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Member Since: 1/23/2002

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Monday, September 29, 2003


thoughts from a dreamer
kate is the proverbial ''one woman rock band''


I want to live my life knowing that I developed my mind as best as possible, and that I used that knowledge to the best of my ability. I am trying to cultivate myself. I want to read everything from Plato to Angelou, and I want to take all that and give it away. I want to learn, and create change. It's very idealistic, but I am also very determined. I will NOT let my life go to waste. Even if I am not remembered, I will go having affected someone's life for the better.

I want to do what I love and act. I want to fulfill my own soul by doing this.
I also want to have children, because I believe that the ultimate gift is life.
I want to teach kids, and impress upon them the importance of living and not just being robots. I want to teach kids to stay kids, and to keep that love and honesty they have.
I want to work with mentally disabled people and make their lives full of love and pure joy.
I want to work with psychologically damaged people and try to massage some happiness back into their world's, shine some light in their dark shadows.
I want to work with physically disabled people and rehabilitate their minds and spirits, letting them once again be free and happy. Give them movement of some kind.
I want to feed starving children, and find a way for them to provide food for themselves and their children, forever.
I want to make friends with the person with no friends.
I want to do this without doing it prove something to myself or others, but simply because I am genuinely open to everyone.
I want to live confidently and be honest.
I want to know what to say, and say it.
I want to leave the world a little bit brighter.

Stupid, huh? Yeah, I know, but I would rather be stupid and ignorant than blocked up and pessimistic.


"It's all we really got tonight
Stop your crying hold on
Tonight is what it means to be young
Tonight is what it means to be young

Let the rebels begin, let the fire be started
We're dancing for the restless and the broken-hearted

I've got a dream when the darkness is over
We'll be lying in the rays of the sun
But its only a dream and tonight is for real
You'll never know what it means, but you'll know how it feels
It's gonna be over before you know its begun

The things they say and then the things they do
Nothing's gonna stop us if our dream is true..."



"Silky smooth
Lips as sweet as candy, baby
Tight blue jeans
Skin that shows in patches

Strong inside but you don't know it
Good little girls, they never show it.
When you open up your mouth to speak,
Could you be a little weak?
Do you know what it feels like
For a girl?
Do you know what it feels like in this world
For a girl?

Hair that twirls on finger tips so gently, baby
Hands that rest on jutting hips repenting

Hurt that's not supposed to show and
Tears that fall when no one knows
When you're trying hard to be your best
Could you be a little less?"


Monday, July 28, 2003

Things I Want To Do
Before I'm 30


1. Eat non-vegitarian sushi (i.e. raw fish, so far I've only eaten the veggies)

2. See myself with blonde hair (wig, hair dye, anything!).

3. Perform on Broadway.

4. Wear a dress whose skirt is less than 8 inches long.

5. Attend the Oscars.

6. Be in a film.

7. Wear pointe shoes.

8. Work in a hospital with psychology patients.

9. Teach a special education class and be involved with special needs kids.

10. Be on Oprah!

11. Write a book.

12. Have a foster child.

13. See a building in person that I have designed.

14. Own a trampoline.

15. Be a member of a gym!

{to be continued}


Tuesday, July 15, 2003

People said I was cute
but I was a strange looking child


Monday, July 07, 2003

"update"

^I just got in that show!^



baby name extravaganza

Okay, I have no child to name, nor do I plan on having one anytime soon, but picking out children's names is so much fun! (note: please help red_dirt_girl with her quest for the perfect baby name) So, I have compiled a list of names I like....warning, I have wierd taste. My poor children. Favorites in bold.

girls
Keyanna
Kioko
Lilly
Lorelei
Macy
Madeline (Maddy)
Marilyn
Milan
Naja
Nailah
Norah
Rosalie
Scarlett
Sela
Solange
Tawny
Twyla
Vanna
Aida
Alannis
Anabel (Ani)
Amelie
Astrid
Audrey
Audra
Avery (Ava)
Bella
Carly
Cassidy
Chanel
Charlize
Damali
Demi
Dior
Evita (Eve or Eva)
Faye

boys
Sterling
Manning
Miller
Oakley
Pascal
Razi
Rane
Shaw
Silas
Tai
Warren
Ari
Carver
Carter
Clark
Ethan
Everett
Everley
Ford

:)
(its a long list, help me narrow it down?)



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things I like
No Doubt (band)

Edwidge Danticat (author)

Moulin Rouge (movie)

Rupert Everett (actor)

Julia Roberts (actress)

Helen Hunt (actress)

Little Shop of Horrors (show)

more to come!