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Why are people so crazy? How could you just hold a gun and point it at your "love?" How could you point that same gun at 32 other innocent people who just so happen to be at the wrong place at the wrong time? yeah the Virginia Massacre. I have just been thinking how could have that Korean guy done such a horrible crime? Yeah maybe he had mixed emotions at the moment but seriously it's not a toy nor it is a funny joke it's Reality and innocent lives lost because of him.. I don't understand what the world's come to these days.. the foolish acts and everything..
It's like everything is turning into one VERY dramatic movie. I'm living in a horror movie but it's worst than any movie because it's reality. I'm living in a society where people can be so incompetent and uncaring. I remember I used to tell Joanne how cool it would be if our lives could be like a movie.. to experience love triangles.. and all that dramatic stuff well seriously be careful what you wish for cause every wish counts..
Yeah I used to write these incredibly long entries in my journal complaining about every little thing and how horrible life is and gosh as i read back I just realize how much of a drama queen and exaggerator i am cause I really didn't know what was bad. I guess it's true as you grow you learn a little more about the real world.
The world isn't one big multi colored rainbow anymore Through my perspective it is black, white, and gray. I wished it was like kindergarten where you could just be friends with everybody and not have to hide your emotions. I wished people would stop asking me "Are you ok" but they don't want to hear the truth. I am tired of certain people saying "I'll always be there" when in the end Where are you? It's the people who dont need to say or ask questions.. they just know when to really be there that i really treasure.
Hate is a strong word but i just want to say that there are certain people who i really really don't like right now. I want to hate them. I want to take all my problems and blame it all on them. I want to stop feeling guilty and I just don't ever want to deal with it anymore. But the truth is i cant blame it on them because I know that whatever happens happens and it is my fault
I'm sick of people lying to my face and making excuses on things they don't even know just to feel better about themselves or because they don't want to be responsible. I really dislike it when people act like they know me and every aspect about me. I hate it when people only look at one side of things and not think about the other..
"Who I am hates who I've been"
If you choose to read my entry don't ask me questions or what not because all i am doing is expressing what is bottled up inside.
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Trapped
I’m trapped in a web of lies
There’s no way of honesty
No trust
I did a stupid thing.
Probably the stupidest
I actually tried to speak to my parents.
being honest, emotions revealed
Yeah i know i was a fool
What crossed my mind to think there was a chance?
To think there was hope
I knew there wasn’t
It was all my imagination, made up lies.
I don’t know how to deal
I don’t know what I should do
I don’t even think I know who I am anymore
I wished that one moment could just be a stop time
Where everything is perfect
It was a dream
Yesterday I was a dreamer, today I’m a fool
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Life
It's pretty sweet
one word
happiness ...
Can't help but smile =D
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I think for once in a long time I think I am going to be ok. Yeah sure i have my doubts and fears but I cant let them keep me from living my life. It's challenging and sometimes I may feel hopeless but I can't just give up I have to stay strong. For once in a long time I know that I am not alone in this world there are people being supportive every step of the way and those who share the same emotions. I learned a lot this weekend, it's hard but i will fight the battle.
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i hate her why cant she just fucking leave me alone!?!
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