today was both fun and heartbreakinq. i had a half day today, so me and my boys went to the towncenter to qo chill. we qot bored, so we went to Leslie's house. then we qot bored over there, so we decided to play SPiNTHEB0TTLE. it was fuCcin HiLARiOUS!!!cuz the boys macked on eachother! well, i had to mack on a qirl myself, but it was still funny!!but i qave my boys propz for it. they have some balls.
then after richard&josh went to my house to qo kick it. we were just in the front yard listnin to Georqe Lopez. we had a qood time. till my stinky exboyfriend came and he hurt me really bad. cuz i sent some emails to my friend chris, and i quess qreq had his password, so he read them! and they ALL explained how much i missed qreq,how i hate myself for lettinq him qo, and alll that. so he comes and throws shit in my face about it, and im , like, tryin my hardest not to cry, and then he qoes, " Oh, well, it was fun fuckin you"....
he ment it as a joke, but i sure as hell didnt take it that way
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omq, sooSORRY i havn't been updatinq... ive been busy with schoolwork. yea i know, WHATEVR, but i NEED to bring up my qrades!!
aanyway... i need sum advice. there's this friend of mine, he's my best friend, actually. and lately, i've had really stronq feelinqs for him. and im thinkinq to myself, omq, you CANT like anthony! he's like your brother!! i think it's just a phase, but lately i cant qet him off my mind. it buqs me!
speakinq of buqqinq... my exboyfriend wont leave me alone!!! he's constantly starinq at me in class and it qets on my nerve!! have you ever had that kind of ex? where he writes you weird love letters and wont leave you alone?! shit, if youn lived throuqh it then please, tell me how you did it!!!
Today's Schedule: 1. wakeup! 2. morninq routine 3. stay at qrandmas for a while 4. drive to Hollywood 5. check out mummy museum 6. walk the star-street thinqie 7. maybe qo to Universal Studios 8. qo back home
so i was talkinq to my ex yesterday, and as i was talkinq to him, i realized that he doesnt love me anymore. it hurt so bad that i had to get off the phone and take a bath. and trustme, i only use that in desperate times!! and i had to think for a while, because ive qone throuqh sooMUCH with him! it was kind of hard not to cry, because i still love him. I wonder, why love was such a bitch and bite me in the ass, why cant i qet over him?? he's constantly reminding me that the qirl he likes likes him back. shiit, why dont you quys just qet toqether already?! it hurts enouqh that he has to shove it in my face, and knowing we'll never be aqain, why does he have to be so cruel?why doesnt he just kill me already?....
when you are a little qirl, you remember watchinq the princess movies and wish you could have a prince like him. so for the rest of your teen life you search for you kniqht in shininq armor. qoinq throuqh thousands of boys, desperately tryinq to find the handsome prince inside of him. and out of nowhere, you find him! feelinq soo blissful, thinkinq this is the boy i want to spend the rest of my life with! and as soon as those words stumble out of your mouth, they crumble beneath you. how could this be? you were destined to be. why are your feelinqs doinq this to you? fallinq out of love with him feels like fallinq into a neverendinq black hole. you dont even know why you dont feel for him anymore. did his touch lose its warmness? his kiss left tasteless? his voice lose its calmness. the rest of your life is now spent wonderinq, what happened?
