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| it's been a while there's so many decision to make in life and all i want to do is be lazy. what am i gonna do with myself? have you ever felt like you are your worst enemy, but only you can make yourself change for the better? how can i tell myself i want to do change this and fix that. convincing myself that i can do it, but i don't even try. ughh. school-- is gay. i don't like it, but i guess i gotta do it. i'm not doing as good as i could be doing. my mind is on other things. i wish i would have taken a longer break from school. love-- is great. today is our 11 mo. anniversary. i want to marry this boy. he's just great. =) but i know we're not ready for that kind of stuff. i can still fantasize though.......... we spent the whole day together it was really nice. i went to pick him up because i've been making him do all the driving lately. then we went to ichiban, a sushi rest., and we had lunch. then we went to the movies and saw the bee movie. it was cute. yesterday we saw american gangster that movie was the shit! anyways then we went to the mall cause he wanted cinnabon and after we went to starbucks cause i wanted a chiller thing. then i dropped him off. hmmm. it was nice just chilling. =D i don't want to go to school tomorrow. i should get bed soon. i gotta read some chapters out the book for my classes though. i dont wanna! but i gotta........... bye. | | |
| What's happenin` ?! I'm FINALLY done with highschool! ! ! ! I graduated on May 23, 2007 and I got my diploma. HAH. =] I feel sorry for those kids that didn't pass the FCAT though. Hmm. Oh well. I'm out of there and never have to see those kids again! Aahahaa. . . . I decided that I'm going to the junior college. It's better. . . especially on my low budget, but it's all gravy! Cause it's not a bad school. Me and Cortney are still going together. I'm really happy I have him. Cause he's opened so many windows in my life. My parents even accept him now and it's so funny, but weird at the same time. Aaah. =D | | |
| life is straight hmm. im not complaining. even though i know things could be better. but, everything is just dandy. i got my report card yesterday and im not failing. =) for my semester grades i got 2 c's and the rest a's. although my grades were lower than the 1st 9 weeks. but, its straight. yup. yesterday me and cortney went out to eat at fridays. it was nice to just spend time with him. its always nice. =) hes a really nice guy and i have to admit i might really be falling for him. but, i dont wanna fall too fast. even though i think he already fell. lol. hmm. i cant believe its already 2007. its the f_ckin year i graduate! =) im so excited. now. lets talk about college. i have to retake the act's. if i score a 19 then im accepted to uwf. if i score above that then i have a shot at fsu and famu. so i can get out of this town! it would be a sweet escape. | | |
| okay, so here it goes. i officially hate school, like its so boring! also, me and cortney are official..! =) | | |
| life can be so gay uwf came to my school today.. and i wasnt accepted..... only because of my damn act scores.. you know i missed it by like a point! aint that some bull! hmmmmm.. now i have second thoughts about me getting into college or whateverr.... damn! like there aint nothing wrong with pjc....... but also i wasnt even planning to go to uwf its just my backup school that i didnt even get into! i swear i dont wanna be in pcola anymore!!! i guesss the only thing i can do is study hard..... so i will.......... try. i cant believe its december already! almost christmas... damn i have so many secret santas.. it aint even funny.. and i dont have a job.. man oh man.. and senior year is soo damn expensive! like frickin cap and gown is like $30.... and then i gotta buy invitations and shitt too! hopefully my parents will pay for that shit. then theres the yearbook.. its like $75... omgoshh! i dont even wanna think about this ish anymore... now to happier thoughts..... about this boy.. lol.. yeah i decided i do like him.. =) | | |
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