solidstreet3189's Xanga

Thursday, November 01, 2007

Thu, 01 Nov 2007 15:35:50 GMT

oh xanga

what forgotten things you hold

have I really grown out of contemplating the world?

probably

I'm too worried about my own future

oh well

Thursday, October 25, 2007

Thu, 25 Oct 2007 23:17:38 GMT

yeahhh

should've said this earlier but

the shins concert was amazing

reallly glad i went, can't wait for the next one

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

Wed, 19 Sep 2007 01:33:13 GMT

anyalram: lol
anyalram: i cant believe you just related our lives to lost
anyalram: lmao
anyalram: <3
anyalram: what a insanely great show
anyalram: lost = life
anyalram: id totally be stranded on an island with you
anyalram: haha

anyalram: lol every single entry
anyalram: was just like
anyalram: "i love summer"
anyalram:
solidstreet12: hahaha that sounds promising

remember...

anyalram: its gotta get better though right
solidstreet12: yes
solidstreet12: and i cant wait
anyalram:
anyalram: me either.

Thursday, September 13, 2007

Thu, 13 Sep 2007 00:12:24 GMT

"College is like having a painful amount of homework to do at senior week."

hahaha

sure feels like it

except i'm missing a certain person, one who at senior week i was with 24/7

<3

i can't wait to see you
i can't wait to be with you.

Monday, September 03, 2007

Mon, 03 Sep 2007 00:33:26 GMT

things to be excited for:

next weekend

the shins on october 22

marlayna having a car

thanksgiving (and my return to searz)

month-long winter break

france in late may-early june

summer and marlayna =D

get ready for some goood times

just gotta get through college

optimismmmm

Sunday, September 02, 2007

Sun, 02 Sep 2007 03:29:41 GMT

college is stressful

hopefully time will make things better

meanwhile, i can't sleep and have a pile of homework to do already

wo0t

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

Tue, 17 Jul 2007 00:24:08 GMT

xanga yay

comment if you still check this

Saturday, November 04, 2006

Sat, 04 Nov 2006 16:09:24 GMT

xanga lol

yeah i felt pressured to write stuff

actually i just kinda want to, because, well, this is better than taking every excuse to scream really loud

i really hate having to make decisions. scratch that. I really hate DILEMMAS. Lose lose situations. i can never weigh the pros and cons right and always seem to come out dissatisfied. my thinking right now is, no swimming this year, work more, get more money, have more "free time"

i guess the thing thats really making this hard is, this my last year. after this no more bel air high school. i feel like id regret it if i didnt take advantage of the opportunity to hang out with people i rarely see and to actually be part of something, excluding cross country which, this year, sucked.

plus, i mean, my iPod is busted up, so, that just ruins everything.

my computer is effed up to... why? im too lazy to figure out whats really wrong, just as long as i can get online and type stuff, its fine for now. maybe thats my problem, i dont think in the long run

i need money.... i always waste it on food or bawls or glo keyboards, but, who cares? really, what else would i use it for, college? (<---lol) gas money? nahhh, my dad/sister drives the car too, they can do it

off topic, but, it feels like im always having trouble communicating with adults. it just always feels like they are analyzing me, trying to figure me out. other kids do that too actually... i can tell, when they look at you, not listening, but just thinking about something else. like they already know what they think of you and nothing you say could change it.

^ why type all that? really its because no one is home, and i have time to think. the more busy i get the less time i have. maybe thats why i (secretly) want to do swimming, so ill have more time to think about stuff, plan. those busrides are pretty.. relaxing. just being surrounded by your peers, all united under the same destination.

or maybe i should just find a group of friends who i feel completely comfortable with.

or maybe i should get marlayna to teach me some yoga. :D

Friday, July 28, 2006

Fri, 28 Jul 2006 09:13:12 GMT

Since when did August have so many possibilities?

Possible: rave, pool party, epic LAN

Definite: late nights of homework, senior pictures, new mars volta cd

Oh yeah, and probably going to the beach sometime in all that. Too bad we don't plan ahead so I can take off of work.

Fuck and I have to start running hardcore pretty soon so I can make varsity xc. August also means fall sports, the 15th, dammit, not again.
Cross country will be okay I guess, just being a senior will be lame as hell.

But in the back of my mind this keeps me positive:

R3F71V4L is going to happen. SOMEHOW

Friday, June 23, 2006

Fri, 23 Jun 2006 21:48:49 GMT

hi my name is adam i never update