so_rad_with_my_yoyo's Xanga

Dear,readers

Mon, 17 Jul 2006 21:04:50 GMT

the many problems in life can be confusing..but you work towards fixing them..

don't let your hope down.. it's not worth it to go that low. at times life may seem hard but just pull throught those times with a smile on your face and look at them as one of those momments you'lle look back on and laugh.. you'lle have happy momments. lifes doesn't come with the bad momments always. it comes with the bad and good.. some times it may seem that you only get the bad.. but you get both of it.. life is always not that hard.. well on to love it's hard.. it gets inside of your head and heart and never wants to leave it's your new roommate.. as it thinks. it's not that you can't get rid of it, it's the simple fact that it may tear you up inside. that you do things that you might regret.. never knowing a cure for this.. cause sadly there isn't one.. love can go both ways it can eitheir go in heartbreak or misery. neithier one of those are good.. it's not the simple fact that it's the pain that you might have suffer from the lose it's how well you bounce back from all of this.. don't force love.. don't try and find it.. let it come to you.. wait for it.. it's worth it.. cause you'lle have the love that ends with happniess. and believe me when i say this it will end happy.. might not be like in the fairy tales but it will come close to it.. happniess is the key to life.. you have friends and family.. you don't always have to count on a boyfriend or girlfriend... sometimes when you have this one person on the mind. it's easy to fall into love.. even you might start to doubt how love is even working out for you. so you decide to cut love off from your life.. say things that you don't mean cause your mad at that one person.. you don't care who the words harm.. your only out to make your self better. and you don't care how you do it.. love does that to you. i know it happen to me.. it wasn't fun..i wasn't a happy camper. i learned that you just have to wait for love. it will come to you when it's ready.. so to all the people that feel that love has let them do. you'lle have your momment of love.. when you do it will be the best momment in your life. all the people that feel that love has mess them over.. just wait for that right person to come you.. there is a such thing as the right person for you.. i know this now. not saying that i'm looking to get back in the love game any time soon.. but i will and i'll be keeping it happy.. well thats all people.. thanks once agian who ever reads my advice.. it means alot to me.. i have two xanga.. my new one and this one.. this is an advice site okay.. for my advice towards people.. so if you even need advice let me know okay.. i'll be here. hope you have a kick ass day. love all ya people.. well

LATER DAYZ..

-phil-

Thursday, July 06, 2006

Thu, 06 Jul 2006 00:13:22 GMT

okay i'm back it's been a while..

there are some thing.. i have to tell you..

to hear you have to go on my new site okay..

it's something you all won't believe..

well

-phil-

www.xanga.com/the_hott_emo_gay_guy

Dear,Readers

Tue, 06 Jun 2006 14:19:02 GMT

some times there are many things that are left unsaid and other times your left to fill in the blank with what you got.

some words just can't be said.

many people won't say cause of the emotional feeling it has..

it's not cause they won't say it

it's cause they may be afriad to say..but never the less it's somehow the things you try and hide. but in the end they appear to come out no matter what..

love is hard and it's may seem hard to get over but you can..

at many times you may find heartbreak and misery..

but you can get over it what ever the odds are agianist you.

love is this twisted thing that mess with your emotions and leave you heartbroken when it's done with you..

some times it may bring good things..

if that happens then hold on to it..

it's some thing good to hold on to.

but never the less it's for you to find out..

try it..

if it's true love then good things will happen..

it's just love or lust..

then bad things will happen..

try to find that speical some one..

cause they say that you should be happy yourself..

without someone or with someone..

cause well girlfriends and boyfriends are a bonus to being happy.

learn that from a friend..

a good one..

use to be my friend..

so have an awsome day.

hope you enjoy my advice..

laterz..

well

-phil-

this is aiden agian.

she so awsome..

i love her so much

forever and ever i will..

Dear,Readers

Sat, 03 Jun 2006 01:42:45 GMT

time flys by so fast some times.. it's here and then it's not.whats the deal

where does it all go..

i don't know..

but what you do with your time reflects on how life will turn out for you..

the many options you have and the chances and decidesion that you make..

it's up to you.

no one else can live your life..

only you.

the road you take..

may end in success or failure..

it's all up to you..

out of the many things you learn one of those things are to learn to live for yourself...

this world is big and many times you can get lose in it

but it's the times when you know how to find your way back to where you need to be.

there will be tools for you to use..

it's not like you won't get any help at all..

many people make good choices and many people make bad choices.

you can't be a kid forever.

you have to grown up some time

you can go through high school and finish it..

and then go to collage and have your life set from there with any thing you study..

or you can drop out of high school and have a job that gets you no where in life.

depending on what you chose to do ,will affect your life..

the momments are there for you and the oppertunitys are waiting..take them..

don't wait for them to come to you..

it's not a game in life it's more real then you think

come on it's reality and it don't play..

hey you get knock down get back up

just don't give up

keep trying until you get it..

so people i leave you with bye hope you like the advice..

sorry i haven't been to the computer in a while..

have a kick ass summer..

enjoy life..

well

-phil-

p.s i love this girl so much..

her name is aiden

Dear,Readers

Tue, 30 May 2006 15:13:52 GMT

sometimes in this crazy world things happen.

people are not perfect even though they try to be and it never works..

but thats just it's all about for them..

there idea dream is there tradegy and down fall..

having the many mistake is normal

many people have them..

though you make a mistake it's not the end of the world..

you said somethings that you didn't mean..

it's was at the heat of the momment...

you we're mad

cause you add somethings up in your head..

what you thought turn out to be wrong

none of this was meant and well

saying sorry was just to overrated..

nope it's not coming from my mouth anymore..

it's my fault and well it's my life..

friends come and go..

but if there your true ones then they'lle be there for you no matter what...

lifes not meant to be normal...

it's made to go out there and do something crazy.. live it..

not just stand around..

part of life okay..

many times life is to hard.

but thats when have the spirit to get up and tell the world to get out of your way..

you will never go through life with out anything happening..

you'll face heartbreak.. fear of rejection and many other things..

you can try to let these get you down or you can tell them all to go to hell..

remember live your life....

do what you want..

and well if something gets you sad..

tell it to go to hell

your not perfect and well you shouldn't try to be cause anyone else..

no one worth that..

so well people hope you enjoy my advice and well

have a kick ass day..

well

-phil-

p.s. i give thanks to jennifer lewis..

cause she gave me such good advice

which help me give you people advice

thanks jennifer

i will always remember you..

have a great life..

