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hey...just thought i would tell you a lil about what i've been doin here lately. i've got all my christmas shopping done! only 5 more shopping days! 9 days until my birthday!! i'll be 14...i'm reallyyyy excited!!! but it kinda stinks that i got my cellphone taken away last night and my mom said that she doesn't know whether ill get it back or not and if i do...it's not gonna be for a while. i feel empty without it! i'm just soooo used to having one that it feels weird not to have one anymore!! i've gotten to see my cousin 4 times in the past 3 days!!! he's really awesome! he's in until friday...he comes back on sunday, and then he's in until january first! i'm reallyyyyyy happy!! cause last year he was at bootcamp in north carolina. he came to see me at school yesterday. that made my day! i asked him to eat lunch w/ me but he couldn't cause he was recruiting at the high school. he used to go to bv so he came and saw all his old junior high teachers in his blue uniform!! the first time i had seen him in it ever. i almost cried when my friend asked me if that was him. cause i told them all that he was coming then he came around the corner of the classroom and i said "that's him!!" a lot of people were asking me who he was and someone asked me if i had shot someone and had to be escorted around by a marine so that i didn't shoot anyone else! then he came afterschool and saw me at my house 2. then when i got home today...he was here getting a tv stand to take to my grandma. when i got off the bus today, i saw him sitting by his dad's truck and ran!! i didn't even stop and get the mail like normal. he just makes me very happy when he's around! well, that's what has been going on with me....c ya later!!!

<3 Jess

Pictures

hey....here's some pictures of me and my friends.

This is me and Tori Rae at the football game! <3

This is me and Emily at the dance<3

This is me doing the face

Comments please?? they're wonderful!

<3 Always

Jessica

Craziness

ok...my life is really hectic right now. my grandpa is gradually dieing in ICU...everything's lower that what it normally is (bloodcount,etc.). his white blood cell count is really high (infection somewhere). he's pale from loss of blood. i don't think that he thinks that he's gonna make it out of this, i don't think so either. if he does...im scared of him dieing on my 14th birthday. also, getting disappointed by someone special (yoyo...again) isn't helping. i wish that some people would physically be here when i need them to be. model un has been really hectic also....we go to competition thursday and friday this week. im gonna be in athens those 2 days. leave thursday morning, dont get back til' around 8 friday night. thanksgiving was ok. nothing outta the ordinary, other than everyone actually being there this year (except for my cousins from florida). my cousin kyle is getting married next november to a really cool person named stacy. my 14th birthday is in 1 month n 1 day...don't think im doing anything for it except for maybe bowling w/ a friend or 2. but i haven't asked the people that i want to go bowling w/ if it's good w/ their schedule. so, im not sure what im doing. i have all but like 2 people done for christmas shopping. i start wayyyyy early!!! but, i think that im gonna go now. we're prolly going into the hospital here pretty soon...maybe a good visit...maybe not. don't know yet. but, all we can do for now is hope that he can make it through. cause i love him so much!!

Jessica

single

hey guys....emily wanted me to update. i didn't want to upset the wonderful emily! nm has been goin on here lately....im finally finished w/ my school book project!! my lil cousin has surgery 2morra!  hopefully he makes it through ok! cause i  him!!! he's my boy! he's like a lil brother to me!!! n if nething happened to him or his lil brother....idk wut i would do w/ myself! they are like....my world sometimes!!! well, that's pretty much wut's goin on in my life....love ya all!!

jess