I&gt;sleep&lt;/I&gt; on the hard &lt;B&gt;ground&lt;/B&gt;&lt;BR&gt;In the &lt;U&gt;comfort&lt;/U&gt; of your &lt;I&gt;arms&lt;/I&gt;&lt;BR&gt;On a &lt;B&gt;pillow&lt;/B&gt; of &lt;U&gt;bluebonnets&lt;/U&gt;&lt;BR&gt;In a &lt;I&gt;blanket&lt;/I&gt; made of &lt;B&gt;stars&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;if a &lt;U&gt;man&lt;/U&gt; wants you,&lt;BR&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;nothing &lt;/STRONG&gt;can keep him away&lt;BR&gt;but if he doesn't &lt;I&gt;want you&lt;/I&gt;,&lt;BR&gt;&lt;I&gt;nothing&lt;/I&gt; can &lt;U&gt;make&lt;/U&gt; him stay&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; if youre &lt;I&gt;sitting&lt;/I&gt; there with that &lt;U&gt;sad&lt;/U&gt; look on your &lt;B&gt;face&lt;/B&gt; hoping things will &lt;I&gt;fade&lt;/I&gt; &lt;U&gt;away &lt;/U&gt;here's something &lt;B&gt;new&lt;/B&gt;--&lt;BR&gt;you can &lt;U&gt;only&lt;/U&gt; succeed &lt;I&gt;if&lt;/I&gt; you &lt;B&gt;try&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;she &lt;STRONG&gt;cries&lt;/STRONG&gt; herself to &lt;EM&gt;sleep&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;BR&gt;so that she could &lt;U&gt;dream of him&lt;/U&gt;&lt;BR&gt;and &lt;STRONG&gt;dedicates &lt;/STRONG&gt;every tear&lt;BR&gt;to every time he made her&lt;EM&gt; smile&lt;/EM&gt; &lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;i &lt;B&gt;think&lt;/B&gt; you should put a &lt;I&gt;condom&lt;/I&gt; on your head . . . because if you act like a &lt;U&gt;dick&lt;/U&gt;, you mite as well &lt;B&gt;look&lt;/B&gt; like one too.&lt;I&gt; &lt;/I&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;&lt;EM&gt;your&lt;/EM&gt; so &lt;B&gt;important&lt;/B&gt; to me.&lt;EM&gt; you;ve&lt;/EM&gt; been a &lt;B&gt;big&lt;/B&gt; part in my life&lt;B&gt; ;;&lt;/B&gt; how could &lt;EM&gt;people&lt;/EM&gt; just tell &lt;B&gt;me&lt;/B&gt; to forget &lt;EM&gt;you&lt;/EM&gt;.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;if i could give youu &lt;B&gt;one thing&lt;/B&gt;&lt;BR&gt;i &lt;I&gt;wish&lt;/I&gt; for youu the &lt;U&gt;ability&lt;/U&gt; to&lt;BR&gt;see &lt;I&gt;yourself&lt;/I&gt; as others see you&lt;BR&gt;then youu would &lt;B&gt;realize&lt;/B&gt; what&lt;BR&gt;a &lt;U&gt;truly amazing&lt;/U&gt; person you are.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;maybe &lt;I&gt;some&lt;/I&gt; people &lt;B&gt;aren’t&lt;/B&gt; meant &lt;BR&gt;to be in &lt;U&gt;our lives&lt;/U&gt; forever. maybe &lt;BR&gt;some are just &lt;I&gt;passing through&lt;/I&gt; to&lt;BR&gt;teach &lt;B&gt;us a &lt;/B&gt;lesson &lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;and it's &lt;B&gt;those days&lt;/B&gt; you wish you had a&lt;I&gt; boyfriend&lt;/I&gt; to&lt;BR&gt;cuddle &lt;U&gt;with&lt;/U&gt; , hold &lt;I&gt;hands&lt;/I&gt; , &lt;B&gt;kiss&lt;/B&gt; , tell &lt;U&gt;him&lt;/U&gt; everything.&lt;BR&gt;i just&lt;B&gt; want &lt;/B&gt;to be &lt;I&gt;loved &lt;/I&gt;by someone.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;just when you &lt;B&gt;least expect it&lt;/B&gt;, you start to&lt;BR&gt;picture &lt;I&gt;yourself &lt;/I&gt;with&lt;I&gt; him&lt;/I&gt; &lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; you think &lt;BR&gt;about the way &lt;U&gt;he makes&lt;/U&gt; you happy &lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/STRONG&gt;you see&lt;I&gt; how it all&lt;/I&gt; makes sense. &lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; you &lt;BR&gt;realize you &lt;B&gt;care about him&lt;/B&gt; a lot more than &lt;U&gt;you think&lt;/U&gt;.