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sp0rtsLan1tic
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Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 9/3/1900
Gender: Male
Interests: watching a whole lot of sports..play basketball..clubbing sometimes..dancing and singing(trying to at least)..watching TV and listening to Lani MIsalucha (best singer in the Phil!)..hehe
Occupation: Customer service/support
Industry: Other
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  mikeyfl1pxy
Member Since:
6/25/2003
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| it's Friday and i'm bored at work..usually i'm excited and looking forward to the weekend but i'm nervous and anxious..today's the day I'm meeting Jordan's mom..1st off, I don't know what to call her..Do I call her Mom, Auntie or just her name? With my Mom, she wanted Jordan to call her Mom so that's easy..I don't know how his mom would wnat to be called..Another concern is I know she's going to ask about my age..Well, a lot of people know my age and understand why it's a concern since Jordan's only 18..hehe Then I know i'm going to be shy and quiet at 1st and i don't know what to talk to her about..Jordan said just to be myself..Well of course but that still doesn't take away the fact that I will be shy and quiet at 1st..I'm actually looking forward to get this weekend over with..I'm looking forward to meeting her of course but the added pressure for her to like me since I'm living with his son..I should get used to this because in April I'm meeting the whole family in Hawaii..I guess I shouldn't really worry because I'm treating her son the best I can and making him happy..Wish me luck this weekend because I'll surely need it.. | | |
| hmm..i need to start saving money for my Hawaii trip with the bf in april..i've been buying my concert tickets for the shows i want to see that's why..it's ok i know it will be worth it anyways..
here's the show schedule: March 31st Lani Misalucha in Cache Creek Casino..April 7th Lani Misalucha in Hawaii..April 13th Toni Braxton in Oakland..
Lani's gonna trip cuz she's gonna be surprised i'll be in Hawaii..hehe..i hope we can hang out with her..i know it's going to be worth it because they're my top 2 favorite singers of all time..i remember taking the train to Fresno with my cousin and stay at a hotel overnight to watch Toni years ago..
anyways, imma start saving money now since all these tickets are out of the way..i'm excited to go back to Hawaii..but scared at the same time to meet the bf's family..i'm going to be under intense scrutiny..hehe..it's good that i won over one of the grandmas back in december so that's one on my side..i'm going to meet his mom next week cuz she's visiting..i'm anxious and kinda looking forward to it..the next few months will be interesting..
my favorite tunes right now:
Unbelievable (Craig David)
Here I Am To Worship(Passion) - this is so inspiring..love his rendition
Love (Keyshie Coles)
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| my life right now is pretty routine..work and go home..i feel married which is not a bad thing..lol..i'm going to Hawaii in April with bf to visit his relatives..i'm excited and scared at the same time..i have to go through questions i bet and i don't know how they will take the age difference..his Mom visits next month so that's a trial test..I met Grandma last month and it turned out very good so hopefully the rest of the family would turn out well..
American Idol started and it's good so far..i hope it's better than last season cuz I didn't like last season that much..
Project Runway is such a good show..it's so addicting..hehe..of course I love my Desperate Housewives and i just got into Grey's Anatomy which is a good show also..
Will and Grace ends in May..looking forward to how it ends..it'll be sad but i think it's time to end the show..it's had its run..go out on top..
I'm watching my girl Lani on March 31st in Cache Creek then watch her in Hawaii 1st week of april..then imma watch my other girl Toni in Oakland the same week we get back from Hawaii..hehe..what a busy concert month..
anyways, i just blabbed on here..haha..just bored..anyways, till next time.. | | |
| It's been awhile since I last updated this journal. Not that people read it anyways but I just need to write down what i'm thinking and feeling at this time.
Hawaii was fun. I got homesick but fun nonetheless. Hawaii is such a beautiful place. I can't live there though. Met some people from downelink. Before I went to Hawaii, i promised myself i wouldn't date anyone so i can have fun and not worry about anyone. I achieved that goal. But knowing me, I went to Hawaii and hooked up with someone thinking it was only a fling. Guess what happened, he's my bf now. I always end up going on vacation and meeting someone that eventually become someone i date. I know it's long distance but guess what, he brought up the idea to live with me. I was hesitant because it was too soon even though i chatted with him for months. We started talking and dating. He was going to visit me in September but something happened and decided I can't do long distance anymore so he came up the 1st of September and stays with me now. I got him a job here. I know it's crazy but I always do it. My problem right now is trusting him. I've always had trust issues and my last ex cheating on me doesn't help. I know he's not my ex but from what i know from my bf's past, it makes it harder for me to trust him to. I'm stressed out almost everyday cuz i always suspect something even though he moved a thousand miles away to live with me. I don't know what to do. I want to trust him so much but i just can't right now. It doesn't help also that he hides things from me but i eventually find out cuz i can be sneaky like that. Like what my friend said, he think that i try to look for things to prove my suspicions. I know i should give him the benefit of the doubt but it's hard for me to do. The only solution i can think of is end the relationship now and work on myself before getting in another relationship even though i was single for more than a year. But we've made drastic moves for this relationship already and it would not be that easy to end it. I'm lost and I need to find my way. | | |
| I haven't posted in like forever. I don't think anyone reads this shit anyways. haha But yea, this past weekend was fun. It was my cousin's 18th birthday debut cotillion or whatever you wanna call it. It was held at the Hilton in SF. My aunt went all out for this one cuz she's the only daughter. The cotillion court had been practicing since i think January. When they were planning this whole thing, me and my big mouth jokingly said i'll MC. They took it seriously so i had to MC the program. I never did it before so I was so nervous nearing the actual day. I was stressed. LOL First off, I had to wear a tux and I never wore one before. I don't like dressing up. But yea I started really nervous but I got comfortable after that. I think I did good. The program was really fast paced and really nice. My cousin looked really pretty. She had 3 outfit changes. Then right after the party, her friends, all of the cousins got all messed up together. haha Weird but it was so much fun. I had to leave earlier than them though and go back to my hotel room cuz I was gonna pass out. LOL I drank too much. I'm actually happy that me and and the cousins are so close now. I used to never go to family stuff cuz I was a bad boi before but I've stopped those stupid things so I'm an active member of the family now. LOL Anyways, that was a fun weekend.
Looking forward to my Hawaii vacation. I'm leaving tomorrow so I'll be in paradise for 9 days. I'm not coming back to Cali till July 31st. I can't wait. I just hope that Hawaii people are nice and not shady. The few people i chatted with are kinda shady. I hope that's not the case for most Hawaii people. hehe I'll post about it when i get back from Hawaii. Till then. | | |
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