Ok so tonight im supposed to be having this big party at my place, but i never realized how many ppl i invited. 20 ppl are suppose to be showing up which now is freakin me out bc that means almost all of them will be showing up with someone else or some huge group. All i know is that i need to do some major damage control before tonight ends up being my worst nightmare.

Megan also is freakin! SHe even bugged out on me this morning by saying i needed to start to un-invite my friends, who i told over a week ago they could come and chill. Since Megan told me that she wouldnt be home this weekend bc shes getting her wisdom teeth pulled I decided to throw a lil get together. To me that meant throwing a party for all of my friends who havent been able to see our apartment bc of megans friends being over all the time. Since most of her friends are druggies my friends never want to come over and hang. So tonight was suppose to be the big night for just ,My friends and me. Well now megan and i are fighting bc she claims that she invited some of her friends and that i needed to start uninviting some of mine so it wont be that big. I was like WHAT hell no, if she's so worried about too many ppl showing up then she needs to tell her friends sorry this is ashley's night with her friends, i need to respect that. But no instead i get bitched at and told that its our apartment and that means she can bring some of her friends over. EXCUSE me, but i remember clearly how she said she wouldnt even be there tonight and now all of a sudden she wants to party and o yeah bring her friends and kick mine out. HELL NO ITS WAR!!! Im sorry, but how rude and disrespectful is that?? Megan is in for a big treat, when she said to un-invite some ppl i decided to invite more, and that way i'll have more friends there to stand up for me and hopefully kick her friends out, bc quiet frankly i really dont like them. But i need to get ready and go clean up my mess in my apartment. What can i say im an artist, lol. Well im out, call cell if need me~Ashley***

This week is going pretty good. I'm pretty relaxed which is nice for once, but im working my ass off in order to be bankin. I NEED THE MONEY, SO that means ive been working way overtime to get it. I should almost have my first apartment bill paid off all from this upcoming check (HOPEFULLY). SO what up!? How is everyone else's lives going?? GOod i hope! Is anyone else wantin to call it quits when it comes to school work. Hell i know i do! To get my mind off school i keep thinking about my new apartment and my new car im SUPPOSE to be getting here soon, cant wait! But have u seen the commercials for that new movie with the house and how it kills families. DUDE i want to go see that, i luv scaring myself to death. SO whos going with me, lol? Welp back to homework, this bites. TTYL~Ashley***

What up ya'll! So a lot has happened since my last confession, lol. It's been really hard with school, keeping a job, and having to make so much money, but ontop of that i still have to find money for my car im getting in a week and my apartment that i get may 1st. MAY 1ST, is definitley going to be party central, jk, no cops please. The only thing dramatizing is when my grandpa past away on march 21st, 2005, and thats about it.

Last night, which was friday night, i ended up going to szaki, or however u spell it, and I ended up having 2 berry martinis. I drank them pretty fast, but anwayz kayla and i were leaving to go see dan and all of a sudden we see megans car pull up really fast, megan hearn. Kayla and i were like what the hell, and then megan screams out get in the fucking car. Kayla and i were like "huh?" Then we see mike in the front passengers seat and theres blood allover him. Megan comes back out telling us to get in the car bc mike just layed his bike down twice, which meant he was beat up pretty bad. We finally got drunken elly in the car and we took off not even paying for our tab at the bar. I walk mike into the emergency room where one lady sits him down and starts asking him questions. The only thing he could really care about was his broken collarbone. It was so sick! But thats how my night ended up being in the emergency room, coming back out only to find elly had puked allover in megans car, and brandon having to come pick us up as we stood outside in the freezing cold. I got my car from the bar and drove home. ANd today which is sat. i worked the entire day, except from this morning where i had to wake up at 8 and be ready by 9 so my dad could take me car shopping all morning. DUDE that takes a lot of energy too, to be able to walk around car lots all day and talking to sales people all morning, and then to be sent off to work the rest of the day. IT sucked! But enough with my complaining, i guess im outta here and ill complain lata, bye~Ashley***