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Saturday, May 10, 2008

  • ITS BEEN REAL

    Well folks its  been really but frankly i dont know of many people who express enough interest in my life to actually read this thing so i now rarely update it.. so this is my last entry... and its been real... thanks for all the laughs and even the drama..

    PEACE OUT

Thursday, May 01, 2008

  • What happens when

    What happens when you cant have that one thing. When the one time you wish god would just give in like he did with israel  and give you what you want... but he says nothing more. than " ive got you" or " i havent failed you yet" when you are past wanting to hear yes and you've just realized that the "no" or in my case the complete lack of an answer is just going to hurt and you cant make it stop,cant change it, and god just keeps saying hes there. this is what its like to just feel i guess. to have pain and just be. ive been hurt before ... but never has there seemed to be no way to make it stop.. so i guess maybe you just cry and sometimes things .... they just hurt. and when nothing in heaven or on earth is of any comfort.... then pain just is... and you just are..then you truely realize just how weak and helpless you are.  nobody reads this anymore so i guess the only one who really has to understand what that means is me...

Sunday, April 20, 2008

  • GODS GIVING YOU 1 THING

       WOW...my friend david posted a wonderful question. if god asked you " what do you want?" what thing or things would you ask for.. i just realized that when god asked him the question.. god never said " whats the 1 thing you want?" just "what do you want?" thats a pretty cool question to be asked by god.. i know exactly what i want. because aside from christ ( which i already have and continue to grow in) everything else just pales in comparison..... so im going to make the question more narrow for you.... whats the one thing you would ask god for if you knew he would give it to you ? and no cheesy answers. search your heart..

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

  • behaving like christ

    ive been doing well lately.. and have been set free from a lot of things... gained new friendships and rekindled old ones... im joyful... and i feel different. im still learning how to really deal with and invite god into different emotions.. but gods been faithful and even when im affraid hes good.

    im struggling with how to deal with a few things but .... ok cool ... anywho just wanted to say hi..

    and this may be the last time im on here for a really long time

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

  • oooopsssies the ending

    ok i know its a little late and you have probly all been waiting ... ok some of you more anxiously than others ( this is me not pointing at those of you who kept asking me what happened. lol) i was so excited to hear from all of you. i know this is a bit anti clamatic.. but here is the ending

    then with the biggest smile id ever seen her have Tanja walked up and gleaming told me that she would be get baptised the coming sunday. i gave her the biggest hug. i wanted to know everything. Well she had started going to church and god used other people to reel her in.... its so awsome ....

    so folks be excited ... .another on goes home with us.  God is so awsome. and we've got work to do. tic toc people  tic toc.

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