soleil_088's Xanga

Friday, February 10, 2006

Fri, 10 Feb 2006 06:06:03 GMT

Hey dudez. Well here's the deelio. I've gone and gotten myself a new Xanga site, at http://www.xanga.com/sunshine051. The custom thing wasn't working properly on this username and plus there's so much fricken stuff on this one that maybe I don't want crowding up the xanga. So yeah! I might still post here once and a while, but remember to save the above link in your favourites.. I'm a lil crazy and I update often. So yup. Add me. And stay in touch. And if you don't already have one, get your own freakin xanga, too!!
Lis

Monday, February 06, 2006

Mon, 06 Feb 2006 04:37:38 GMT

You want ME? This is what you get.

I'm 5'9.5", long strawberry blonde hair, green eyes with yellow centres, medium build, i love music- i sing, play guitar, piano, clarinet, and i write songs, i love words and writing everything and i love going out with my friends and i like kissing people and being crazy and having Lisa-style, and i like talking lots. and i like laughing and smiling and i hate being mad. i love buying people things and i need a job, i'm in love, but I've been single for over 8 months now, aaaannndd... i like swimming and floating and skating and playing random sports though i REALLY suck. and i like rolling around in the snow at lunchtime and getting all wet, then complaining to everyone. i'm quite self centred at times, i'm very stubborn, and i don't like losing at board games, or at other games. i love playing pool, and i love bowling, and i always like winning, but i'm not a sore loser. i like buying new socks and the way that they feel when i put them on, and i have over 90 pairs of socks, and i love clothes, and i like nice-smelling things but i can't have too much sugar and wear my glasses, which i only wear occasionally, at the same time because it gives me a headache. i've got big plans to be famous with a band, and everyone will love me. and I think i was meant to be born a gay man cuz i really don't act like your stereotypical chick and i didn't think i was patient before but apparently i am, very much so.. i like interior design and i like the smell of the outdoors and i like mini trampolines. i am obsessed with ice cream and chocolate is so much better when you've eaten health food all day. i don't know how i get good grades because half the time i don't know what i'm doing, and i think i'm a good friend at least i try to be and i'd go to the ends of the earth for those i'm closest to. and i'm dedicated, and i'm very impulsive and when i know what i want i will do a vast range of things to get it. and i'm funny, and loud. and a bit crazy.

Friday, February 03, 2006

Fri, 03 Feb 2006 02:48:38 GMT

Romance

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Thursday, February 02, 2006

Thu, 02 Feb 2006 00:05:53 GMT

Yeah so.
Today really was not good. It had its good stuff.. like me and Dempsey totally ditching SPAM and going to J-DON for some yummy food (I <3 sushi and teriyaki chicken with rice..).. Like English, Danielle to Dempsey: "You're boring".. ah.. that was at a good moment, me and Dempsey BURST out laughing and I consequently got moved ACROSS the room to an empty desk. Krahn was like HAH! And I'm like k, it's not like it's the first time I've gotten moved.. cuz everyone's laughing at me... haha.
But I had jazz early.. and my alarm didn't go off. That maybe should have been a sign. Then when I was really reluctant to dress in the bright colours I'd set out the night before.. another sign. I got to school at 6:57 and went to the band room.. turns out Erin's sick. [He's got what Amanda has..!!] I was thinking hmm.. that sucks. Well maybe he'll come to first block, maybe he'll be fine. First block (physics) comes, and first block goes.. no Erin. Aw, poor guy. So after school I figured he was pretty sick to miss all that school, so I went to Kal store and picked him up some butter tarts (his favorite) and a Twix, then drove home and then walked down to his house, bringing him those along with his physics homework and a big balloon. I got there and rang the doorbell, and his mom answered.. He was in bed, he'd been in bed all day getting up for an hour at a time. He's got a high fever and a deep cough- just like what Eric had and said WASN'T contagious but then half the school got sick, including his girlfriend. He claims his doctor says it's not-- I say very curious. His symptoms sounded alot like Amanda's.. and she had a fever of 103! Gah.. Then Connie mentions that he'd probably have to miss going to Vancouver for tennis this weekend. He's ranked 3rd in the province in his category right now, but this weekend is the National Qualifiers.. and he'd be in if he could compete, but she doesn't think he'll be well enough!! I felt HORRIBLE.. How would that make him feel..?? It's something he's so passionate about. Then she went on to say that Greig (his dad) fell while skiing this weekend and dislocated his hip and is on crutches for at least a month. I just hope the both of them are feeling better quick.. Erin's got his Socials 11 provincial on Monday.. and then his Math provicincial on Wednesday and Physics exam Thursday, both with me.. Oh wow.. I just hope he's doing okay.. The poor guy was in bed when I went to his house so I didn't get to see him. But his mom said he said to her this morning, "Mom.. you know what would make me feel better?" she goes, "What?" and he's like.. "If you baked me a big pecan pie, or some butter tarts.." and she laughed. I'm so happy I went and bought him some.. oh the irony.. Well. I have no other news and I need to study. Get better Erin!

