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Name: Erwin
Country: South Korea
Metro: Seoul
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Friday, May 16, 2008

Time Is Ticking...

couldn't think of another title...it's from Epik High's song One...hehe

but in a way it's a good title too because time has been ticking and it never seems to stop or slow down for some reason, it just seems to move even faster, but I don't even know why it's doing that lately because it only happens when something major is coming up...anyways...

the past couple of weeks have been good, I took a trip to Busan, which was a great get away from the hustle and bustle of Seoul, I saw a lot of things and met a good amount of people, and it just really quite relaxing and healthy, I ate seafood most of the time and inhaled as much clean air as I could! hahaha...

i should note to myself that I'm also recovering from really bad skin allegies due to the lotion and scrub I've been using...I couldn't figure out what it was but when I got back from Busan and switched back to Aveeno, it became clear that my skin just decided one day to hate my lotions and scrubs...so yah it sucks, I feel semi-ugly and a little more negative these days...but I'm sure it will all pass soon!

i think I've also been a little more on edge these days too, like I have all this stress inside and I'm not really sure what's the cause for all of it...actually there are few things I can point to whatevs...

and I think just about two or three days ago marked a year since I graduated college!  I can't believe a year has passed really, especially because I took so damn long to get the freak organized and get my butt over here to Seoul, but in any case, I'm glad that I can say that I'm doing something worth while since that one year has passed...

so yah, I feel good, but my body always says it's tired...and as much as I want to relax during the weekends, I always end up not doing it and then I'm just tired all over again once the new week starts...ugh...a never ending cycle I tell you!

oh and this weekend should be interesting...update later...

Be Safe and God Bless!


Saturday, April 26, 2008

Birthday Weekend!

yah so it's the weekend I've been waiting for for a long time!!!  and I already feel the love all around me..

my sister changed her facebook picture to one of her hugging me on her birthday and the moment I saw it I just started bawling...it's definately the best present ever!

and on thursday I got 8 birthday cards from my family...I'm going to open them tomorrow...

so yah I feel really blessed right now to have such a good family and a good group of friends...

more craziness to come!

Be Safe and God Bless!


Thursday, April 24, 2008

Before I Turn 23...

so everytime my birthday comes around, about a week before it, my life starts to feel shaky, confusing, and frustrating...

I called home today like I always do about once a week and my parents always are positive on the phone because I'm so far away and the such...

but I started to feel really sad and quite upset at myself...because here I am living in Korea, thinking I'm leading this very independent life and the such...but back at home, even though I don't get money from them any more, I'm still technically a financial burden because I'm certainly not making enough money to help pay back loans...

and then pa mentioned about doing law again or something in the government...blah...I mean I know I could do it and I've been meeting people who are doing it, it's just how long will it take me?

I chose this path because I know this is what is right for me...let's just hope it really is taking me somewhere...

...ugh...there's always this pressure to grow up, as if enjoying youth and vitality is bad...I already think I'm older in many ways...isn't that enough for now?

need to sleep...maybe I'm just tired...

Be Safe and God Bless!


My Korean Drama

this is imee (11:11:52 PM): you didnt really like him erwin
this is imee (11:11:57 PM): you liked the idea of him
this is imee (11:12:12 PM): you need someone who gets you excited
SoUtHSiDePiNoY85 (11:12:16 PM): mmm
this is imee (11:12:20 PM): like how lee gets you excited.. haha
 
I told this guy the other night that I wasn't interested in him the way he was interested in me, and basically he said cool, next time if I see him, pretend to not know him and have a good life...crazy right?
 
so of course if you know me, I'm always the one that feels bad in the end anyway because I don't want to cause any "discord" and the such...but yah...
 
I'm starting to see the same patterns that I developed when I was abroad forming here again...and I'm not liking it...what happened to starting over and being a better and bigger person...
 
...at least I was truthful about my feelings and I did it now than later because that would just make things worse in the end, and me leave me looking like a complete slutsky...
 
blah.
 
Be Safe and God Bless!


Friday, April 18, 2008

Thank Goodness it's Friday!!!

so friday is finally here!!!  how exciting!!! that means I'm that much closer to my birthday! hehe...

anyways, my date was good, I had dinner and drinks with him and it was quite interesting...he insisted that I speak with him in Korean since I'm in Korea and I made it quite obvious that I can since when we met I was blabbing in it like I always do when I'm drunkie...hehe...but anyways, we had some interesting conversation and he seems like a nice enough guy so we'll just have to see how it pans out...

so yah, welcome to the world of Korean dating...he texts me just about every hour and it's kind of flattering but at the same time annoying...and I told him to stop doing it too much, because in my 'American mind' I feel it's kind of stalkerish and annoying...I mean I already know that you like me so you don't have to say it all the time right?

and then I realized there's this whole other 'layer' that I have yet to discover here, with the men I mean...like I've only met guys and made friends with people on the hill you know? the ones who know English to a certain degree and have an international mindset you know?  but how about the ones that only know Korean?  the ones hidden in places around Hongdae and Sinchon and elsewhere...wonder how that must be...

anyways so yah the weekend...it's going to be quite busy, I have guests and two co-workers birthdays are today so that's going to be nuts...and I'll probably end up on another date again this weekend...haha...blah...

Be Safe and God Bless!



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