The many ways to know you've found real friends

Sat, 27 May 2006 20:54:56 GMT

friends are the people that help no matter what..

when times are needed there right there for you no matter what your in or what may happen in the end..

there the true friends not the fake ones..

it's the line between real and fake if you can the difference between the two..

real friends are the people that will help you no matter what happens.

if you needed some help and no one will help you. your real friends will help

your fake friends will just leave you there or just try to make some type of lie up so you won't feel that bad when they say no..

depending on in this world if you find real friends..

if you do then keep them because no matter what they'lle be there until the very end.

you can always have a girlfriend or boyfriend but when they leave you.

you will always have friends. but it's the real friends that stay with you.

they'lle be there for you...

when times are rough friends stick through with you..

friends are like family to you.

no matter what you always stick together. lick brothers or sisters..

it's a bond that meets no match to other problems in the world..

it's so strong that it's almost mpossible to get rid of..

friends have your side on a worse or on a good day..

fake friends will lie to you and cheat you out of things at times.

they'lle talk about you behind your back and not in a good way..

but real friends won't they will mention your name but it's a good way..

they may talk about at times but it's mostly some times a joke.

enjoy the friends you have.

most for sure if there your real friends

cause you can't them much any more...

so people i hope you like my advice and well all my posts i type will be advice to you.. it's kind of like an advice buisness

so sit back and enjoy my advice..

it's the truth almost all the time..

so have a great day.

keep your real friends close to you

and your fake friends far away

thats if you know the difference between the two.

have a kick ass day..

well

-phil-

The Many Things to look for in a friend..

Fri, 26 May 2006 18:08:45 GMT

some times things happen. it's normal and don't worry. if it gives you trouble..

turn to it and say back the hell off..

i'm not some puppet and i don't have to do what you say..

it's my life and i live it not you..

at times you may seem sad. find something to make you happy cause you don't have to stay sad for anyone..

it's your problem deal with it on your on..

the people you need are you friends..

cause went times are bad they help you out no matter what..

i mean the real friends not fake ones..

so if you know who your fake friends are tell them to go to hell.

stop showing out be your self..

you don't have to be cool to inpress any one.. if they don't like you for who your are..tell them to go to hell..

it's your life and you well you don't have to show your cool just to get friends..

thats just not a key fatcor in life..

i know this. .

cause once i did it.. and one person help my realize it.. that i need to take a look at my self..

still working on that a little..

that one person that help me is jennifer lewis...

shes an awsome person..

and evern if i'm not cool

shes still my friend..

people find friends like that..

well gtg okay..

well

have a kick ass day..

-phil-

Thursday, May 25, 2006

Thu, 25 May 2006 15:14:52 GMT

Some how in a way life can be weird but that doesn't give a reason for you not to give it hell.

Go out in a blaze. Make a stand.

Because you never know it might be worth it.

It all might be.

Some how you knowing that it's your life.

Well gives certain rights

That’s kick ass...

For that moment.

Cause when you act like reality doesn't exist

It sure is hell of fun

Life all doesn't revolve around this one moment.

But some how it does revolve how you live life.

Its life lives and get over your self okay...

things are not normal as they may seem all the time..

one mommnet they can be just fine and then another they can be out of wack..

it depends on that momment..

not everyday will be the perfect day you thought it would be..

it's how life goes.

it doesn't go your way all the time,

just live it..

you may make mistake,but everyone does..

so your not the only person..

don't act like it..

be your self.

and don't let any one tell you that your not cool enough to do anything you want to do..

it's your life and it's choice on how you want to live it..

have a kick ass day people

lifes hard and well thats just how it is.

nothing less of a challange..

well

-phil-

the many reason i'm weird

Wed, 24 May 2006 15:43:04 GMT

i'm going to the ameristar this friday to see xmen it's going to be awsome..

things are some gettng good.. i don't know how but they are..

i'm not looking for them to go bad anytime soon...

have awsome friends..

thats all i really need..

i might started smoking..

so what sue me..

it's my life..

i live the way i want to..

so get over it..

have a kick ass day peoplel.. well

-phil-

the many flaws i have on normal days

Sun, 21 May 2006 14:58:37 GMT

so people i thought it was time for me to update.. i have 102 comments. i love all the people that comment me.. there so awsome. i'm glad there all my friend..

thanks agian

so ya my weekend was fun. i'm kind of not adding sunday.cause nothing happen yet..

but who says it won't..

lets hope so..

well friday. i went to see da vinci code.. it awsome. some parts jump out on me.. it was surpising some times...

but never the less it was awsome..

well lets move on to saturday.. had something to do at my library and then i went to cool crest first time.. it was awsome. couldn't believe i was there..

had so much fun with playing ddr and hanging out with my friends..

i can't wait to go back..

lets hope i get to..

some people we're supose to meet me there i won't say any names but there ashley and jennifer.. it's okay.. i knew they wanted to play itg so they went to ameristar..

but well i thought they would be there..

oh well

have a kick ass day people. and rememeber enjoy your day..

well

-phil-