Lis

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

Wed, 01 Feb 2006 00:01:55 GMT

I'm so tired and I can't figure out why... I got like 9 hours of sleep every night on the weekend and kept waking up more exhausted than when I fell asleep. Then the night before last I got about 6 hours, then last night about 7, which usually I can handle. But I mean.. I feel like going to sleep and it's 5 pm. I feel like sleeping for a long, looong time. Meh.. I don't know, I'm not unhappy or anything.. I think it's probably stress from exams coming up.
Ya.. I went to look at grad dresses after school today at Jaci Lynn's.. there weren't really any that I liked, but even so it was pretty fun... I am SO excited for grad!! *Erin in a suit.. yay*
Haha okay I'm going to go pass out now (not from the idea of the suit... from my tiredness). L8er.

Saturday, January 28, 2006

Sat, 28 Jan 2006 05:43:50 GMT

Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

LMFAO HAHAHAHAHAA THAT'S THE FUNNIEST THING I'VE EVER SEEN.. It reminds me of me.. Lmao.. Oh wow.. TAKE A BREATHER!!

Oh, and I'm done writing my symphony piece!!

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

Wed, 25 Jan 2006 23:58:08 GMT

Yep, Erin is done like dinner. We can still be friends if he wants to; I still want him to accompany me to grad like he said he would. And if he ever changes his mind, *maybe* I'll be there for him, *maybe* I'll take him. But right now it's painful and especially after what he said last night? Yeah.. no. He definitely isn't deserving me as a girlfriend.

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

Tue, 24 Jan 2006 00:55:36 GMT

This is right fucked up.

Sunday, January 22, 2006

Sun, 22 Jan 2006 19:21:59 GMT

Haha.. What a joke. Me? Give up? It's not happening. I don't want it to.

By the way, this is what I have to look forward to in March!!:

Carnegie Hall.. HERE I COME!!

Time To Pack It Up And Move Along

Sun, 22 Jan 2006 01:01:03 GMT

I can't promise that's what's going to happen. I'd very much like to move on at this point- right now anyway. I saw Erin at the jazz club today and he was friendly at times but didn't really make any attempts to talk to me, and was a bit short with me too- and I got several funny looks (like when I pointed out the lady wearing all leopard print, and when I said his "Papa" was at the door.. I was just messing around!!), too. Well whatever- he can go be a bum by himself.
But seriously, if he's going to act like this knowing I have feelings for him, I'd rather just fake it and pretend I didn't, and just be friends with him. He makes me happy- I'd rather settle for just friends than nothing, because right now it's just awkward.
I don't really have any dating prospects on the horizon. I'm a little sick of being single but I guess it's what I set myself up for when I've got high standards. Some freaking idiot on msn asked me my bra size today- and I barely know him, he's a friend of a friend- anyway, I'm not interested in a guy who comes right out and says it like that. And he was such a retard he didn't even understand what I meant when I said "Um, that was blatant." I felt like I was talking to a wall.
Well actually, I did recently get an email from a guy I used to have a bit of a crush on, asking me if I wanted to hang out or go to a movie sometime. I don't know if that was just friendly or if he had other intentions. Who knows, I mean the guy's cool, I'll hang out with him, he's a cute guy and he's funny and has got mad skillz but. Whatever.

Erin..? For right now he's done. As amazing as it felt with my lips pressing to his.. I can't keep putting both of us through this shit. Unfortunately, probably about 2 days from now I'm going to be writing about how wrong I was and how much I'm crazy about him. But no matter. We'll see how it goes. We'll see if he'll bend and maybe he'll finally reach the breaking point. Because no matter what, he's always going to mean the world to me.