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;i'm &lt;U&gt;not&lt;/U&gt; afraid of telling you i &lt;B&gt;love&lt;/B&gt; you .&lt;BR&gt;i'm&lt;EM&gt; just afraid&lt;/EM&gt; of &lt;U&gt;what&lt;/U&gt; you'll say next&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;Sometimes it takes an &lt;STRONG&gt;argument&lt;/STRONG&gt; to &lt;EM&gt;break up&lt;/EM&gt; a relationship but&lt;BR&gt;the &lt;U&gt;reaction&lt;/U&gt; you take &lt;EM&gt;towards&lt;/EM&gt; the argument only &lt;STRONG&gt;makes it stronger&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;Love&lt;/B&gt; is when you are kept &lt;I&gt;awake&lt;/I&gt; at night &lt;BR&gt;with thoughts of him &lt;B&gt;&lt;I&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/I&gt; when sleep finds&lt;BR&gt;you, he's &lt;U&gt;waiting&lt;/U&gt; there in your &lt;I&gt;dreams&lt;/I&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;looks &lt;B&gt;dont matter&lt;/B&gt; anymore. id &lt;U&gt;rather &lt;/U&gt;have&lt;BR&gt;someone with &lt;I&gt;a good heart&lt;/I&gt; than some good&lt;BR&gt;looking &lt;B&gt;idiot &lt;/B&gt;with &lt;I&gt;no brain&lt;/I&gt;, because &lt;B&gt;looks&lt;BR&gt;fade &lt;/B&gt;and i know that. i know that im not &lt;I&gt;going&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/I&gt;to be &lt;I&gt;good looking forever&lt;/I&gt;.--&lt;U&gt;Paris Hilton&lt;/U&gt;.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;I want a &lt;STRONG&gt;boy&lt;/STRONG&gt; who will give&lt;BR&gt;me his &lt;EM&gt;favorite sweatshirt&lt;/EM&gt;, &lt;BR&gt;and whisper something &lt;U&gt;sweet&lt;/U&gt;&lt;BR&gt;in my ear, and no matter how&lt;BR&gt;old we are, i'll &lt;STRONG&gt;always&lt;/STRONG&gt; get &lt;U&gt;butterflies&lt;/U&gt;&lt;BR&gt;when i'm around him.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;For &lt;EM&gt;once&lt;/EM&gt; I wish I was the girl who would turn around&lt;BR&gt;&lt;B&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/B&gt; walk &lt;STRONG&gt;away&lt;/STRONG&gt; from the guy that really loved her&lt;BR&gt;&lt;B&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/B&gt; have tears &lt;U&gt;streaming&lt;/U&gt; down &lt;EM&gt;his&lt;/EM&gt; face.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp; there are just &lt;I&gt;some&lt;/I&gt; things that a girl just&lt;BR&gt;&lt;U&gt;cant &lt;/U&gt;let go of no matter how hard she &lt;B&gt;tries&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;&lt;BR&gt;you said you&lt;STRONG&gt; loved&lt;/STRONG&gt; me,&lt;BR&gt;you said you &lt;EM&gt;needed &lt;/EM&gt;me&lt;BR&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp; &lt;/STRONG&gt;after all this time,&lt;BR&gt;I'm still &lt;U&gt;pathetic&lt;/U&gt; and &lt;EM&gt;believe&lt;/EM&gt; you.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;Find arms that will hold you at your &lt;I&gt;weakest&lt;/I&gt; &lt;BR&gt;eyes that will &lt;B&gt;look&lt;/B&gt; at you at your ugliest &lt;BR&gt;and a heart that will &lt;B&gt;&lt;U&gt;love&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/U&gt; you at your &lt;I&gt;worst&lt;/I&gt; &lt;BR&gt;because thats the &lt;B&gt;only&lt;/B&gt; love that really matters&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;I &lt;I&gt;know&lt;/I&gt; I don't &lt;U&gt;have&lt;/U&gt; the&lt;B&gt; prettiest &lt;/B&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;B&gt;face&lt;/B&gt; for &lt;I&gt;you&lt;/I&gt; to &lt;U&gt;look&lt;/U&gt; at, or&lt;I&gt; the&lt;/I&gt; &lt;BR&gt;&lt;I&gt;skinniest&lt;/I&gt; &lt;U&gt;waist&lt;/U&gt; for you to &lt;B&gt;hold&lt;/B&gt;, but I &lt;BR&gt;&lt;B&gt;promise &lt;/B&gt;I do &lt;B&gt;have&lt;/B&gt; the &lt;U&gt;biggest&lt;/U&gt; &lt;BR&gt;&lt;I&gt;heart&lt;/I&gt; to &lt;U&gt;love you&lt;/U&gt; with..