| I am going to start restricting again.
It's the only way.
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| I eat cottage cheese every single day.
It's my safe food.
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| I am a fatty.
ugh.
School starts in a couple of weeks and I am going to come back a fat ass.
I left skinny as hell and I am coming back fat.
Fuck that shit.
I refuse.
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| Wanna know how sick I am?
I am afraid that I will forget how to starve my self.
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| it's about control.
all about inner control.
control over impulses.
control over emotion.
control over events.
control over people.
control over the world inside.
food is at the root of ALL mental disorders.
the getting it.
the preparation.
the eating.
the digestion.
the emotions about.
the sharing or un.
give and take.
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