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    Flyleaf
    By Flyleaf
    I ' m s o s i c k <3.
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    a broken heart was

    not what i wanted

    from this.but i guess

    i've learned from it.

    but aren't you suppose

    to learn from your

    mistakes?I don't call

    this a mistake.i just

    wish the story didn't

    end this way.cause

    i'm still in love with

    the person that helped

    me write it.         <|3

Thursday, January 12, 2006

Friday, January 06, 2006

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    Destination: Beautiful
    By Mae
    Painless
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    figured id update.

    wow. last night..to much. --

    i IMed sheldon..& i just wanted to talk..ya kno?
    & he just FLIPPED OUT on me when i said i had a bf..
    so i spent like, an hour fighting with him.
    then today, when i got on. he was like.
    "i love you and i want you, i can't be without you"
    guys confuse me.he said goodbye.then comes back.okay.

    then..cody called..its been i dont know..a little over a week since we last talked.
    he told me that him & jessica werent dating.but okay.
    its all over her xanga <http://xanga.com/jessierose_ss>
    bleh. me & cody got into a few fights then last night.
    which was really hard to deal with.since me & him never fight.
    & he cried..which was hard to hear..& just everything is piling up.

    i called Kaleb..but..he didnt call me back..
    which means..hes mad at me..or something.
    and that scares me..alot..because..yeah..
    long story..dont really feel like typing it all.

    i dont know. anyways.
    i'm sick. with Strep.& the doctor said its erally bad.
    soo..i couldnt go to school yesterday, or today.
    so whatever. i lost my voice some of the time yesterday.
    from yelling at sheldon.so when i woke up today.
    i couldnt talk. i can barely talk now.which sucks.lol.

    oh well.im gonna go. comment me?
    ill edit later with icons & pictures & such.

    <xxx>
    Jordyn

     

Monday, January 02, 2006



  • so. i officially love my Katybaby.

    Katy Monster: let's go get him.
    mixxxtapemasacre:

    i wanna rip his dick off.
    shove it up his ass.
    then cut his baclls off with a dull blade.
    & shove them down his throat.
    Katy Monster: ... damn. 
    mixxxtapemasacre:

    what.
    Katy Monster: that's better then what i had in mind!

    //
    //

    So. not looking forward to school tomorrow.
    seeing that, ryan higgins is gayer than gay.
    & he thinks hes just some macho popular guy.
    UHM, no? hes ugly, sucks at basketball.
    can't get a girl to save his life.He let the prettiest girl ever go, Meggy<3.
    & he thinks everyone just LOVES him? uhm, no kthnx.

    anyways. meghan & i are thinking of a plan.
    still working on parts of it.lol.gah..i <3 this girl.



    life just sucks.endofstory.

    my friends = dramadramadrama.

    backstabbers.bitches.rumors galore.

    peachy keen,right?yeah..

    i'm sick of typing.ill edit when i feel like it.

    comment? kthnx.

    I guess.. maybe it's my lack of self-confidence..
    or maybe the fact that i'm always sad..
    whatever it is, i'll change it..
    as long as you'll be with me..

    I never wanted us to be like this
    I never dreamed of me treating you like this
    I'm trying to find a way out of this mess
    that I guess I got us in on my own

    editt 6:26 am ::

    so.last night did not end well.
    i don't even know what to do anymore, honestly.
    everything in my life, is just piling up.
    i try to talk to Kaleb..but he has so much to think about already..
    so i just hold it inside..i dont want to hurt him.
    i try talking to my friends, but i know what i have to say, will hurt them, so i dont.
    i just wish there was some way..to just rid it all..and end the pain..
    it's like i'm being pulled from so many directions
    and i'm screaming for it to stop, but no one hears me.

    i guess this is what i deserve.

    iloveyouKaleb<3. --
    &i think its finally over..
    i dont think youll have to deal with her anymore..
    i cried last night..because i was so happy..
    i love you..so much.. <3.

    // end

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