&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;Leave &lt;STRONG&gt;LOTS&lt;/STRONG&gt; of &lt;EM&gt;comments&lt;/EM&gt; and keep &lt;U&gt;subscribing&lt;/U&gt; &lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;lt;33&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;</description><comments>http://www.xanga.com/soSEDUCTiVExquOtes/364809597/item.html#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Friday, October 07, 2005</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/soSEDUCTiVExquOtes/362085232/item.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/soSEDUCTiVExquOtes/362085232/item.html</guid><pubDate>Fri, 07 Oct 2005 22:18:17 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;`'Subscribers:&lt;/STRONG&gt; 420 &lt;EM&gt;*&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;Thanks for &lt;STRONG&gt;subscribing&lt;/STRONG&gt; and commenting! You guys did &lt;EM&gt;much better&lt;/EM&gt; &lt;STRONG&gt;=]&lt;/STRONG&gt; &lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;U&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/U&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;Life&lt;/B&gt; is about&lt;I&gt; trusting&lt;/I&gt; your feelings &lt;U&gt;&amp;amp;&lt;/U&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;U&gt;taking&lt;/U&gt; chances,&lt;B&gt; losing&lt;/B&gt; and &lt;I&gt;finding&lt;/I&gt;&lt;BR&gt;happiness. &lt;U&gt;Appreciating &lt;/U&gt;the &lt;B&gt;memories&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/B&gt;and&lt;I&gt; learning&lt;/I&gt; from the&lt;B&gt; pain&lt;/B&gt; &amp;amp; &lt;U&gt;realizing&lt;/U&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;U&gt;that&lt;/U&gt; people &lt;B&gt;always &lt;/B&gt;change&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;A&amp;nbsp;&lt;B&gt;best friend&lt;/B&gt;&amp;nbsp;is the &lt;I&gt;person&lt;/I&gt; who will &lt;U&gt;sleep&lt;/U&gt; with the phone &lt;I&gt;under&lt;/I&gt; their pillow, incase &lt;U&gt;you&lt;/U&gt; wake up in the &lt;I&gt;middle&lt;/I&gt; of the night, &lt;B&gt;crying &lt;/B&gt;because everythings all &lt;U&gt;wrong with life right now&lt;/U&gt;, but shes there to &lt;B&gt;&lt;U&gt;talk&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/U&gt;, to make &lt;I&gt;things&lt;/I&gt; seem &lt;B&gt;better&lt;/B&gt; again. Those &lt;B&gt;times&lt;/B&gt; will never be &lt;I&gt;forgotten&lt;/I&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;you &lt;EM&gt;can't&lt;/EM&gt; be &lt;B&gt;"just friends"&lt;/B&gt; with the boy who&lt;BR&gt;makes you a &lt;EM&gt;clutz&lt;/EM&gt; in his presence ; who causes&lt;BR&gt;you to &lt;B&gt;stumble&lt;/B&gt; over your &lt;EM&gt;word&lt;/EM&gt;s . You can't be&lt;BR&gt;" &lt;U&gt;just friends&lt;/U&gt;" with the boy you fell &lt;EM&gt;completley&lt;/EM&gt; &lt;BR&gt;&lt;B&gt;head over heals&lt;/B&gt; for.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;there&lt;/B&gt; are &lt;U&gt;days&lt;/U&gt; that&lt;I&gt; i love you&lt;/I&gt;, and &lt;B&gt;days&lt;/B&gt; that i &lt;U&gt;dont&lt;/U&gt;. &lt;I&gt;days&lt;/I&gt; i'd like to be&lt;B&gt; friends&lt;/B&gt;.and &lt;U&gt;days&lt;/U&gt; that i&lt;I&gt; wont&lt;/I&gt;. &lt;B&gt;days&lt;/B&gt; i'll &lt;U&gt;pick up&lt;/U&gt; the&lt;I&gt; phone&lt;/I&gt; and &lt;B&gt;give&lt;/B&gt; you a &lt;U&gt;call&lt;/U&gt;. &lt;I&gt;days&lt;/I&gt; im so &lt;B&gt;sad&lt;/B&gt; i &lt;U&gt;dont&lt;/U&gt; want to&lt;I&gt; talk&lt;/I&gt; to you at all .&lt;B&gt; days&lt;/B&gt; i look &lt;U&gt;back&lt;/U&gt; at all the &lt;I&gt;things&lt;/I&gt; that we &lt;U&gt;shared&lt;/U&gt;. &lt;I&gt;days&lt;/I&gt; i &lt;B&gt;question&lt;/B&gt;&lt;I&gt; myself&lt;/I&gt; if you &lt;U&gt;really&lt;/U&gt; even &lt;B&gt;care&lt;/B&gt;. &lt;U&gt;theres&lt;/U&gt; so &lt;I&gt;many&lt;/I&gt; &lt;B&gt;things&lt;/B&gt; i &lt;U&gt;wish&lt;/U&gt; i could&lt;I&gt; say&lt;/I&gt;, but im &lt;B&gt;scared&lt;/B&gt; it will all &lt;U&gt;come out&lt;/U&gt; in the&lt;I&gt; wrong way&lt;/I&gt;. &lt;B&gt;no matter&lt;/B&gt; how &lt;U&gt;much&lt;/U&gt; &lt;I&gt;time&lt;/I&gt; goes by, i'll &lt;B&gt;always&lt;/B&gt; be by your &lt;U&gt;side&lt;/U&gt;, cause i&lt;I&gt; couldnt&lt;/I&gt; stop &lt;B&gt;loving&lt;/B&gt; you .. &lt;U&gt;even&lt;/U&gt; if i &lt;I&gt;tried&lt;/I&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;"&lt;U&gt;Loved&lt;/U&gt;" &lt;EM&gt;isn't&lt;/EM&gt; a &lt;B&gt;word&lt;/B&gt;.&lt;BR&gt;&lt;B&gt;There&lt;/B&gt; is no &lt;U&gt;past&lt;/U&gt; tense of love.&lt;BR&gt;If you &lt;B&gt;love someone&lt;/B&gt;,&lt;BR&gt;You'll always &lt;U&gt;love&lt;/U&gt; them, no &lt;EM&gt;matter what&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;True &lt;I&gt;beauty&lt;/I&gt; comes from &lt;I&gt;within&lt;/I&gt;.&lt;BR&gt;It's &lt;U&gt;not&lt;/U&gt; about the &lt;B&gt;clothes&lt;/B&gt;,&lt;BR&gt;the &lt;I&gt;makeup&lt;/I&gt;,&lt;BR&gt;or the &lt;STRONG&gt;guy.&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;Every&lt;/U&gt; &lt;B&gt;day&lt;/B&gt; I come up with a &lt;B&gt;new&lt;/B&gt; &lt;U&gt;reason&lt;/U&gt; to &lt;B&gt;change&lt;/B&gt; &lt;I&gt;myself&lt;/I&gt;...&lt;BR&gt;but when I &lt;I&gt;think&lt;/I&gt; about it...&lt;BR&gt;The &lt;B&gt;reasons&lt;/B&gt; &lt;U&gt;always&lt;/U&gt; come back to &lt;I&gt;pleasing&lt;/I&gt; &lt;B&gt;you&lt;/B&gt;...&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;You're &lt;B&gt;not friends&lt;/B&gt; because you &lt;I&gt;sit together&lt;/I&gt; at &lt;U&gt;lunch&lt;/U&gt; or &lt;B&gt;talk on the phone&lt;/B&gt;; or have &lt;I&gt;matching flip-flops&lt;/I&gt;' or can &lt;U&gt;recite&lt;/U&gt; each others &lt;B&gt;wardrode&lt;/B&gt;. &lt;I&gt;you're bestfriends&lt;/I&gt; because &lt;U&gt;when she smiles&lt;/U&gt;, &lt;I&gt;a&lt;/I&gt; &lt;I&gt;grin forces itself across your face&lt;/I&gt;. &lt;B&gt;no matter&lt;/B&gt; how &lt;U&gt;mad&lt;/U&gt; you are-- when she &lt;B&gt;cries&lt;/B&gt;&lt;I&gt;, you instantly feel her pain&lt;/I&gt;, &amp;amp; want to &lt;U&gt;cry&lt;/U&gt; with her. When you look her in the&lt;B&gt; eyes&lt;/B&gt; you &lt;U&gt;know&lt;/U&gt; there's &lt;I&gt;no one&lt;/I&gt; you could &lt;B&gt;ever trust more&lt;/B&gt;.&lt;I&gt; regardless&lt;/I&gt; of how many &lt;U&gt;broken hearts&lt;/U&gt; you've had. that's what it means to be&lt;B&gt; best friends&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp; &lt;/STRONG&gt;I sit and listen to everyone else's &lt;STRONG&gt;love stories&lt;BR&gt;&lt;I&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp; &lt;/I&gt;&lt;/STRONG&gt;I'm thinking to myself "&lt;I&gt;wheres mine?&lt;/I&gt;"&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; there's an&lt;I&gt; emptiness&lt;/I&gt; inside &lt;B&gt;of &lt;/B&gt;her that she's &lt;U&gt;dieing&lt;/U&gt; to &lt;B&gt;fill&lt;/B&gt; &lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;Me &lt;I&gt;without&lt;/I&gt; my friends? You must be&lt;B&gt;&lt;U&gt; insane&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/U&gt;.&lt;BR&gt;That's like a crackhead &lt;B&gt;without&lt;/B&gt; cocaine.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;She &lt;STRONG&gt;closes&lt;/STRONG&gt; her eyes,&lt;BR&gt;as her makeup &lt;EM&gt;runs&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;BR&gt;He got the &lt;U&gt;best&lt;/U&gt; of her&lt;BR&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;again.&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;I'm &lt;B&gt;tired&lt;/B&gt; of &lt;U&gt;waiting&lt;/U&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;I&gt;Depending&lt;/I&gt; on &lt;B&gt;dreams&lt;/B&gt;&lt;BR&gt;To &lt;U&gt;help&lt;/U&gt; me &lt;I&gt;through&lt;/I&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Every &lt;B&gt;endless&lt;/B&gt; &lt;U&gt;night&lt;/U&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;U&gt;I&lt;/U&gt; &lt;I&gt;need&lt;/I&gt; &lt;B&gt;something&lt;/B&gt; &lt;I&gt;real&lt;/I&gt;...&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;I just wanna stare at your &lt;EM&gt;beautiful &lt;/EM&gt;eyes &lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;BR&gt;fall asleep &lt;U&gt;in your arms&lt;/U&gt; because I know that&lt;BR&gt;I'm &lt;EM&gt;always&lt;/EM&gt; going to be &lt;STRONG&gt;happy&lt;/STRONG&gt; with you.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;Tell me the &lt;STRONG&gt;truth&lt;/STRONG&gt;, did you &lt;EM&gt;ever&lt;/EM&gt; love me?&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;Too&lt;/I&gt; &lt;U&gt;many&lt;/U&gt; times I've been &lt;B&gt;lead&lt;/B&gt; &lt;U&gt;on&lt;/U&gt;...&lt;BR&gt;Left &lt;B&gt;dreaming&lt;/B&gt; and &lt;U&gt;fantasizing&lt;/U&gt;...&lt;BR&gt;&lt;I&gt;Waiting&lt;/I&gt; for &lt;B&gt;moments&lt;/B&gt; that &lt;I&gt;will&lt;/I&gt; &lt;U&gt;never&lt;/U&gt; &lt;B&gt;appear&lt;/B&gt;...&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;i&lt;STRONG&gt; hate&lt;/STRONG&gt; the fact that no &lt;I&gt;matter&lt;/I&gt;&lt;BR&gt;how &lt;U&gt;much&lt;/U&gt; i show you &lt;EM&gt;i like you&lt;/EM&gt;,&lt;BR&gt;you still do &lt;STRONG&gt;nothing&lt;/STRONG&gt; about it &lt;/P&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp; &lt;/STRONG&gt;nobody &lt;EM&gt;needs&lt;/EM&gt; you like &lt;U&gt;I&lt;/U&gt; do.&amp;nbsp;i need &lt;STRONG&gt;all of you&lt;/STRONG&gt;.&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;Waking up&lt;/B&gt; is &lt;B&gt;&lt;I&gt;&lt;U&gt;hard&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/I&gt;&lt;/U&gt; to do when &lt;B&gt;no one&lt;/B&gt; &lt;U&gt;loves you&lt;/U&gt;..&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;Oh &lt;STRONG&gt;my love&lt;/STRONG&gt; I &lt;EM&gt;can't&lt;/EM&gt; let go, something's &lt;U&gt;wrong&lt;/U&gt;,&amp;nbsp;I can't let go.&lt;/P&gt;
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&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&amp;amp;&amp;amp;&lt;/STRONG&gt; She &lt;EM&gt;tries&lt;/EM&gt; to breath, to &lt;U&gt;ease&lt;/U&gt; her pain.&lt;/P&gt;
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